Under the sterile fluorescent lights of the hospital hallway, Callie crashes into my arms. She clings to me, sobbing against my shoulder as I cry into hers. Through the tears, Iâm dimly aware of others moving toward us: Ares, Hades, and Deimos. My brothers. Tempest.
Callie pulls away, and I collapse into Danteâs embrace next, my tears staining his shirt as he holds me tightly.
Through the chaos and heartbreak exploding through my system, I hear the hushed murmurs of tense, serious words being spoken around me.
Fell twenty-five storiesâ¦
The bullet pierced his lungâ¦
Sepsisâ¦
That Amaya bitch is deadâ¦
Drazen pulled them both out⦠Bianca wouldnât let goâ¦
It comes back to me in flashes. I remember leaping out into space and feeling the yank of gravity. Not âfacingâ my fear of submersion, just simply not remembering I even had one as I dove under the water.
I remember reaching through the darkness for him, looking into his eyes as consciousness faded from them. Swimming deeper to grab him. Pulling with all my strength, lungs burning as I kicked toward the surface.
I remember Drazen screaming at me to take his hand. I remember refusing to let go of Kratos, and the Serbian kingpin diving in next to me to help pull Kratosâ bulk out of the water.
She saved himâ¦
I shudder as I sob into Danteâs chest.
I donât know if I even did. Nobody does. Right now, Kratos is in emergency surgery with a specialist that just got airlifted here from Boston. When I grabbed a nurse ten minutes ago and asked what his chances were, she just pursed her lips and told me the important thing was to remember that I loved him.
I do.
And Iâm not ready to lose him.
I canât.
The conversations around me go silent. Turning, my eyes land on Dimitra as she steps into the middle of us. With a sob, I pull away from my brother and rush to her. My arms wrap tightly around her, and I start to cry with more anguish and pain than Iâve ever felt before.
âIâm sorry,â I choke, clinging to her for dear life as the frail little old lady hugs me back firmly, being my rock. âIâm so, so sorryâ ââ
âFor what, engoni?â she says softly, stroking my hair. âLoving my grandson? Saving him?â
âIââ I choke back a sob. âI donât know if I did.â
âYou did,â she whispers fiercely. âBelieve me, youâ ââ
âMrs. Drakos?â
Dimitra releases me and turns at the sound of a manâs voice.
âYes?â
His mouth twists awkwardly as he nods at me. âI, uh, I meant the other Mrs. Drakos.â
My face pales. âYes?â I croak.
The hallway goes silent.
The man clears his throat.
âCould we, uh⦠Could we talk privately?â
My heart wrenches and my legs threaten to give out. Just as Iâm about to fall, Dimitra is there, grabbing my hand and gripping it firmly, pouring all her strength into me.
âRight here is fine,â I choke.
The manâs brow furrows. âIâm sorry, but hospital policy is for immediate famâ ââ
âWe are his family,â Ares growls.
âIn this case, sir, immediate means spouseâ ââ
The man gasps as Hades grabs him by the collar and slams him against the wall.
âIs my brother going to live or die, you fuck?!â
Wide-eyed and pale, the man looks at me. âMr. Drakos is out of surgery and in recovery. Heâs going to be fine.â
This time, as the hallway erupts into cheers, I do collapse to the ground. But the tears that fall down my face arenât tears of sadness.
Theyâre tears of pure joy.
Gratitude.
Relief.
And love.