egypt aaliyah ali.
"why are you so bad?" i said shaking kaaliya a lil. she grinned her gums at me making me laugh. i was cleaning her up after she made a mess whilst i was feeding her and she kept grabbing and pulling my hair.
luca came in the kitchen and put his plate in the sink with his eyes glued to his phone. he walked over to us and kissed kaaliya on her head before hugging me from behind and planting a kiss in my cheek.
"afternoon queen," he said going back on his phone.
"afternoon.." i said eyeing him.
"what y'all got goin today?" he said finally locking his phone and putting it down.
"we're gonna have a mommy-daughter day," i said looking over at kaaliya who was just sitting there smiling at me.
"good cos i've got plays to make," he said staring at me. i was annoyed obviously but it was nothing i could do about it. i think he sensed my mood change so he pulled me into him by my waist.
we must got soul ties or sum cos why he keep sensing shit?
"i won't be back late," he said planting kisses all over my face, "and when i get back we can fuck upside down like you wanted to,"
"uhh the readers ain't need to know allat," i mugged him. why he gon say that in front of y'all as if y'all asked him or sum. tryna embarrass me ion even be getting down like that fr.
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his phone started ringing and i looked down at it seeing it was an unknown number. he answered it and put it on speaker.
"who dis?" he said furrowing his eyebrows.
"the fuck is wrong with you luca? why would you say allat shit you said to mom yesterday?" from the voice i knew it was alaina. i rolled my eyes and took a step back letting luca handle his situation.
"ian even say nun i wanted to say out of respect for her so whatchu talkin bout? and why you callin my phone on her behalf like you her secretary or sum?" he said
"so you wasn't boasting about how much you take care of her but didn't care enough about her to ask about her well-being?" she said ignoring his question.
"y'all JUST came into my life. so this sense of entitlement y'all got, lose it. ion owe y'all shit i don't even be fuckin with y'all like that. i take care of my mother because that's what the fuck i wanna do for her but since you wanna fight her battles and shit you handle everything. pay for her rent, her bills, all that shit bro i got other shit to deal with,"
"ever since you got that girl pregnant you changed," she said and i scoffed. i wanted to say something but i couldn't because i didn't want to involve myself.
but she just involved you. go ahead twin.
i snatched the phone out of luca's hand, "first of all youn even know him ENOUGH to be talking about 'he's changed'. secondly you right. i am 'that girl'. that girl you wanna be so bad but can't even if you tried. you so pressed about luca's life and what he got goin on, go take care of yo momma girl! and worry about that baby growing in your stomach. we good over here." i said hanging up.
"sorry i just didn't like how she just be mentioning me out of nowhere and shit don't be having nothing to do with me," i said handing him his phone back.
"you good," he said kissing me on the forehead. we stood there in silence before i spoke up.
"you think your mom be using you for money?" i asked him.
"now i'm starting to think about it, yeah. she said sum shit yesterday talkin bout 'if you ain't wanna take care of me i would've left yo ass alone'. as if she was only fucking with me just for my money,"
"i lowkey think alaina had a plan to find you so they could use you or something.." i shrugged. "either way the shit look sketchy and alaina's obsession with you is weird as fuck. this why ian want them around kaaliya. sorry,"
"youn gotta apologise. they only know of me cos we got the same blood but we not family fr. y'all my family. yo parents, dee, shit even ken gay ass. ion need them, i got y'all,"
"okay," i nodded, "you good?" i asked. i knew how much this shit was gonna bother him throughout the day and i feel like it was somehow my fault.
"i'm straight. don't worry about it, it's not your fault," he kissed.
"i swear you gotta be reading my mind or sum." i said raising my eyebrow at him as he laughed.
soulmate fi tru.
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me:
kaaliya swear she grown ð¤£ð¤£
ken ð©ââ¤ï¸âðâð©:
she making sure you not cheating on her daddy ð
u know she love that man
me:
she do too much for someone that's a month old
why she in my phone like that!!!
ken ð©ââ¤ï¸âðâð©:
LMAO ntm on my girl
leave her be, let her be grown shit
me:
this why you not babysittin
you gon have kaaliya turn as bad as she already is
ken ð©ââ¤ï¸âðâð©:
my girl not bad she just misunderstood ð¯
motherhood look fun tho lemme try ts
me:
it's not always this fun girl
especially when it's time to gts
but kaaliya be chilling fr
i'm glad i got a cool ass baby
i locked my phone and looked down at kaaliya who had ice cream all over her face. we just had a bunch of snacks and i put her on to a couple disney movies now we was just chilling.
it was hot outside and i was contemplating on getting in the pool but i was feeling a little lazy.
"what you wanna do liya?" i asked sitting back. it was so boring without luca here. he always knew what to do next.
me:
can we go out for dinner?
but like now cos i wanna be outside and catch the sunset
â¤ï¸âð¥:
yea we can
y'all ready? i'm bout to be there in 5
me:
yea i just gotta change kaaliya
she got chocolate ice cream all over her clothes
â¤ï¸âð¥:
ð¤£ð¤£ð¤£
that girl stay makin a mess
me:
mm i wonder who she take after...
â¤ï¸âð¥:
dpwm.
you laughed at "dpwm"
"cmon fatty," i said picking her up and taking her to the bathroom. i took off her clothes and washed her quickly before getting her ready.
once she was dressed i put on my purple bape hoodie, some cycling shorts and slipped into my knee high ricks.
i picked up kaaliya and went downstairs putting her in her car seat.
â¤ï¸âð¥:
outside
i made sure everything was switched off before heading out to the car with kaaliya. i buckled her up in the back seat. and closed the door then got in the front.
i pecked luca on the lips and put my seatbelt on as he drove off.
"stay wearing ricks," he shook his head with a smirk.
"i like rick owens. best shoes ever created," i nodded. "i missed you today.. you missed me?"
"hell yeah i missed you. and fatty in the back over there," he said nodding towards kaaliya.
"when she finally get the chance she gon beat yo ass watch," i said. i looked at the back and watched as kaaliya played with her toys. i smiled. i loved being a mom.
"ian gon lie bae, i been fartin all day," he said rubbing his stomach.
"whatchu eat?" i laughed a little.
"we went over by isabel's today and she tried to make some wings," he explained, "i mean they wasn't bad but they wasn't great and now i got gas,"
"you wanna go back home? it's food in the house we can eat there,"
"naa ima let you catch yo sunset," he smiled. i smiled at him and nodded.
"i just don't what it is about a sunset and that summer breeze. it just be making me feel good,"
"i'm the same with that summer smell at night.. you know what i'm talkin bout?" he asked.
"yeah that's the second best thing. that's why when it comes to summer i only like being out when the days about to end or at night,"
"twin, i knew we had sum in common," he grinned and i laughed.
"that's why we locked in like this, 4L."
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couldn't think of anything else to write after this.
after cancun i'm doing a time skip then this books coming to an end ð.