Andrei
Alive.
They were alive.
The raw guilt that Iâd done nothing while they were taken away had come back when I was getting tortured, delirious from bleeding.
I felt heavy.
Exhausted.
And every nerve ending was on fire each time Alice fussed over a bandage or touched a scar or pressed her palm to my skin.
I was ready to lose my fucking mind and risk broken bones and stitches just so I could have her naked beneath me.
I told her that.
She laughed and then abandoned me to sleep.
Like I could actually sleep when I could still smell her.
I clutched the folders in my hand and slowly rose out of bed. My jeans hung low on my hips as I made my way out of the bedroom and down the hall into the noisy living room.
âWe having a party that I lived or a party planning my death?â I grumbled, leaning against the wall.
âYouâre supposed to be in bed.â Alice charged toward me.
I smirked at her strength. âYou really think you could make me?â
She rose up on her tiptoes and pressed a heated kiss to my mouth in front of everyone, one that had my body burning for more, and then she pulled back as I leaned in seeking just that.
âNice.â Tex chuckled.
âShhh,â Chase whispered. âSheâs training him.â
I gave them a middle finger behind Aliceâs back and dragged another kiss from her mouth. âFive minutes then Iâm locking you in my room.â
âFive minutes and youâre taking a nap,â she said, gritting her teeth.
I choked out a laugh. âSure.â I winked and made air quotes with my fingers. âIâll⦠nap.â
She scowled as a blush lit up her cheeks like fire.
The guys all chuckled while the girls seemed to simultaneously roll their eyes at me.
âYouâre hurt.â Alice reached for my hand and squeezed.
I tensed when I saw the bloodied whip mark across her forearm. Iâd put it there, Iâd done that.
âIâm sorry.â I traced the angry red skin with my fingertip. âIâm so sorry.â
Alice just shrugged and whispered. âWorth it.â
I had no words.
I wanted to devour her next sentence and throw her against the wall. I wanted all of her right then. In that moment.
âWeâre getting married,â I decided to announce awkwardly, and then she beamed up at me. I was smiling way too much with her in my presence.
âDibs!â Mo shot to her feet. âAs Texâs wife, I get to plan, right?â
Alice scrunched up her nose. âWe were thinking something really small, and soon.â
âYou pregnant?â Tex said with a completely straight face.
Mo smacked him on the back of his head. âWhat the hell is wrong with you?â
He burst out laughing. âLook how pale Drei got. Shit, that may be my favorite moment.â
âBastard,â I said under my breath. âI actually like kids, unlike some people.â
We all turned to Dante.
He glared. âI love kids, Iâm still young, Elâs still young, plus we have enough nieces and nephews as it is. Imagine if all of us popped out kids at once.â
Nixon groaned out, âChaos.â
Phoenix eyed the folders in my hands. âSo, what do you want to do?â
âAbout this?â I tossed the folders onto the counter. âI want to get married. I want to lock Alice in a room for at least thirty days.â
âDamn.â This from Chase. âBetter set out protein bars and Gatorade.â
I ignored him. âAnd then I want to find them, bring them here, well not here, not the club⦠I want them in Chicago.â
âSurprise,â Phoenix said in a tone that didnât seem surprised at all. âThey already are.â
âLet me guess, need to know?â I crossed my arms.
He just shrugged and then looked down at the two folders. âThey wonât come into the fold willingly.â
I was afraid to ask, but I asked regardless. âWhy?â
âThatâ¦â Phoenix tapped his fingers against the folders. ââ¦is a story for another time. Letâs get you married.â
He didnât want to say in front of everyone.
Which meant it was bad.
I didnât have time to ask because the guys were suddenly surrounding me with congratulations and shots of vodka while the wives took Alice and started talking about wedding dresses and tiaras?
Really? Then again, if I was technically royalty⦠I shook my head. It was too much to think about.
âSo, I was researchingâ¦â Sergio said. âYou know, just in case.â
âNerd.â Dante coughed.
Sergio smacked him first, Chase was next.
âAs I saidâ¦â Sergio locked eyes with me. âI found some intriguing little wedding traditions in my search. Is it true we get to kidnap her?â
Texâs eyes snapped to mine. âNo shit? What else?â
âHell,â I muttered. âI have to pay to get her back, yes, thatâs true, but if you havenât noticed, weâre in Chicago, not Russia.â
They ignored me while Sergio kept talking.
I glared.
Willed him to stop talking.
But he didnât.
And since they wanted the full Russian experience, I was told I had one week to semi-heal before I was put through hell again.
I looked across the room.
At least this time I knew the ending.
And exactly where my heaven would be standing: at the altar.
And I, the sacrifice, would finally be welcomed into heavenâs arms.