still stuck

I'm still stuck,

please reach me.

I still suck,

please teach me

how to rise,

to break free,

how to see

what I can't see.

I know you promised

you’d come through,

show me what

these hands can do.

You make it look

so easy, damn,

while I’m lost,

without a plan.

I've tried, I swear,

but it’s a mess,

my fingers tremle,

I confess.

I wanna shine,

I wanna feel,

the way you do,

to make it real.

Want to play it,

like you do,

but I'm lost,

I have no clue.

Teach me how

to hear sound,

feel the music,

where it’s found.

I'm still stuck,

but if you teach me,

I won’t suck,

if you just reach me.