Chapter 50: 50

Twin Image (A Divergent Fan Fic)Words: 26931

Sunday, August 4th 4:27 a.m.

~Jade's POV~

I wake up, remembering I'm not in my bed, nor am I laying with my boyfriend. Like I usually would be. I actually fell asleep on Lauren's loveseat. I pull this soft blanket off me, confused as to how I have it. I didn't have it when I fell asleep.

I look to the side of me, and I see my love laying down on the couch, with his hands on his face. I see he doesn't have a blanket and I stand, wrapping my blanket around me. I walk over to the couch and he opens his arms to me, and I lay down on him, putting my head on his chest. I wrap my arms around him, and he does the same to me, going underneath the blanket, so he's under it too. We cuddle for awhile, and I nearly fall back asleep listening to his heart beat.

I scoot up and kiss his jawline, and I notice he almost fell back asleep too. I scoot up even more, to the point I'm straddling his lap, trailing my kisses towards his lips. But I don't kiss him, which upsets him. He whines, everytime. I laugh a little and he pulls me to his lips, so I could kiss him.

I put my hands on his jaw, deepening my kisses. He sits up a little, slipping one of his hands on my cheek. I do something I've never done, and slip my tongue over his big bottom lip. Asking permission for entrance. We usually don't tongue kiss but, I'm starting to love the way he gets when I start us up.

The way he grips my waist, and squirms underneath me. I feel like I may have found the way to break him, and make him give in and give up on trying to get me to answer his repetitive question. Kissing him just like this. But I don't think now would be the time to get him started, considering we're not in our bed, nor in our apartment. His mom and sister are, since both him and I were more than willingly to let them sleep there. I stop kissing him, and I get comfy again, laying my head back on his chest.

"You can't just kiss me like that and stop." He says, in that sexy morning voice. I lift my head up a little, "Yes I can, I just did. And what exactly do you think was gonna happen if I kept going? We're not in our apartment, and we're not alone." I point out, and I sit up on his lap. He bites his bottom lip while looking down at my waist. I look down too, remembering Lauren let me borrow some short shorts, and a muscle shirt to sleep in. He glides his hands onto my thighs, and I thought he was going to stop at my waist but, they find they're way to my bottom.

"Lauren, and your brother's are sound asleep in their room." He tells me, and I roll my eyes. "Exactly, which means we can't do anything." I respond, moving his hands to my waist. He moves them right back, "No, that just means we can't get caught. Which means, you have to be quiet." He whispers, slipping his fingers underneath my shorts. And the way he looks at me, mixed with the way his hands were on me, made me forget where we were for a minute. He sits up, and kissed my jawline, trailing his kisses down to my neck.

I throw my arm around his neck, and tilt my head back a little, opening up my neck to him more. He starts nibbling and sucking, longer and a bit harder than usual. And it hits me, it's obvious he wants something from me, and it's more than obvious I want something from him, so, "Wait," I say, making him stop instantly, and I don't know why but, to see him listen to me pulled me further into letting him do what he wanted. I snap out of it thankfully, and lean close to his ear. "I'm sorry but, starting now, if you want anything from me, you're gonna have to give me what I want." I whisper, and I pull away, watching him clench his jaw and close his eyes.

I feel it, he's gonna break, "Alright fine," He starts, and I get anxious, "Answer my question first." He says, and I huff. Never mind. I roll my eyes and hug him, making him fall back onto the couch. "I'm going back to sleep on you." I mutter, scooting down and getting comfy. He laughs, kissing my head, before playing with my hair.

I smile, snuggling closer into him. And I'm asleep within minutes. I wake up hours later, to the sound of Lauren and my brother's door opening. I open my eyes and watch as Miles comes out the room grumbling, closing the door behind him. He lays down on the love seat and gets comfy, "I suggest you go back to sleep Nat, and quickly, they didn't kick me out for nothing." He tells me, and for some reason the chest I'm laying on starts moving, as if he was awake and laughing.

I come to find out he was, the whole time, "Well, at least someone's getting some action today." I hear him mutter with his eyes closed. I gasp, and reach up to yank his hair a bit. "Ow!" He tries his best not to yelp. Miles stirs, "I'm serious you guys, so serious I'm about to use my power to make myself deaf so I can go back to sleep. Don't say I didn't warn you." He says, turning back over with his blanket. And it is then it begins.

~Mature Content Ahead~ ( Skip ahead and stop at *** if necessary.)

Both me and my boyfriend look at one another as the sounds of Lauren moaning emit from their room. Ew, ew, ew. No, no, no. I am not about to hear this, nor am I going to let my boyfriend hear this. I sit up and focus on their door, and I make earth grow in between both the top and bottom crack.

Sealing it, making it surprisingly sound proof. I sigh with relief and lay back down, thinking I was going to get love and affection before drifting off back to sleep. He pulls my hair from the root, making it to the point my head is back, and my lips are hovering over his. "Oh and another thing," He says, "Stop pulling my hair." He adds, a little more aggressive than playful. He lets my hair go, and I pout.

And I go deadweight onto him, throwing a fit. I lazily slide my body down his body, to the point my head was on his abdomen. Pouting, as I did so. But he doesn't try to get me back up on his chest, in fact, he laid there like he won some type of battle. Or game. With his hands behind his head, and a smile on his face.

I get angry, yet, his actions somehow make me crazy. It makes the hairs on my body stand up and a chill go down my back. I settle in between his legs, and remember my little brother let him borrow some loose, thin, knee-length shorts. I listen for my brother across from us, and I hear his snores. And just to make sure, "Miles?" I question aloud, and his snores continue.

"What're you doing? He can't hear anything remember?" My love questions, eyes still closed, and I smile. "Yeah I know, I was just making sure." I tell him, "For what?" He asks, and I take off my shirt, knowing damn well I took my bra off before we even fell asleep last night. I sit back on my calf's, and pull my shorts up a bit more, to cover my pudge. "Open your eyes, Tobias." I say, and he does, and the first thing they do is widen at me. He breathes in sharply through his nose, staring at my chest.

"You want action?" I ask rhetorically, "I can give you action." I add lifting up his shirt, and leaning down to kiss all six of his abs, nice and slowly. He watches me, and begins to squirm once the seventh kiss touched the edge of his v-line. He let his head fall back yet, I don't manage to get some noise out of him. I then go under our blanket, covering me and his lower half entirely. I touch him through his shorts, and continue trailing my kisses just above the band of them.

And that's when I start to hear him. He starts groaning, and cussing under his breath. I stop what I'm doing so far, and slip my finger underneath his shorts, feeling my heartrate pick up. I don't know exactly what I'm doing but, I vividly remember the time I made strawberry popsicles. He wouldn't stop staring at me while I ate one in front of him so, I think I get the jist of how I could give him what he wants, in a different way. I pull them down a bit, along with his boxer shorts, and his member pops out by itself. Impressive.

He starts to throb once in my hand, especially as I give his tip soft kisses. He slips one of his hands under the blanket and into my hair. At first it was so my hair wouldn't get in the way but, after I started using my tongue, it was so he could rush me by pushing. I stop, take his hand, and throw it outside the blanket. Unfortunately, his hand made the blanket lash back, and fold to the point him and anyone else could see what I'm doing to him.

I honestly didn't care though, since I know my brother and friend are occupied. And also since my eldest brother made himself mute while he slept. I spit all over it, and use my hand to please him while I truly take in how big he was. He was big in both ways, length and width. I cherish the time I get when I'm pleasing him, since it's rare when he lets me.

And I make sure I try my absolutely best to make him feel exactly how I feel when he pleases me. And so far, I think I'm doing pretty good, since he started to grip the leather cushions and pant as I slowly stroke him. I stop, and take him in my mouth, and I do motions as if I was sucking on the popsicle but, instead of moving him, I move my neck. And he nearly surrenders at my touch, "Natalie wait," He moans, stopping me with a hand on my cheek. I take his hand off, and look him in the eyes while I pick up my pace.

Swirling my tongue around, and nearly letting him reach the back of my throat. He gazes back at me, biting his bottom lip, most likely to keep from moaning his head off. I know he wants to keep it down just in case but, that's honestly my motivation. I need to hear him. So I take him in deeper, letting him reach the back of my throat with his tip.

And if you're wondering why I haven't gagged yet, it's because I don't have a gag reflex. Which is probably why he was staring so hard when I was eating my popsicle. I continue to bob my head, making it slicker, and wetter with my spit. "Fuck," I hear loud and clear, and I feel him slipping his hand back into my hair again. I let him this time, so he could guide me on what pace he wanted, when he wants it.

He speeds it up, and it's to the point he's going in and out of the depths of my throat. Oddly though, just as he seemed to be nearly at his peak of satisfaction, he stops me abruptly. "Babygirl," He purrs, and we make eye contact, "What're you stopping me for?" I ask, wiping my mouth off a bit. "I just wanna make sure you know what's gonna happen if you keep going." He says, and I nod. It's cute he thinks I'm his oblivious little angel but, he should know I'm not completely clueless when it comes to these things.

Yes, I know men ejaculate. And I also know what I need to do to avoid any mess, and also to avoid having to get up and get a towel. I get back to business, and now both of his hands are in my hair, starting to gather my long curls into a ponytail. Once he does, he holds that ponytail with one hand, putting the other one behind his head while he guides my bobbing. I trail my hands up his abdomen, loving how muscular he felt underneath my palms.

I pick up the pace again, and it's not long until he starts squirming once more. And I fall in love with the way I make him feel. I get aroused just from hearing him enjoy what I do. And he was definitely enjoying himself, especially now. I watch his Adam's apple bob from all his groaning.

Eventually though, he lifts his head to watch me again, and I meet his gaze, still bobbing my head. His grip on my hair tightens, and his groans weaken into moans. I go faster, and his eyes roll back nearly as fast as his head falls. "Natalie, I-I'm g-gonna," He manages to choke out, and I watch him squirm, as if he was trying to get away from me. I take him in deeper, and he thrusts his hips, making himself travel as deep as possible.

And the next thing I feel is his warm, sweet juices flood my mouth. But I don't stop there, I swallow as much as I could whilst still bobbing my head. The sight of him surrendering himself to me, letting himself be completely vulnerable to me, makes the literal pool in between my legs turn into an ocean. He relaxes, and I take my mouth off of him the same way I'd take my mouth off a popsicle, keeping my lips around him until I got all the way to his tip, to avoid any dripping. I sit up back on my calf's, and swallow the very last of him, licking my lips while looking him up and down.

He pulls his shorts back up, and gazes at me with lazy and lust-filled eyes, along with a smile. He sits up and gestures for me to straddle his lap, and I wave my finger at him while shaking my head. I lay my palm on his chest and push him to lay back down, so I could lay back down on him. I remember the time he pleased me and stopped me from doing what I just did so, it's about time I return the favor. I stand to go clean myself up in the bathroom.

I make the whole trip to and from pretty quick, since I'd rather not have either of my brothers catch me up half naked. I come back and lay my chest a little below his and get comfy, next thing I know though, is that I'm being flipped around, to the point he's on top of me, in between my legs. He kisses me with love and lust, and I kiss him back the same way. But I notice how exhausted he seemed, considering he laid as dead weight on me in between my legs. He's never laid completely on me like that, since he doesn't wanna 'squish me' because I'm so 'tiny' to him.

I'm chubby, with thick thighs, big boobs, a big butt and stretch marks. I may be short, but I am not tiny. But that's not the point, the point is, I'm gonna let him sleep, without him returning the favor to me. I stop kissing him, "I know what you're thinking, but I'm not gonna let you. Now come here and get comfy on me, cuz we're going back to sleep." I say, opening my arms to him. He shakes his head at me, and it's only then I realize I'm still half naked in front of him.

Since the next thing he did was go straight for my biggest weakness. He leans down and latches onto one of my breasts, and kneads the other. I gasp at his touch and my urge to let him sleep fights the surging ecstasy flowing through my veins. I try to stop him again, "Tobias nooo," I whine, and he shushes me. "Natalie, that was the first time you've done that." - "Yeah, exactly. Which is why I want you to sleep, it was the first time I did that. And anyways, it's fine, I don't want it baby." I lie, and he raises an eyebrow at me.

"Oh really?" He asks with a chuckle, and without even asking, he slips his ring finger and middle finger into my shorts and panties, and I gasp as I feel them explore my soaking wet core momentarily. "Liar," He says, and pulls his finger out, only to suck my juices right off them. I bite my lip, and avoid his eyes, "Okay fine, I lied, I really really want you right now but," I pause, "I want you to relax more, since I vividly remember once before that you did the same, and didn't let me return the favor. Right after you um, uh," I quirk, unsure of what to call what he does to me. So I ask, "There's a few names for it but, to basically sum it up, I ate you out. And Just for good measures, I'll use it in a sentence," He pauses, "I really, really, really want to eat you out right now." He explains, pecking my lips.

My core begins to throb just at the nature of his voice. I shake my head at him, and ask him about what I did to him. "Oh now that?" He asks rhetorically, and starts kissing me all over my face. I giggle, "Is called the best blowjob I've ever had. Like, it was so good, I really feel like I'm not your first boyfriend anymore." He jokes, and we laugh together.

***

(Continue here pure ones.)

"No but really, it was amazing baby. Not even Elain-" He cuts himself off, realizing his words. I raise my eyebrows at him, "Oh hell no, now you have to finish that sentence." I say automatically, and he cringes, obviously in the midst of a mental facepalm. "Not even Elaina what?" I ask, "I was gonna say, not even Elaina could make me feel like that. It was supposed to be a compliment but, I realized the comment was just gonna be a big fat reminder for you." He says, and I smile. I mean it is a big ole reminder of the fact some female got to him before me but, it surely inflated my ego. Yet, it upsets me a little too, since he compared his ex-girlfriend's blowjobs to mine, his current girlfriend.

"Yeah, it is, but what can I really do Tobias? Get upset about something I can't change?" I ask rhetorically, obviously letting my emotions get the best of me. His expression softens, and I fix mine, "I'm sorry, I don't know why I said that like that-," - "Natalie, it's okay to be upset about it." He cuts me off, finally getting comfy on me, and laying his head on my chest. "If the shoe were on the other foot, and you were the one with the Ex, I'd naturally be devastated." He explains, and my heart aches while I wrap an arm around him. I really wish I met him before her. I would've had no second thoughts about him, and I definitely would not have cheated on him.

"I want you to know something though," He starts, resting his chin in the middle of my chest, so we could look at each other. "Elaina may have been my first, and I may have been with her for many years but, I'm realizing something." He tells me, and I ask him what it is he's realizing. "I'm realizing, what I had with Elaina, is nothing compared to what I have with you." He says, and he makes me smile. "This right here," He pauses, "You actually, are and will always be, my first love." He says softly, and my heart does a whole one-eighty and warms, instead of ache. He kisses me, and I can't help but smile a bit more into our kiss. He pulls away and snuggles back into me, and it was honestly the sweetest since he covered me up perfectly. With his cheek resting against my right breast and his hand resting over the left.

I pull the blanket over us, tucking it to cover me up some more, just in case. I breath in the scent of his hair, and play with it for what seemed like hours before I start to feel him relax completely. He starts snoring, and I kiss his head. But before I could go to sleep, I hear Lauren's bedroom door open. I peek my eyes open, and I see Lauren coming out first with my brother behind her.

She see's me, and my half nakedness, and shoves my brother back into their room and slams the door on him. My older brother apparently wakes up, "Why are doors slamming?!" He grumbles, sitting up. I stop peeking, remembering I can just see through my eye-lids, and I look between my brother and friend while I fake sleep. Miles looks over at me and Tobias, and rubs his eyes while staring right at my face. "Aw gross!" He yells, shielding his eyes.

"Really Nat? I know you're not asleep, I can read your mind." He says, and I start smiling so I cover my face with my hand. My younger sibling finally comes out, glaring at my sleeping hubby on top of me. "Nat, I love you but, why are you naked on our couch and why do I get the feeling he's sleeping really hard for a reason?" Lauren says, and Miles stands from the loveseat with a hand over his eyes. "That's because he is sleeping hard for a reason, I read his mind, they did things. Or, more like she did a thing to him, WITH ME SLEEPING RIGHT HERE." He whisper-shouts gesturing to the loveseat, finally looking at me; But uh, he immediately looks away right after. I start laughing, and I realize Tobias really was sleeping hard, considering he's snoring, a door was just slammed, and not to mention I'm laughing, bascially shaking him while he laid on top of me.

I should've put my shirt back on, since the blanket on top of us makes it look like I'm completely naked underneath. "He's sanitizing my leather couch after he wakes up out of the sex coma you put him in." Lauren jokes, and I roll my eyes. "We didn't have sex on your couch Lauren. I'm pure still, unlike you. I apparently did a thing to him though remember?" I say laughing again, and my man starts to stirr on me. He almost moves his hand but, I stop him, pressing his hand to my boob so I stay covered. "Oh my god ew, wake him up already, and get some clothes on, his nut-sleep is not more important than your brother's still being able to look at you the same." Liam says, shielding his eyes as he walks over to the the kitchen.

"Oh shut up, I can barely look at neither you or Lauren, don't act like we couldn't hear allat early in the morning. And If you'd look at your door, you'll notice its scraping against the floor and ceiling now, since I had to make it sound proof." I point out, and she barely notices now, and rolls her eyes, "this is my house, I do what I want, when I want. And by the way, pure my ass." She says, heading into the kitchen gliding one pointer finger over the other, calling me a sinner. "This is an apartment, just so you know." I say loud enough for her to hear, yet quiet enough to avoid harshly waking Tobias. Miles heads to the bathroom, and I gently run my fingernails over his cheek repeatedly, "Wake up my love," I say softly, and his eyes flutter open. He lifts his head, and gives me these sleepy eyes before grumbling and snuggling back into me. I can barely handle this.

All I wanna do now is watch him sleep on me. But I can't, or at least, I can't without a shirt. "Baby, my brother's are awake, let me put my shirt on real quick and then you can sleep on me all you want." I whisper, and he pouts before lifting up off of me a bit. And I quickly grab and put my muscle shirt back on, before laying back down. He shakes his head, and makes me stand up so he could lay down on his back, and I could lay on him.

I do, and we snuggle eachother. "Goodmorning handsome," I say, and he smiles, "Goodmorning to you too beautiful. How long were you awake letting me squish you?" He responds, in that damn morning voice of his. "I didn't get the chance to go back to sleep actually, I wanted to play with your hair and watch you sleep on me. And by the time I got sleepy again Lauren and my brother came out the room." I explain, and I feel someone smack my butt, and it wasn't Tobias. "You can keep those shorts by the way, they look way better on you. And plus, I don't wanna remember this very awkward morning every time I where them." She jokes in her own little serious way, walking pass the couch and going back into her room. Me and my love laugh, "Thank youuu, love you Laurennn." I tell her trying to suppress my laughter, raising my voice a bit since she closed the door.

"Sanitize my couch!" She yells through the door. Me and him laugh even harder, "But in all seriousness, I'm mad that you didn't sleep. See now if you've just let me do what I wanted, both of us would've been asleep." He says, ceasing his laughter. "Oh hush, I wanted to stay awake and admire what I did. I put you in a deep sleep, so deep you slept through majority of the awkwardness." I say, "When Lauren came out, she shoved my brother back in and slammed the door, not to mention, I was laughing at one point, basically shaking you while you were asleep on me. Besides me not having on a shirt, you made it pretty obvious of what I did." I tell him, and he gasps and scoffs. "No, you made it pretty obvious of what you did. You didn't have to do so well. Oh and by the way, where on earth is your gag reflex?" He asks me, apparently bewildered. I smile, "I don't have one, Tobias. You could literally stick your fingers down my throat as far as possible and I still wouldn't react." I explain, and he asks if he could test that theory.

I open my mouth, and puts his pointer finger and middle finger in, and goes as deep as I had him earlier this morning. And nothing, not even the tiniest of gags. I look at him, and he seemed to be mesmerized with the fact his fingers are in my mouth. I get an idea, and I close my mouth around them, and treat them the same way I treated another part of his body earlier. He gazes at my mouth and his fingers, while biting his lip.

"EW! STOP IT! DISGUSTING!" I hear my brother yell, and I take my mouth off his fingers. I look over at my older brother, and watch as he spits his cereal back into his bowl and sets it down back in the kitchen. My younger brother follows him out and looks at Tobias, "That's it, your mom and sister are sleeping over here later tonight and for how ever long it takes until an apartment close by opens up. People are losing their appetites and virtually their minds cuz you two can't keep your hands off each other. I bet you guys couldn't go a week without being together." He says, slurping and munching on his own cereal. "I bet they couldn't even go a weekend without going nuts about not seeing one another." Miles chimes in with, and I start to get grumpy. Even though they're kinda right, something in me makes me wanna prove them wrong. Tobias looks at me, and I could tell we were thinking the same.

"Oh really now? You guys think we can't be apart for awhile?" He asks them, and they both nod sitting on the loveseat. "I'd be surprised if you could, you guys are like peanut butter and jelly. Great together, terrible separated." Miles points out, and even though it was a cute comment, I see it as a call for a bet. "You guys wanna bet on it?" I ask, and they nod instantly with cocky smiles. "One month." Liam blurts, "I bet you two can't go a month separated." Liam throws down, and my heart aches at just the thought, so I sit up, and so does Tobias. "Alright fine, but same goes for you and Lauren. I say me and Lauren switch, she'll live with Tobias for a month in our apartment, and I'll live with you two here for a month. Whichever couple sees one another first, loses." I suggest, and I suggest that unhesitant, considering the amount of trust I have for both Tobias and Lauren.

"Oh you're so on, babe get out here!" Liam shouts, and Lauren pops out her room five seconds later. "What? What's going on?" She asks, and we explain the bet to her. "Oh I'm so in! Just to prove you guys wrong. But uh, there is one flaw though," She says, "We still have to train these initiates, and we have to be together in order to do that." She adds, and Liam clears his throat, "We're gonna do it the first month after trainings over with," He tells her. "We'll have a schedule and everything, just in case we might accidently run into one another outside the apartments." He also says, "Unless of course Miles wants to be a four person errand boy for a month." He adds, looking over at our brother. He starts laughing, "Leave the schedule to me, cuz I'll be damned if I have to serve to you four." He says, and we all laugh.

And speaking of us four, we all stand, "Do we have a bet?" Liam asks, putting out his hand to shake, "Are you gonna block out whoever wins in your little visions?" I ask, since it wouldn't be fair if he knows the whole time and we don't. "Oh trust me, I've been blocking out who wins, cuz if I did know, I'd already be celebrating." He answers. I just roll my eyes. "We have ourselves a bet then." I say, and me and my brother shake hands, while Lauren and Tobias do the same.