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I carried her in my arms to the car, she was not saying anything and I didn't force her to do so.
I didn't want to let go of her as she doesn't seem so much in shape, I want her to be in my arms.
But I knew better than to risk her life, I called one of my guard and told him to drive.
Sitting in the back seat with her on my lap, she didn't say anything even then, she went numb and it's understandable considering what she just experienced.
All I need to do is be available for her, and give her as much warmth as I can.
Soon we reached the mansion.
I carefully got her and myself out of the car and headed towards the main gate while her still in my arms.
Upon reaching 'our' room I made her sit on the bed and was going to the closet to get her some comfortable clothes and hair oil to massage her.
But as I got up she held on my sleeves and shook her head.
"I'll be back quickly, I promise" I tried to convince her but she seemed to just want to herself which I've no problem in.
I called one of the maid and when she arrived, I asked her to bring the required things.
The maid kept the things on the bed,
"Let's get your clothes changed, shall we?" She didn't budge and was still hugging me.
"Baccha, dekho aapke kapde gande ho gye hai na. Jaldi se change kar lo unke baad mai aapke massage kar dunga"
(Baby, see your clothes are dirty. So change quickly and then I'll massage you)
She looked at me and said,
"Aap kar do na" I was surprised but I can't deny her. I also didn't want her to feel uncomfortable though so I asked.
(You do it for me)
"I'll call the maid wait" but she stopped me
"Mukjhe aapke sath rehna hai" she confessed and I felt my heart going boom boom. I felt my the warmth growing in me.
(I wanna be with you)
"Mai karu aapke kapde change?"
(I will change your clothes)
"I trust you"
I was happy to know that but now I'll have to change her clothes. Ufff
I slid down her top off of her and quickly replaced it with a baggy t shirt and working my hands down I pulled her jeans off and made her wear shorts.
And made her lay down with her head on my lap. I took the oil bottle and poured some on my hand, smeared it all over my palms I began massaging her.
Her eyes were closed as she relaxed in my touch. But even with all that she seemed to be in distress,
"Just relax bubba, I'm here" continues massage.
"You know when I called him..." She wants to say it. I'm happy to hear that but I also know this will end with her in tears.
But if she wants to do it I'll let her.
"He said.."it'd be better if you don't tell anyone our relation. Who--res like you will only tarnish our reputation"
How the fuxk can he say that? What is wrong with him. Bloody bastard.
"And at that moment I realized that all he ever cared about was not his family but his reputation and...." She paused as her eyes filled tears.
"He was cheating on my mother, he cheated. He cared about that woman also but never me or mother"
"He abused her. And she...she didn't say anything. I told her multiple times that he's not going to change but she never listened, all she ever wanted was her husband. And not her child."
"I tried convincing her a lot but she was as if obsessed with him, not ready to leave him. She can threaten me that she'll kill herself but not leave him"
Tears roll down her face.
"I'm a very bad person, I hate my family, my parents. I hate them for making me endure all this, they didn't care what I felt when they were arguing and blaming me for ruining their lives."
"I hate my father fir cheating on my mother, for abusing her, torturing her. I hate my mother for not standing up for herself. I hate my relatives for always ignoring the problem. I hate myself for not being able to protect myself and my mother. Even though she didn't want to be protected"
"She wanted to kill herself as well as me. And even though I knew she would rather leave me dead than leave her husband i wanged her to be safe."
"I wish, I was never born. It'd been better that way. They never tried to understand me, i was only a kid. What was i supposed to do? I couldn't run away, i was dependent on them."
"You know whenever I'm with them, I'm always so anxious, so much so that even if they are not fighting I think they're. Even the slightest noice scares me to think something is happening, all sorts of negative thoughts fill me. What if she's hurting herself, what if he's hitting her. Everythink"
"But I never got the Care I gave and the love I craved from either of them."
She sat up and faced me, my heart clinched at the sight of her.
They broke her. They did. They don't deserve to be parents.
I pull her close, and she continues
"You know whenever there were discussions about family, I used to feel so lonely. Because my reality was nothing like what other's were"
"I was their only child, why did they love me? I never did anything to upset them, then why?"
"Because they failed to understand how precious you are, they don't deserve you. You are so pure and kind hearted you deserve all the good think in this world. And I promise to give you everything that you wish for, from a chocolate to a palace whatever you wish"
Rubbing her back I pull her closer.
"Thank you for being with me" she mumbled.
"And thank you for coming in my life" pecked her head.
"I love you" I grinned widely and said,
"I love a whole lot" she chuckled slightly.
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She's has calmed down now so I'm gonna have to feed her something. She can't be having empty stomach.
"Little swan, let's have something.." I said and she nodded and said,
"You know I'd cooked for you, and I did it fir the first time to surprise you" excitement shined in her eyes.
I was so mad at the thought of her cooking everything for the first time only for me, to surprise me.
"Really?!" I asked acting shocked.
"Yes yes. But it would be cold by now." Pouting she expressed her sadness.
"Aree no worries I'll heat it"
I again carried her to the kitchen and made her sit on the counter.
"Sit Here swan while I reheat the food"
She nodded, I quickly put the food the re heat.
"Umm why do call me 'swan'?" She asked frowning. I look at her
"Well I call you many other nickname as well but you noticed this only? Anyways I call you 'swan' because they represent love, purity and beauty."
Lowered myself to her level and pecked her cheek and she turned crimson. Goddd.
Then suddenly my phone which was kept on the counter as well vibrated indicating a message, both of us look at it. It was from my assistant. I ignored it and look at her to find her staring at me with wide eyes.
"That was my photo in your wallpaper!!" I chuckled seeing her reaction.
"Yes, from the day we went out for the first time. And do you wanna know what my homes screen is?" She loudly said yes, I showed her the photo and she she gasped loudly.
"That's my painting, I posted it on instagram. FOUR YEARS AGO!! How did you know it was mine"
"I have my ways little swan"