A new body, a new life, a new name, a newâ¦family.
As I gradually got used to all the new things in my life, the thing I paid the most attention to was my health. I knew I was a completely different person now, but just in caseâ¦
Whether I wanted to be a model, an actress, or a VTuber, none of it would mean anything if I wasnât healthy. Though I was only six years old, far too young to be worrying about health, I didnât really have a reply if someone pointed that out.
Anyway, I didnât want to go through what Iâd experienced in my previous life again, so I went to the general hospital even before I started kindergarten. I begged and pleaded to get every little test done, even the ones that werenât necessary.
âUh, doctor, am I okay?â
âWellâ¦â
The doctorâs hesitation made my heart sink. My mom, standing next to me, also froze.
As the seconds ticked by, my mouth grew dry, and I waited for the doctor to continue.
And after a moment, he finally spoke.
âExcept for a slight vision issue, youâre absolutely fine. Almost a waste of the exam fees.â
As a six-year-old, this made me feel utterly robbed. I let out a heavy sigh that sounded far too mature for a child.
The doctorâs smile as he tricked me and laughed about it was infuriating. I was relieved there was no mention of any complicated, incurable disease, but I had no tolerance for this kind of joke, so keeping a straight face was tough.
âTake care~.â
âGoodbyeâ¦â
I bowed like a polite little kid and secretly prayed to every deity Iâd heard of that Iâd never have to see that prankster doctor again. It wasnât just his cheeky personality but also the fact that I hoped never to need a general hospital visit.
Maybe thatâs why, from that day on, I spent at least a few hours each day on exercise for my health. Sure, it was just skipping rope or playing with a kidâs hula hoop, but better than nothing. My dadâs jokes about stunting my growth with too much exercise went in one ear and out the other.
Still, he was a pretty great dad. Heâd even play catch with me sometimes, helping me exercise while we played. He would chuckle and tease me whenever I missed the ball, but compared to certain people in my past life, he didnât come close.
As time went by, I began to feel myself growing stronger and healthier.
ââ¦What should my name be?â
I started coming up with various ideas for my future VTuber personaâthings like settings and stream content. After all, a VTuber is still an entertainer.
To truly succeed, an entertainer must be distinct, unique, and captivating in their own way.
Sure, I could just copy the styles of VTubers I remembered, but for now, Iâd keep them as references. Since VTubers were already unique by nature, I figured itâd be even better if I stood out with something that was uniquely mine.
The key to a VTuberâs individuality is, of course, the voice. While the avatarâs visual design is crucial, thatâs something the designer handles, not me.
âRibbit ribbit, little frog sings his songâ¦!â
âAlright, thatâs enough. I give you 8 points out of 10.â
âHuh? Whyâ¦?â
â7 points seemed too low, but 9 felt a bit much.â
ââ¦Whatâs with that?â
My dadâs incomprehensible scoring criteria almost discouraged me, but at least he hadnât said I was bad, so I managed to continue practicing my voice.
Honestly, I wanted to practice singing and vocal training without my parents knowing, but I quickly realized that hiding from them wasnât so easy at this age.
In the end, I figured other people would just see it as singing practice, nothing more, nothing less. And maybe even my dadâs playful feedback would be somewhat helpful.
âBaby shark, doo doo doo doo doo doo!â
âHmm, I havenât heard that song before. Whose song is it?â
âAh, well⦠Itâs an original song by⦠Lee Ha-eun.â
âOh, an original by Lee Ha-eun, who lives right before my eyes. A true composer, I see.â
It was hard to tell if he was joking or being sincere, but he kept his poker face as he continued to judge my singing. Thanks to that, I eventually scored a solid 96 at a karaoke test. My song choice? A famous childrenâs song called *Tasty Cotton Candy.*
As time passed, I dedicated myself to improving my voice until real flowers began to bloom outside, replacing the snowflakes.
I knew what kind of child Iâd appear to others when Iâd rather read childrenâs song lyrics than play with dolls, and chose to pretend to be a singer instead of playing house.
I had calculated to some extent. If I were a quiet, reserved kid who suddenly announced I wanted to be a VTuber, people wouldnât take me seriously. It was easier to become the kid who enjoyed performing and singing from a young age.
I could live with people mistaking my ambitions for wanting to be a singer or celebrity. Thanks to my daily exercises, I almost never ran out of breath while singing.
So, people assuming I had what it took to perform on stage didnât really bother me.
But still, no matter how much that was trueâ¦
âHa-eun, would you like to throw the first pitch?â
I never expected the crowd at my next catch practice to increase by a factor of two thousand.
***
âOur Ha-eun is going to be a star.â
âPlanning to make her a celestial star already when she hasnât even started elementary school⦠I-I was joking. Just a joke.â
Her father, Sung-yoon, hastily backtracked after seeing the sudden stern gaze of Ha-eunâs mother, Na-yeon.
Even if it was a joke, some jokes are better left unsaid.
It was only after Sung-yoon carefully affirmed how precious Ha-eun was to him that Na-yeon continued.
âFor Ha-eunâs future, I think itâs important to give her as many experiences as possible.â
Though they couldnât know what career their daughter would eventually choose, as parents, they were determined to expand her options as much as possible.
Sung-yoon hesitated a bit, thinking, *Is that really necessary?* But he understood that it was the kind of determination a mother would naturally have for her child.
It was right after this point that the conversation took a turn he hadnât expected.
âOur Ha-eun, sheâs pretty, isnât she?â
âYeah, she is.â
âObjectively, too?â@@novelbin@@
âWell, she doesnât have a face youâd call unattractive.â
Up until then, he thought it was just typical parental bias.
But after exactly three seconds passedâ¦
âThe kid who was supposed to throw the first pitch caught a stomach bug?â
âYeah, it seems they canât do it. So theyâre urgently looking for a replacement.â
When Na-yeon started talking about a friend who worked in pro baseball, Sung-yoon realized the conversation was already heading in an unexpected direction.
âIs it that easy to choose who throws the first pitch?â
âApparently, they saw Ha-eunâs photo and immediately said okay.â
âWhat a sloppy way to operate.â
He couldnât tell if letting Ha-eun step onto such a big stage would be good or bad for her. It was impossible to decide.
After all, the chance to throw the first pitch was something unique, a rare experience.
And it would only take about five minutes.
âItâs been a while since you played catch with her. Donât you think people would love her cute face and surprisingly skilled throw?â
Na-yeon was right; Ha-eunâs throwing skills were exceptional for her age.
That was thanks to her dedicated, structured exercise routine, far surpassing most kids her age.
But whether Ha-eun could handle the pressure of thousands of spectatorsâ eyes on her was a different question. Even Sung-yoon, who rarely took things seriously, couldnât easily answer.
âSo, Ha-eun, do you want to throw the first pitch?â
He decided to ask Ha-eun directly.
To his surprise, after a moment of blank staring, Ha-eun said she wanted to give it a try.
[42 km/h. That was a remarkably clean fastball! A textbook pitch.]
[Her expression is as composed as an adultâs. Sheâs got real charisma.]
Hearing the announcers on the stadium speakers compliment Ha-eunâs pitch form, Sung-yoon sighed in relief. He felt a touch of pride in her smooth throw.
âOur Ha-eun, youâre amazing!!â
Na-yeonâs cheers rang out as she watched Ha-eun finish the pitch with style. Sung-yoon felt a bit embarrassed by her disregard for othersâ stares, but he didnât try to stop her.
-Click.
He began snapping pictures of Ha-eun and Na-yeon from afar with Na-yeonâs digital camera, thinking that today would surely be memorable.
However, the day ended up becoming memorable in a way he hadnât anticipated.
âHello, Iâm Director Kang Eun-tae. Iâd love to cast Ha-eun as the model for a childrenâs vitamin commercialââ
Because the snowball of that pitch rolled in an unexpected direction.
Just as they were about to head home, a man named Kang Eun-tae approached them, causing a question mark to appear over Sung-yoonâs head.