Chapter 6: chapter 6

ch-6 faintedtoday is the day. I have to go to California for clicking pictures of the superstar, andrew. the thing I am worried about is taking their interview. I just really can't deal with that. even if I deal with both of them, I don't want to be famous.................................... ( at the airport ) " are you ready madi? "the director asks me. " yes sir" I reply with hesitation. I am scared. ... the plane is taking off. I can see my heartbeat go faster and faster. I don't know what will happen next. ................................. finally we reached California. we get into the hotel. I get a beautiful room but that beauty does not go against my terror. Tomorrow is the day when I will get to face my phobia . I hope and wish that everything goes well.   it's 5'o clock in the morning. I have to reach to the concert.oh shit! liza has called me 100 times. she might be worried about me. I am already scared. I don't want to share this with her. ............................... " I hope you all are ready for becoming famous. this is the best opportunity for you all. this is the first time you will experience this. hope for your well"said director. " and liza. we expect you to take good interview of our superstar. " " yes sir" I replied with fake confidence. I enter the concert. I am scared. I want to scream! those loud noises. everyone seeing me. I ignore the noise. I start clicking photos while the singer is singing. I try to be focused so my photos look professional but at the same time I don't want to click good photos because I don't want to be known by everyone. I am confused. but I continue. I had clicked some great pics. the concert was over too. it was my time to take the interview. I was the first one to take a interview of our new and popular singer. I sat on a chair. my feet trembling. the famous singer is in front of me. his name is Andrew. he is handsome. he is smart and confident. everyone is looking at me and waiting for me to ask him a question. but whenever I try my voice shrinks. I am not able too. I am having pain in my head. I start to remember those old and haunting memories. I can't. I want to get out of here. I am crying inside . I remember nothing before I fainted there. ...................................................... I open my eyes. it's blurry. I can't see anything but I know that I am in someone's lap. I don't know who it is but he is gentle. I start to see something. infront of my eyes there are camera clicking my pictures. people asking me questions. no. I don't want to face it all. I scream. I scream loudly. I hide my face in the person's chest who was holding me. " please! leave me alone. I don't want any media to be here. please take these cameras away! I cried as loud as I could!. and then I fainted again. ......................................................