Chapter 174
Margrave’s Bastard Son was The Emperor
A while later, noticing that Ianâs surroundings had quieted down, Xiaoshi entered the conference room. Ian was observing the magic stone powder on the round table while holding documents along with the mages.
Among the countless grains, he couldnât tell which ones were Mariv and Gale, but it was sufficient to assess the state of the battle. Ian tapped two spots with a rolled-up piece of paper.
âBeorsâs mana was sensed here and here.â
âThatâs right. The physical distance is considerable to move in a short period. Itâs too much even for the Imperial Swordsmen attending to His Majesty, let alone a mage.â
âIf thereâs a secret passage used by His Majesty the Emperor, itâs difficult for us to detect. We should announce that the Ministry of Magic is a neutral zone and wait for him to come.â
âSir Ian, you have a hunch, donât you?â
âI told Romandro to bring the documents from Wesleighâs time. If we check those, we can make a more accurate guess. What about Beric? Is he preparing well?â
âHe went down to the cafeteria to eat. The area is full of His Highness Marivâs troops, so it seems some preparation is needed.â
Marivâs troops, what a ridiculous phrase. Even the lowly beasts of Bariel are under the Emperor. How reckless it is for those so-called guards to step up and cause chaos.
Ian chuckled and put down the documents. Akorella, who was organizing the magic stone powder, noticed Xiaoshiâs presence and signaled with her eyes.
âMinister. Your subordinate is here.â
âXiaoshi?â
ââ¦I have something to tell you.â
Xiaoshi bowed his head stoically and glanced at the mages. His gaze seemed to ask if it was alright for them to hear this.
âOh my, I should go check the defensive formation!â
âYes. I was just thinking the same. Mm-hmm.â
The mages bustled about and left the room. They didnât know Xiaoshi was a slave and simply regarded him as Ianâs right-hand man. Beric constantly singing about wanting to clash with him also had an influence.
âWhat is it?â
Ian turned to Xiaoshi with crossed arms. He was so taciturn that it was impossible to guess what he would say.
âLast night, I think I saw His Highness Arsen at His Highness Galeâs residence.â
â¦It was an astounding statement beyond doubt. Ian uncrossed his arms and frowned. Why was Arsen at Galeâs residence? No, more than that, how in the world?
âExplain in detail.â
âIn the darkness of the corridor, I saw distinctly shining blue eyes. I passed by thinking the child was the targetâs son, but seeing him earlier, itâs clear it was His Highness Arsen, not him.â
ââ¦His Highness Jin and His Highness Arsen have identical appearances. How can you be certain it was His Highness Arsen?â
âBy instinct-â
Xiaoshi hesitated. It was a brief passing moment, but it was etched in his mind and couldnât be forgotten. Cold and murderous, feeling like it didnât belong to a living being. Or the eerie sensation of a superior predator. Words that couldnât be defined were tangled up and didnât come out properly.
Would Ian understand this?
He continued speaking.
â-I could tell.â
ââ¦â¦â
Tap tap, Ian rhythmically tapped the leather of the chair with his fingertips. His eyes staring into the void as if contemplating something. The green hue was particularly deep.
ââ¦Please believe me.â
âYes. I believe you.â
Xiaoshi flinched at the answer that came out too easily. Ian looking up at him like that. Smiling as if asking why he was so flustered.
âAlthough His Highness Jin and His Highness Arsen look like mirrors, everyone in the palace could easily distinguish them due to their different dispositions. If you felt it was His Highness Arsen, then it was probably him.â
More precisely, they regarded the one who smiled brightly and was lively as Arsen, and the one who was calm and quiet as Jin.
âWhat Iâm curious about is how and in what way His Highness Arsen was at His Highness Galeâs residence that night.â
While saying that, Ian glanced at the magic stone powder map. Since the Imperial Palace was so vast, it couldnât be said that Galeâs residence and Arsenâs residence were completely separate.
But no matter how you think about it, isnât it beyond common sense for a child to enter Galeâs residence without a means of transportation, and on that particular night of all nights?
âSince you were greeted and the guards were dismissed, yes. Even if we somehow accept that he managed to enter. There are more than a couple of parts that donât make sense.â
At Ianâs murmur, Xiaoshi lowered his eyes. If he had known this would happen, he should have grabbed the child back then. Seize him, confirm for certain if it was Arsen, and provide more useful information to his master.
âXiaoshi.â
He raised his gaze at Ianâs call.
âFor the time being, take good care of the twin princes, and especially keep an eye on His Highness Arsen. Many things are suspicious in various ways.â
âI will keep that in mind.â
The prophecy is also like that.
The one born later will harm the one born first.
The one closest to the throne will die, and the Imperial familyâs bloodline will be cut off.
âThe latter is somewhat understandable.â
From Ianâs perspective, Jin, who was currently confirmed as the next emperor, was the one closest to the throne. Thus, it was only natural that if Jin died, the Imperial familyâs bloodline would be cut off.
âWhat aboutâ¦His Highness Arsen?â
âSaying itâs uncomfortable with people coming and going, he went inside.â
Ian stood up from his seat and took the lead. Along with the thought that from now on, Jin and Arsen needed to be separated a little.
âInside where?â
***
âPlease tell me right away if it hurts.â
ââ¦Itâs fine.â
The doctor knelt down and examined Jinâs wound. Wiping away the splotchy blood revealed the depth of the wound to be even greater. Fortunately, it missed his eyes and mouth, but it seemed impossible to erase the scar. The doctor let out an unintentional sigh and disinfected the gaping area.
ââ¦What about Mother?â
âLady Dilaina is resting. She merely fainted from shock. Iâm more concerned about Your Highnessâs injury.â
Jin closed his eyes in silence. Did these people know he had been abandoned by his mother and siblings? There are no secrets in the Imperial Palace, so once the situation settles down, everyone will surely find out.
âThen, how should I live?â
It was still vivid. The last warmth of his mother letting go of his hand. Now that the relationship was broken, even if it recovered, it couldnât return to how it was before. Just like the scar on his face, that mark would remain on their relationship as well.
âSince the wound is diagonal, the bandage will be a bit uncomfortable. But please endure it for the time being. If it festers, it will hurt more and youâll suffer.â
The doctor finished the treatment with a clean cloth and stood up. Next, those who could cast healing magic approached and bathed him in a warm energy.
Zing. Zing.
âIt will alleviate the pain. Since Your Highness is still young and in poor physical condition, we will monitor the situation and infuse mana.â
âMagic is your domain, so do as you see fit.â
The mages beamed at Jinâs kind words. Ah. Outside, the grown princes were causing a commotion, but this young highness was behaving so maturely without crying that he was in pain.
âPlease wait a moment. I will bring you a change of clothes.â
âWhat about Sir Ian?â
âHis Excellency seems to be attending to some work at the moment. Should I call him?â
âNo need. I was just curious.â
âIâll be right back.â
The mage bowed his head, realizing Jinâs clothes were in tatters. Jin, sitting on the edge of the bed, closed his eyes and slowly swung his legs.
âWhen I meet Sir Ian, I should first say thank you. For helping me and allowing me to live like this. For embracing me without hesitation, I was truly grateful. And for saving even Mother-â
Creak.
He was a prince, but before that, he was a child. Ever since he opened his eyes, things he couldnât handle kept happening one after another. Lost in his jumbled thoughts, Jin didnât sense the presence approaching.
Tap.
Footsteps drawing near. Jin turned his head with his eyes closed. Had the mage returned?
âJin.â
At the familiar voice, Jinâs eyes snapped open. Arsen had approached right in front of him before he knew it and was peering at his face. Jin held his breath and froze.
âJin. Howâs your wound? Are you okay?â
ââ¦Arsen.â
âHis Highness Mariv really went too far.â
Arsenâs eyes reddened as he touched his younger brotherâs wound. When Jin grimaced from the sting, Arsen rather made a fuss as if he was more surprised.
âIâm sorry. Does it hurt a lot?â
ââ¦â¦â
Jin avoided his gaze and didnât answer. Even normally, it was difficult to face him, but it was incomparable to now. He had no idea what expression to make when facing Arsen.
âJin. Are you very angry about earlier?â
ââ¦â¦â
âThatâs why I told you beforehand. That your role would be important. You know how complicated the situation in the palace is right now, donât you? We just encountered the crisis too quickly, thatâs all.â
Arsen hugged Jin and gently whispered. Jin, who had been staring into the void, murmured.
âYouâ¦wish for me to die.â
Arsenâs hand that had been patting his back stopped.
âBefore you die because of the prophecy, you wish for me to die first.â
Arsenâs lips, which had been looking at Jin indifferently, curved. And soon, as if unable to hold back, he burst into laughter and cackled.
âJin! What are you saying? If someone heard, theyâd think Iâm the one who made the prophecy. Iâm the one living in fear of death? From the moment I was born, Iâve been living with that fate because of your existence.â
âThatâs a lie. You-â
âMotherâs choice is Motherâs will. Donât take out your anger on me.â
At Arsenâs words, Jinâs eyes widened. Are you saying itâs my fault Mother abandoned you? You were abandoned simply for being you, so I donât understand why youâre raising your voice at me.
Without realizing it, Jin felt tears welling up.
âLuckily, Sir Ian appeared and those armored men showed up. Because of you, Mother and I almost died.â
Each and every word from Arsen made Jinâs blood boil like poison. Jin didnât realize it was anger.
âFrom now on, I hope youâll be careful with your actions. Okay? I canât help it if you hate me, but you canât abandon Mother too.â
Jin bit his lip. He wanted to refute somehow, but it felt like Arsenâs dagger that had been pressing down on him his whole life was blocking his throat.
At that moment, a shadow entered the doorway. Arsen, facing Jin, just giggled and nuzzled his cheek against his younger brotherâs shoulder.
Swish.
It was Ian. Ian leaning against the doorframe with his arms crossed, looking at them. Jinâs heart leaped wildly.
âJin, promise me. Weâre family, arenât we?â
ââ¦â¦â
Ianâs previous comforting words to wipe away tears because he was precious erased Arsenâs whisper. The statement that his breath was more valuable than their screams was so shocking that he could easily recall Ianâs voice again.
âI, I-â
Ian stroked his own lips with his hand.
Donât cry, smile.
The tears of the precious are heavy and will fill heaven and earth.
âI-â
Ian nodded his head.
Acknowledge your own worth, so believe and follow yourself. If you follow yourself, in the end, only you will remain.
âI refuse.â
ââ¦What?â
Arsen stopped nuzzling and lifted his head. Jin glared at Arsen with tearful eyes. It seemed like they would overflow, but they never fell.
âI donât want to die. Arsen, please donât tell me to take responsibility for your fate anymore.â