Thirty minutes after parting with Takayama at the station. Iâm waiting for Anri at the station, but she hasnât come yet.
Thatâs strange. She was supposed to pass through here, so there was no way we could have crossed paths.
I thought that she might have gone home before me, but somehow I went out of the station and looked for her.
Then I saw Anri sitting alone on a bench.
She put her bag to the side and was staring at the ground.
I was curious, so I walked up to her.
There were several marks on the ground as if water had fallen there.
âAnri, what are you doing here so late? Letâs go home now.â
She looked up and answered with tears on her eyelids, looking as if she was about to burst into tears.
âTsukasa-kun? Iâm sorry, I made you worry. But itâs none of Tsukasa-kunâs businessâ¦â
âI see. So, what happened?â
I sat down next to Anri and decided to listen to her story.
Iâm sure it had something to do with what we were talking about in the study room.
âItâs nothing. Itâs just something Iâve been thinking on my own.â
âDonât say that. You said it yourself, didnât you? âI want to share the same things with you.â If Anri is sad, I want to share it with you.â
I gently put my hand on top of Anriâs palm.
I donât know the details. But it must have been something serious for her to cry alone in a place like this.
âAre you sure? You donât hate me?
âDonât worry.â
Anri holds my hand.
Her hand is usually warm, but now itâs cold.
Maybe itâs because Anriâs heart is getting colder.
âAyane at school was Tsukasa-kunâs childhood friend Ayane. I just showed her the picture and confirmed it, so Iâm sure itâs correct. But, Ayane said she doesnât remember Tsukasa-kun either, at that time, I was overjoyed in my heart. When Ayane said she didnât remember Tsukasa-kun, I was happy about that.â
Large tears spill from Anriâs eyelids.
Without stopping, they swept down her cheeks, onto her chin, and then to the ground.
âIâm a narrow-minded, terrible woman. Iâm glad that her friend has no memories of her childhood and doesnât remember Tsukasa-kun! Iâm a terrible woman!â
Anri held her face with both hands.
How am I supposed to answer her? How should I talk to her?
âAnri, thatâs not true. However, since I donât remember the past, neither I nor Sugimoto-san particularly cares about it, okay?â
âNo, I donât! Itâs not that. Ayane and Tsukasa-kun were childhood friends, and I really didnât think I should be there. But I want to be with Tsukasa-kun. I betrayed Ayane, I betrayed Ayaneâ¦â
âThatâs not true. Even if something happened between me and Sugimoto-san in the past, it is already in the past. Right now, we are here together, Anri and I, right? Look at the present.â
âBut Ayane will surely remember. If I continue to spend the same amount of time with Tsukasa-kun, Iâm sure she will remember. What should I do then? Will I lose my place to go home again? I donât want thatâ¦â
Anriâs tears wouldnât stop. She must have been shocked by the whole thing.
I never dreamed that Sugimoto was the same person.
If I had not heard my motherâs story, I would have never known about it.
But I have no regrets.
I donât regret what I heard from my mother that day and that night.
And I donât regret telling Anri how I felt about her in the park.
âIf I remember, that time will be the time. But listen to me. Even if Sugimoto remembers, my feelings for you will never change. Donât worry. Letâs go home now.â
I stood up, took Anriâs hand, and helped her to her feet.
Then, I put her bag on my shoulder and we headed for the ticket gate to go home.
But Anri didnât move from in front of the bench.
âLook, letâs go home.â
A teary-eyed Anri looks me in the eye.
Her cheeks are covered with tears. Her hair is a little messy.
âIâm anxious. When I think that Tsukasa-kun is going to leave me, Iâm very worriedâ¦â
I put my bag back on the bench and stand in front of Anri.
Then, I hugged Anri firmly with both hands and patted her gently on the back.
âDonât worry. Iâll always be by your side. I told you that in the park, didnât I? So donât worry.â
In my embrace, Anri nodded her head.
âPlease stay by my side all the timeâ¦â
It seems that she has calmed down a little.
However, is Anriâs heart a little insecure?
Will she be able to get along with Sugimoto in the future?
Probably it will be all right. After a little more time, things should be back to normal.
Now that Anri has calmed down, itâs time to go home.
While hugging Anri, I turned my gaze toward the station.
I saw one of our schoolmates at a little distance from the train station. Thatâs unusual at this time of the day.
And the next moment, I thought my heart would stop.
The student was Ayane Sugimoto.
Why is she here at this hour? Oh, right, because he left later than us!
Oh shit! I was so careless!
Sugimoto is looking at me from far away.
She can probably tell that itâs me from a distance.
What about Anri? Hiding behind my arm, is she unrecognizable as Anri?
No, we were together just now. Itâs safe to assume that Iâve been caught.
Oh no, Iâve done it.
While I was thinking about that, Sugimoto ran toward the station.
Anri didnât notice.
I think only Sugimoto and I recognized each other.
What to do? How do we clear up the misunderstanding?
Hmm? Itâs not a misunderstanding, is it?
I and Anri are in a relationship. Canât I just say, âWeâre in a relationship!â and thatâs the end of it?
Itâs not going to be that easyâ¦
If I get a message from Sugimoto tonight, Iâll talk to Anri about it.
I am sure we will have to talk to each other about our future school lifeâ¦