Leaving the Healer’s
No Limb Can Bear
âIâm afraid there is nothing you can do for him,â said the healer, âIf he gets better heâll get better, if not⦠Well, itâs out of my hands. Thereâs no point hanging around for him. I suggest you head on home. Give me your address and Iâll make sure you receive news if anything happens.â
Matthew winced as yet another cough shook the room next to them, âIâd feel awful leaving him, but I donât know if we have much choice. We canât afford to stay here much longer. What do you think Stillow?â
âI disagree.â
âYou have more money than youâve let on.â
âLess than youâd think my boy, less than youâd think,â Stillow said, tapping his nose, âNo. We should leave from here. In that I am in agreement. But we should not head home. How do you think Adal succumbed to this illness in the first place? Too much time spent indoors, and not enough time spent moving about. I suggest we leave this place and never look back. Let us become fishermen by the sea, or cutthroats in some far away land. What is the point of being free if you do not exercise your freedom?â
âIf I may?â asked the healer. Her face grew stern and she put her hands on her hips. âYou would abandon your friend?â
âItâs what he would want. The man likes nothing better than an unbound book.â
The healerâs face had now become truly frightening. Matthew was glad her attention was fixed on Stillow and not him.
âWhatâs stopping me from slapping you to the ground, old man? What if I feel like exercising my freedom against such a faithless friend?â
Stillow seemed quite unaware of his precarious position. He clapped the healer on the shoulder, âAnd so you should! What better way to convince those who have wronged you that their words terrify you? Yes, strike me down and prove to me what your words cannot!â
At a loss for what to do about the philosopher the healer turned her glare on Matthew.
âWe would never abandon Adal!â he rushed, cowering back. âIgnore him, it is just his way of speaking.â
The healerâs expression did not change.
âUm⦠I suggest a compromise. Stillow and I will return home, but we shall do so at our leisure. Make a vacation of it. Head south, Iâve always wanted to visit Moldeth. Stillow is right, weâve spent far too much time bent over books in the archive,â the healerâs gaze continued to bore into him, âAnd⦠um⦠weâll leave the horse and cart here. That way Adal can catch up to us if he gets better. When he gets better.â
This seemed to satisfy the healer, though her fee was somewhat steeper than what Matthew remembered. He and Stillow left shortly after settling with her. They travelled light, taking with them only a dayâs food and water and the remainder of their coins. Stillow remembered an inn along the road that he had stayed at many decades ago which they hoped to reach before nightfall.
They had been walking for less than an hour when it began to rain. They spent the next hour hiding under a large oak tree. The rain didnât let up. If anything, it rained harder. As water dripped through the leaves and onto their heads, the two gave up on staying dry and decided to press on.
They had just come alongside a river when Stillow burst out, âThis is a punishment! I know it!â
He had to shout to be heard over the rain. Matthew shouted back at him, âWhat are you talking about?â
âThe healer took everything I own! I admit it,â he held up an empty coin purse, âevery last weight is gone!â
âHow many weight did you have?â
âNone! Thatâs what makes her crime so horrendous. Oh, miserable me.â
âSo when we pooled our money to pay the healerâ¦â
âI lied! I cheated! I stole from your purse and gave her nothing of my own! That is why I am tormented by the rain!â Adal threw his hands up in despair, âYou, with your weight, cannot understand the pain which caused me to stoop so low. Even a hundred weight is enough to afford friends. Ten coins and at least you may find a place to stay for the night. A man with a single weight has no friends. If he loses that coin he loses everything. Now I ask you to imagine, if you dare, the infinitely more profound tragedy of the man who has nothing to lose! He may not even rail against cruel Fate which has robbed the other men. Where none have gone, none may follow. Only that which exists may draw others to itself. Much as your existence has drawn to us this companion.â
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It was then Matthew noticed the third man. He could only make out his silhouette in the rain, but that dark outline set Matthewâs heart racing. The man towered over both Matthew and Stillow. All his limbs were at least twice as large as an ordinary manâs. Despite his size he stalked alongside them as graceful as a huntsman. Matthew couldnât even hear him in the rain. Fears began to whisper in Matthewâs ear. Was he a highwayman? A murderer? Look, there, beneath his cloak, was that a sword?
âAnd yet, Fate torments me stillââ
âStillow shut up,â Matthew clutched the hilt of his dagger. He stopped and turned on the stranger. Stillow continued on walking. âWho are you?â
The manâs voice was a low rasp, âBroken Sword.â
âThatâs a funny name, what are you, a mercenary?â
Broken Sword snorted, âLucky guess, but I donât take kindly to you mocking my name. I earned it. An earned nameâs always better. Whatâs yours?â
âMineâs Matthew. A name I earned at my birth. Thatâs enough for any man.â
The mercenary chuckled, âHeh. I would have agreed with you, once upon a time. If Iâd made the right choices I might still. Or maybe I wouldnât. A century is a long time for mistakes.â
Broken Sword started to walk again. A moment ago Matthew would have been relieved to have him walk by, but now he ran to keep him. Heâd never met one of the ageless before. Adal claimed he had, and the archives contained a few records, but it was all hearsay. Some said they never stopped growing. Other said they never started, but were born fully formed in mind and body. Adal claimed they were less intelligent than the common man, yet had written they were far wiser.
âYouâve lived a century?â Matthew gasped as he fell in beside the mercenary. Broken Sword walked exceptionally fast, even for his size.
âYears and seasons blur together. I may be far older, or far younger. Keeping track of time is a game for the young.â
âTime is more than a game,â said Stillow as they caught up to him. The philosopherâs short legs forced him to skip to keep up with the other two, âit is a metric by which we may measure morality. Should a woman of twenty years steal, she is a criminal. Should a maiden child of four, she is not. A forty-year-old may well understand the physical laws, but cannot be castigated for inherent cruelty. One of seventy years knows how much pain their lies have caused and may finally be punished.â
âThe law is the same at any age, old man,â said Broken Sword. âWhen I was young I threatened one who should not have been threatened. Forty-seven people died for my youthful ignorance. There is no justice.â
âJustice? Ah. It would take an older man than myself to understand justice. Older, even, than you who call me old.â
âThis world doesnât need justice. It needs smarter men. I learned my lesson the day I threatened that chieftain.â
Matthew nodded, more to himself than Broken Sword, as he doubted the mercenary could see him in the downpour. It was important to know when to stand aside.
âI learned I needed to devote myself to becoming stronger and faster than any who would stand against me. Only then may I follow through on my threats.â
Matthew stopped nodding. Stillow cackled.
âWhat a man does by nature always becomes his virtue.â
Matthew ignored him. Broken Swordâs words had reminded him that the mercenary was more than an ageless. He was a dangerous and unknown quantity.
âYou said youâre a mercenary, who do you serve?â
âIâm a commander.â
âA commander without an army?â
âWeâre headed in the right direction.â
âWhy arenât you already with them?â
âI donât yet lead them.â
âYou seek to become the High Commander of The Chosen.â
Broken Sword grunted, âAnother good guess. What do you know of The Chosen?â
âI studied them with my master. They are a source of historical interest and philosophical debate. They were involved in nearly a quarter of the pivotal battles of the last two centuries and are responsible for wiping out the Black Dread. Philosophers are most interested in their command structure, for they might be the only working kratocracy ever. All positions are won in the arena or on the battlefield. If you defeat a higher up, you inherit their position.â
âImpressive. I did not realize scholars could learn so much of the world from their books. You two have a destination in mind? You could stay for the show.â
Stillow scoffed, âViolence is no more a show than is tearing apart mattresses. It is horrific to behold, things spill out everywhere, and people die senselessly.â
âThis is Stillow,â Matthew apologized, âHeâs as likely to spew insight as madness.â
âOften both are considered the same by those who are afraid to have their understandings shattered,â replied Broken Sword.
âI think youâll find with Stillow it is primarily madness.â
âNonsense! Did I not tell you of my exploits? I have taught tsars, educated empresses, prophesized with penguins, spoken soliloquies to sordid serpents sullenly surrounding several softââ
Stillow spluttered to a halt, âSticks? Stones, swords, no⦠swords arenât soft. Sharp! Several sharp swords!â
He took a deep breath, âOrdered around orchestras, metabolized maple syrupâ¦â
Matthew was thankful when the rain increased yet again, drowning out Stillowâs words.