Ha-eun already knew what she had to say when she finally faced Da-yeon.
She had even practiced a few times.
But when the moment came, all she could muster was a guilt-ridden sob.
-Clench.
With trembling hands, Da-yeon reached out and grabbed the hem of Ha-eunâs cherry blossom-colored hanbok.
The only thought racing through her mind was that she couldnât let Ha-eun leave.
âDonât⦠donât hate me. Pleaseâ¦.â
Emotions that had festered deep within her heart erupted all at once.
Tears streamed down her bloodshot eyes, large droplets falling one by one.
Her breathing quickened.
Her hunched shoulders shook uncontrollably.
There were so many things she wanted to say.
So many things she needed to say.
âIâve never hated you.â
Ha-eunâs calm voice broke through.
It shattered Da-yeonâs composure entirely, leaving her in tears.
A moment later, Ha-eun extended her arms and gently embraced her.
The small slice of cake with its delicate, sweet aroma had long since toppled over.
The waiting roomâs pristine white door had closed firmly behind them.
But none of that mattered.
Nothing else existed in that moment except the person who was still her friend.
ââ¦Iâm sorry for snapping at you about your grades.â
-Nod.
âIâm sorry for forcing you to look at my advertisements.â
-Nod.
âAnd Iâm sorry for secretly applying for the role of Queen Yun behind your back. Iâ⦠why do you keep nodding like that?â
Da-yeonâs gaze sharpened slightly.
Ha-eun quickly explained that she was simply nodding to show she was listening.
To Ha-eun, none of the things Da-yeon was apologizing for had actually hurt her.
She hadnât expected Da-yeon to apologize for everything, from start to finish.
And so, when Da-yeon finally hesitated for a moment before extending her hand to Ha-eun,
Ha-eun couldnât help but think:
âIs she really 18?â
Caught off guard by Da-yeonâs serious expression and outstretched hand,
Ha-eun eventually gave in and shook it, accepting her attempt at reconciliation.
The problem was that Da-yeon didnât stop at a handshake.
The next moment, Da-yeon pulled Ha-eun into a tight hug.
âHow old are you again, Da-yeon?â
âSh-shut up. A proper hug is part of making up, okay?!â
âSheâd probably faint if she knew I was the one who said that first.â
In the end, Ha-eun let Da-yeon cling to her until she was satisfied.
After all, Ha-eun bore some responsibility for what had happened between them.
Then, as if trying to get something else off her chest, Da-yeon spoke again.
âBy the way, back when you came to see me at the set⦠why did you come?â
âOh, that⦠I⦠I couldnât figure out what had changed about me.â
What followed was a conversation about the rumors that had been circulating about Ha-eun.
Specifically, a sudden dating rumor.
But before Ha-eun could fully explain, Da-yeon interrupted her.
âSo, who was it?â
The question about the supposed boyfriend that didnât exist caught Ha-eun completely off guard.
âIâm not dating anyone.â
âOh, so you already broke up?â
âNo! Iâve never had a boyfriend to begin with.â
âAh, you got dumped. Well, forget about him. Pretend he doesnât exist anymore.â
In the end, all this did was pile more misunderstandings on top of each other.
Da-yeonâs pitying gaze only made things worse.
Ha-eun eventually explained, in no uncertain terms, that she had never been in a relationship.
âWhy does everyone think I have a boyfriend? What makes people believe that?â
For once, Ha-eun let her frustration show as she demanded answers.
Da-yeon thought for a moment before listing her reasons:
âFirst, youâre always smiling at your phone these days, and it looks so obvious.â
Ha-eun wasnât sure what kind of âhappy faceâ Da-yeon was talking about.
The only people sheâd been messaging recently were the Hwanseong members.
âSecond, whenever you get a call, you run off to answer it somewhere private, like the bathroom.â
That, too, was mostly calls with Hwanseong members or Ji Hye-min.
As Diah, she couldnât let anyone overhear those conversations.
âAnd third, your voice is hoarse in the mornings.â
âWhy does that matter?â
âIsnât it obvious? You stayed up late chatting with your boyfriend.â
Ha-eun had stayed up late talking, sure, but it was with her viewersâthe âSunsetsââduring her VTuber streams, not a boyfriend.
If anything, staying up late chatting with someone other than her audience would have been unthinkable for a VTuber like her.
Still, clearing up these misunderstandings would require revealing secrets about her streams.
âThis is so unfair.â
âItâs not unfair if you canât explain why.â
âItâs still unfair.â
With a sigh, Ha-eun rubbed her temples in frustration.
Just then, the sound of footsteps came from beyond the white waiting room door.
âOh, right.â
She moved to the door, cautiously opened it, and came face-to-face with Yoo Sung-jae, who had been waiting outside.
âDid things go well with Da-yeon?â
âAh, yes. Thanks to you.â
âThatâs good to hear.â
Yoo Sung-jae added that he had been worried when he heard Da-yeon crying, but refrained from asking about the specifics.
He had overheard bits of the conversation through the door but felt it wasnât his place to intervene.
âWell, Iâll be heading out now. See you Friday.â
âUm, about that. I have a broadcast schedule on Friday.â
âWhat? I thought we all agreed to watch the first episode together. Didnât they book a venue for it?â
âIâm sorry. My schedule just happened to overlap.â
The first episode of The Moonlight That Parts the Clouds was set to air on Friday.
Ha-eun had initially promised to join the cast and crew to watch the premiere together.
The problem was that the live finals of SIT ON THE MONEY were also on Friday.
âBut my heart will be there with you.â
âYour heartâs invisible, so Iâll just put a giant teddy bear with your photo taped to it in your seat.â
ââ¦Youâre joking, right?â
âNope. Iâm even posting it on social media with the hashtag #traitor.â
Before Ha-eun could protest, Yoo Sung-jae made a quick escape, disappearing into the distance.
As she watched him leave, Ha-eun muttered under her breath:
ââ¦What kind of show films so late at night?â
Startled, she spun around to find Da-yeon standing right behind her.
ââ¦When did you get here?!â
Da-yeonâs curiosity about Ha-eunâs secret schedule was palpable.
âIf I told you, Iâd have to disappear. Itâs classified. I signed an NDA.â
Of course, no such non-disclosure agreement existed, but Ha-eun needed an excuse.
Quickly, she changed the subject, suggesting they focus on changing out of their costumes.
As they walked to the dressing room together, it felt like old times again.
But as they changed back into their regular clothes, Da-yeon noticed something odd.
âWait, why is your hanbok wet?â
âAh, uh⦠sorry, I accidentally spilled water on it.â
The truthâthat the stains were from Da-yeonâs tearsâwas something Ha-eun decided to keep to herself.
When Ha-eun finally stepped out of the dressing room, Da-yeon was waiting for her.
This time, Da-yeon grabbed her hand tightly and, as if that wasnât enough, linked their arms together.
âArenât you hungry?â@@novelbin@@
âHmm, I havenât eaten anything yetâ¦.â
âThen letâs grab dinner together. Jin-soo oppa made a reservation.â
Da-yeon even added that it was still her birthday and that she hadnât gotten to blow out her candles yet.
In the end, Ha-eun found herself climbing into Jin-sooâs van, heading to a nearby restaurant.
By the time they arrived, it was almost 10 p.m., and the place was completely empty except for them.
But it didnât matter.
With just her one friend sitting across the table, Da-yeon didnât feel lonely at all.
âHey, Ha-eun. Do you remember the squirrel from your house?â
Da-yeon began reminiscing about her first visit to Ha-eunâs home years ago.
The problem wasâ¦
âThat person started this âRaising Broadcastersâ project recently. Itâs really fun. You should check it out.â
She was now trying to share her new hobbies with Ha-eun, unaware of the tension she was causing.
As Da-yeon started playing clips of Diahâs streams, Ha-eun froze in place.
âWhy are you doing this to me?â
For the first time in a while, Ha-eun seriously considered running away.
Any hole to crawl into would do.