deante williams
i sighed as i pulled my gloves off before hopping out the car. going in the back seat i grabbed the black duffel bag then closed the door, locking the car behind me.
unlocking the door to my house, i was met with darkness and silence. daysha and them must be out but i didn't care. i needed the peace and quiet.
ever since we moved out my mom's house the stress just got worse. even tho daysha was on her own shit making her money, deshawn still out here wanting to be street nigga so bad. i can't blame em tho, look at what he got for an older brother.
but i do this shit for them. that's what he don't be understanding. all that school shit, college shit, 9-5's was never gon work out for us. i had to get into this shit so my siblings could have the best of the best ian want them growing up the same way i did.
i didn't even wanna call him to ask where he was at. he was old enough to make his own decisions. if he wanna die or end up in jail so be it.
yeah i'm in the streets but ion bang. i make my money and go. if i gotta kill someone for trying to stop my bag ima do that. if i gotta kill someone to make a bag, ima do that. but banging ain't for me. the streets don't love no one. he over there thinking them niggas he with got him because they a "family" but as soon as something its just gon be him to fend for himself. seen that shit with my own two eyes.
after my shower i went downstairs to look for something to eat. it was nothing in the fridge but some ginger ale. i sucked my teeth and took it out; going on my phone and clicking the doordash app. kendra's message popped up at the top of my screen causing me to roll my eyes.
we broke up after i found out about ole girl. she decided to stay with her but once she figured she was doing nothing for her she wanted to get back with me.
ken:
wya
me:
just got in the crib
ken:
i'm pullin up
u cant ignore me irl
me:
i fosho can ð¤£
whatchu want ken like rs it been 3 years now
i been dubbin u for 3 years and u still hmu
ken:
bc i fucked up
ik i did and i'm sorry
me:
it's cool u sorry but we not gettin back tg
not finna be with someone that cheats on me with bitches
ken:
ian cheat ð¤¨
we was on a break
fuck all this i'm pulling up
me:
u str8
she texted me back but i ignored her proceeding to order my food. i had nothing against kendra. she was cool peoples but like i said i'm not about to be with someone that cheats with bitches that's just down bad. kendra too boyish for me anyways.
"what you on?" i said as lamiyah answered the phone. she was a girl i been talking to for a lil bit.
"nothing just watching tv," she said shuffling around getting comfortable. "you just got home?"
"yeah waiting for my food to come," i said sitting my phone up.
"should've said i would've brought you something," she shrugged.
"you would've brought me some food?" i raised an eyebrow.
"yeah you need some home cooked food. all you be eating is junk," she said.
"my homeboy girl be cooking for me sometimes,"
"next time let me know so i can come cook for you,"
"or you could just come over here right now, i'll order sum extra for you,"
"okay, let me go get ready." she smiled.
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egypt aaliyah ali
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"i want a princess party," kaaliya said as she brushed her dolls hair.
"you wanna be cinderella kaaliya?" luca asked her.
"no i wanna be sleeping beaty,"
"say be you tee mama," he said.
"that's what i said, beaty," she frowned.
"lord," he sighed and shook his head causing me to giggle a little.
"what's wong daddy?" she said putting her brush down. she walked over to him and placed her small hand on his cheek looking all concerned.
"nothings wrong mama," he chuckled then kissed her cheek.
"are you sure? why you say lord?"
"because mommy made me upset," he fake frowned.
"why you make daddy upset mommy?" she said with her fists on her hips, "that no good mommy say sowy to daddy,"
"look what yo dramatic ass done did," i said mugging luca.
"you made daddy upset. say sorry to daddy," luca said.
"yeah!" kaaliya co-signed.
"i need a break from the both of you," i rolled my eyes.
"mommy..." kaaliya raised her eyebrow at me.
"i'm sorry," i said.
"everything fine now daddy," she said hugging him then going back to her doll.
"so are we gonna throw her a party or no?" i asked luca.
"ain't we planning the wedding right now?"
"the weddings in a year luca. we have time to pause and throw a party for kaaliya,"
"we got enough time to make another child,"
"you gon carry the baby?" i raised my eyebrow at him. he just sat there and stared at me.
"at least wait until kaaliya's like five or something,"
"that's too grown i think we should do it now,"
"i don't wanna be pregnant in my wedding dress," i frowned.
"fine," he said putting his hands up in defeat, "i can wait,"
i sighed and went back on my phone. luca been pushing for this baby ever since kaaliya turned two. being pregnant is tiring and boring. i wanna drink, smoke, shake my ass and get fucked in different positions, not just missionary. don't get me wrong, i love my child with all my heart and i definitely do want another one. but i wasn't ready at all.
sister â¤ï¸âð¥:
who yk called lamiyah?
me:
ion know nb called lamiyah
who's that?
sister â¤ï¸âð¥:
dee's new bitch ð¤£
me:
bout time he moved on tbh
sister â¤ï¸âð¥:
gir-
what? ð¤¨ð¤¨ð¤¨ð«¤
me:
what? you cheated, he moved on
sister â¤ï¸âð¥:
u supposed to be on my side :/
i miss him i want him back
me:
too bad ken ð¤·ð½ââï¸
and on top of cheating you dated the bitch you cheated with
let him go
sister â¤ï¸âð¥:
tbh u right
me:
show me this lamiyah
sister â¤ï¸âð¥:
@f0reverr.miyah
me:
oh i follow her on instagram
ngl she's..
sister â¤ï¸âð¥:
bad? ik
i'm mad dee got to her first
me:
want me to be honest ken?
sister â¤ï¸âð¥:
u already was
me:
LMAO
take some time to focus on you
figure out what you want fr cos it seems like you're unsure
sister â¤ï¸âð¥:
okay
thank u i love u â¤ï¸âð¥
me:
i love u more â¤ï¸
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itsjustken hmm.
"ky'mani stop that!" alaina yelled in the next room as i continued to scroll through instagram. luca's mom was having a cookout and i was forced by mine to come along. ky'mani was alaina's son. he was a year younger than kaaliya and was bad as fuck.
"her voice mad annoying," kendra said next to me. it was no way i was gonna be here on my own. luca was still on his way.
"on bro," i agreed.
"kaaliya why don't you go play with your cousin?" alaina said with a smile. kaaliya just looked up and mugged her.
i never really understood alaina's issue until this day. she be talking shit but beg for us to be close for the sake of the kids. i didn't mind kaaliya being around her cousin, but everybody else on her dad's side of the family were weird as fuck.
"kaaliya you wanna play with ky'mani?" ken asked her.
she shook her head no, "not yet tt ken, i play with deedee," she said referring to demario.
"so why didn't she just respond to me?" alaina chuckled awkwardly.
"because she doesn't know you," i said simply; eyes still glued on my phone.
"well this wouldn't be happening if you brought her around more,"
"ion fuck with you," i laughed, "so i'm not about to sit here and play fake family with you,"
"why don't you just bring ky'mani round?" ken asked.
"she doesn't even want me around her own child.. why should i have her around mine?" alaina answered with a mug.
"because you're weird and sketchy. you've said some fucked up shit about me and my child, why would i even trust you enough to be around her?"
"you think just because you were here before me-"
"aht!" i said cutting her off, "ion got the energy for all this. kaaliya will play with your child when she's ready,"
alaina scoffed and walked off. demario came back from outside with all the building blocks in his hands for kaaliya.
"why don't you just beat ha ass?" demario said.
"dang when yo voice get that deep?" kendra asked him.
"nigga i'm fourteen," he looked at her confused.
"i don't pay alaina no mind because she's weird and obsessed and mad for no reason," i said answering his question.
"if i were you i'd just get her on time, right in the jaw. she talk too much,"
"on God she do," kendra added.
"over it to be honest," i waved them both off.
"cmon liyah," he said holding his hand out for her.
"wassup dee," luca said walking in dapping him up, "aye ky'mani," he grinned picking him up.
"hey deante," i said with a small smile, nudging kendra beside me.
"wasgood egypt," he nodded at me. sigh. i missed our friendship so much.
luca came and sat next to me planting a kiss on my cheek. i took a good look at ky'mani closely. he was so adorable and handsome. i've always wondered who alaina's baby father was. luca said he was never around.
"you good babe?" he asked.
"mhm," i nodded, "just a lil tired,"
"y'all ate?" he asked looking over at kendra.
"not yet they still outside cooking," she answered.
"why you not out there with them?" luca teased. i sucked my teeth and just rested my head on his shoulder.
"aye ken come outside right quick," deante said getting up and walking outside.
"sure..." she looked at me then followed him outside.
"hmm.. what happened to lamiyah?" i asked.
"huh? how you know about that?" luca said playing with ky'mani.
"ken. you know she be lurking," i said. he chuckled and nodded.
"they talk they not together," he said, "but he swore he'd never talk to ken like that again. ion know what the fuck goin on,"
"i'm saying," i shook my head. i went back on my phone and went back to instagram. i was so bored and tired and over this fake family fun day.
"alaina try fuckin wit you?" he asked me.
"she was saying how i should bring kaaliya around more but ion want her around my kid. she's weird,"
"yeah, naa it was never gon be that. but ima have ky'mani come around from time to time,"
"that's fine. i want kaaliya to have a relationship with her cousins anyways,"
"yeah and ky needa male figure in his life.. ain't that right ky?" he said looking down at him with a grin.
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this books coming to an end real soon 𥺠it was a fun run, honestly but i'm highkey over it.