From the day I started doing things independently at six until now, many things have changed in my life. But one thing has remained constant.
Itâs my commitment to a structured, disciplined lifestyle.
âMom, itâs 7 a.m. now, so Iâm going to go exercise.â
âOkay~.â
Simply put, I go to bed at the same time every night and wake up at the same time every morning. In a more formal way, you could say I live my life according to a pre-planned schedule.
And it seems to work well. Even the common flu, which most people catch at least once, hasnât touched me.
According to a famous doctor on TV, a regular lifestyle pattern greatly helps with health and conditioning. Added to that, the small exercises I do have started to give me the faint outlines of abs.
The same goes for my singing lessons with Double Lee and the acting academy I joined when I started elementary school. Every week, on the same days and at the same times, I head to Double Leeâs studio or the acting academy for lessons. The only thing that bothers me a bit isâ¦
âHello, my name is Lee Ha-eun. Iâll be joining the acting class from todayââ
âHah, like thereâs anyone here who doesnât know your name.â
ââ¦Is that an insult or a compliment?â
The other child actors from Luna Entertainment didnât seem to like me very much.
There had already been a few times when I overheard them gossiping about me behind my back. But no matter how I thought about it, I couldnât recall doing anything that would make them dislike me.
When I asked Min Da-yeon, the only person around me who understood this kind of thing, she replied, âTheyâre jealous, obviously. Didnât the CEO take you personally to the *Man Next Door* audition?â
âWhat about it?â
âUgh⦠Do you really not get it, or are you just pretending? Itâs clear the CEO favors you. They donât show that kind of kindness to just anyone. Of course those kids wouldnât like you.â
Apparently, the other child actors saw me as a ânewcomerâ who was receiving special treatment from CEO Jeong Do-cheol shortly after joining Luna Entertainment.
Honestly, it felt a bit unfair. For the *Man Next Door* audition, I hadnât even wanted to goâit was already decided. I was just told to audition, so I did, and I put in my best effort, as always.@@novelbin@@
ââ¦Do you think itâll make me look even worse if I say that out loud?â
âDo you even need to ask, you dummy?â
For now, getting close to them seemed impossible, so I decided to focus only on the lessons at the acting academy.
After finishing the lesson, Iâd go home and prepare for the *My Love from the Star* child actress audition scheduled in a few days.
I also watched âSquirrelâsâ broadcast in the evenings before bed whenever I could.
Why? Becauseâ¦
**Broadcasting Host**
Squirrel (0ekfkawl0)
**Manager**
D.A. (eldkdlqslek123)
ââ¦How did this even happen?â
One day, Squirrel suddenly promoted me to a broadcast manager.
Of course, Squirrelâs channel was big enough to have other managers, but I didnât have the confidence to manage the chat like the other managers.
So, on the day I was promoted, I asked to be returned to a regular viewer.
âHmm, but youâre like my anchor, you know? I donât want to forget the times when it was just you and me talking, so I gave you the manager role.â
âAnyway, you donât have to do any chat management like the others. I just feel more at ease seeing your username.â
In the end, she refused my request. Apparently, she saw my username as a sort of good luck charm.
While I couldnât join every stream Squirrel started, I felt I had to be there during the times I usually watched.
It was reassuring to know Squirrel had some interest in me. Since I hadnât given up on my dream of becoming a VTuber, maintaining a good relationship with Squirrel seemed wise⦠even if this wasnât exactly how I planned for her to remember my username.
There wasnât a problem with it, per se. Watching Squirrelâs broadcasts for inspiration on what kind of streamer I wanted to be someday didnât seem like a bad idea, either.
So, I dedicated a notebook to jotting down observations on Squirrelâs streams. I noted the energy levels she used in different situations and how she handled troublesome viewers.
Without a doubt, there werenât many streamers more popular than Squirrel these days. Most of my classmates talked about her broadcasts, confirming that this was indeed her peak.
And given that the character Iâd be auditioning for in *My Love from the Star* had a similar cheerful energy and occasional clumsiness, studying Squirrelâs mannerisms seemed like a useful exercise.
âHmm, Ha-eun, youâre very good at mature acting, but acting like a child feels a bit unnatural,â one of my acting instructors had remarked.
Due to my mature mind in contrast to my small body, Iâd instinctively rejected childish behavior. But I knew I needed to learn to portray a believable child.
People cast child actors for roles requiring childlike qualities. This wasnât always the case, but for the *My Love from the Star* audition, it would matter.
âOkay, letâs hide ten loaves of bread here. Iâll come back in the last two minutes of the gameââ
- ? Whatâs that green thing behind you?
- Squirrel, behind you! Look behind!!
- Why is that thing glowing?
- Creeper inbound = Squirrelâs loss guaranteed.
- Thirty minutes of hard work gone in one second.
âHuh? Whereâs the Creeperâ? Oh, no, no, no!! Not my bread!!â
And so, today as well, I watched Squirrel lose all her items in a split second. Just like the time Iâd studied Kim Min-junâs every move.
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âDa-yeon, could you watch my acting for a bit?â
ââ¦Hey, Ha-eun, weâre competitors, remember?â
âWell, then Iâll watch your acting, too.â
Ha-eunâs innocent smile, as if to say, âFair enough, right?â rendered Min Da-yeon speechless.
Ha-eunâs pure, straightforward attitude caused Da-yeonâs blood pressure to rise ever so slightly.
**âMy lord, please slow down a bit. With these short steps of mine, itâs hard to keep up with your swift strides.â**
Thus began Ha-eunâs performance. Whatever else one could say about Ha-eun, Da-yeon had long acknowledged her acting skills.
She decided to watch, secretly hoping for a mistake so she could tease Ha-eun.
But as alwaysâ¦
**âBut⦠isnât this place noisier than I expected? Are markets always so bustling?â**
From start to finish, there was no slip-up in Ha-eunâs lines. Da-yeon watched with folded arms, glaring at her.
âHow was it?â
ââ¦You sounded like a little brat trying to act noble.â
âHuh? But isnât that what *Han Yoo-hwa* is supposed to beââ
âQuiet! Anyway, now itâs your turn to watch me. Keep your eyes peeled.â
Da-yeon then recited the lines Ha-eun had just performed with an exaggerated tone, adding more expressive gestures than Ha-eun had used.
Ha-eunâs response was pure admiration, like that of a beginner watching a veteran.
It made sense. Unlike Ha-eun, who had spent a long time in âpreparation,â Da-yeon had been actively working in movies and dramas, so it was natural for Ha-eun to be impressed.
Her eye contact was so realistic, as if a nobleman really was standing in front of her. She tried to walk faster but stumbled slightly, adding a believable touch.
Everything was calculated to intimidate Ha-eun, drawing from Da-yeonâs deep analysis of the *My Love from the Star* script.
However, when the day of the audition finally arrivedâ¦
-Stumble.
**âAh, my lord!â**
Seeing Ha-eun perfectly replicate her careful, faltering steps, Da-yeon finally realized her mistake.
âThat⦠that annoying brat!â
In the end, Da-yeon had inadvertently given Ha-eun a personal acting lesson.
It was a harsh lesson in the price of letting her pride get the best of her.