chapter 39

In one side where Yash and Baishali were completely lost in their love while on the other side Akshay who was carrying Shree in his arms took her towards the hotel and then towards the room....All the way towards the hotel Shree looked  completely exhausted she quietly closed her eyes in Akshay's arms not speaking a word....But as soon as they barged into their rooms and Akshay gently lied her in the bed....She opened her eyes in a minute and started to stare Akshay's face very deeply...When Akshay suddenly noticed this he came near her and said in a husky voice Akshay- Shree, Are you fine now? How are you feeling?Shree did not replied anything she kept on looking towards his face with a small smile which formed on her lips....Akshay- What happend what are you looking at?Shree- Your eyes....Akshay felt strange as well as awkward listening to this...Akshay- Whaaattt??? What's there in my eyes?  Is something stuck here (trying to remove something from eyes portion)Shree (nodding her head negatively)- No.... nothing...Akshay- Then??Shree- Actually I was observing your chestnut brown eyelids....I feel like they want to say something to me...Maybe Shree was drunk...but today she was speaking her heart out which was somehow giving Akshay a weird sensation run throughout his body....Akshay (not matching eye contact and hesitantly replying)- No...there's nothing in my eyes why do you feel so?Shree- Because I can feel this eyes....and eyes never lies maybe that person can....Akshay- Why are you being so bold today... I have never seen that side of yours...Shree- Try to know me nicely...you'll get to know each and everything about me in detail because I'm a open book especially to you...Akshay (clearing his throat)- I think you should sleep now...your not in your proper senses now...your little drunk today!!By saying that Akshay was about to go away towards the couch when suddenly Shree holded his wrist and pulled him towards her and with a stubborn voice she says Shree- No I'm not drunk...I'm fine and I want my answers today...As she pulled Akshay too hard that's why he wasn't able to balance himself properly and he fell on top of her...Both of them again drowned adoring each other's face and their heartbeat started to rise again like a speed of bullet train....the room filled like a hot oven because it was filled with the intense moment between the two...the whole room became silent only the sounds of their inner self their heartbeats were being heard and both of them clearly heard each other's hearts....Akshay and Shree's faces were an inch away from each other their warm breaths were falling on each other's face...they felt like they are in the clouds of warmness...Akshay who was so lost in Shree's eyes suddenly shifted his gaze towards her soft petal liked pink lips which was a medium to attract him towards them and for this attraction only he had kissed her previously...now also he was getting so attracted by those lips that he was about to touch them slightly when suddenly he realised something and stood up in a jerk and said himself...Akshay (No Akshay you can't do that...you should remember your dignity your respect and also Shree's self respect....today she isn't in right spot that doesn't mean I'll take advantage of her....this might lead us to bigger misunderstanding and we might both feel guilty afterwards...)Shree had already closed her eyes that moment  but when she felt no responses from other side she quickly opened her eyes to see Akshay standing in the balcony so she somehow managed to drag herself to stand properly in this intoxicated state and then taking baby steps she slowly went towards the balcony and choose to stand behind him and observe his back portion Suddenly Akshay turned towards her and they again collided and out of this as Shree was already not in a state to stand properly she lost her balance and was about to fall hard when two strong muscular arms holded her strong by her waist...As Shree felt she was about to hit the ground so she closed her eyes due to scaredness and when she felt two strong hands holding her she opened her eyes to see the man whom she wants in her embrance forever...Akshay (in a scolding tone)- Are you a little kid? Can't you take care of yourself? Always falling here and there...Thank god I was here to hold you tight otherwise your head would hit the ground hardly....I won't be always with you ..you'll have to tare care of yourself!! Shree's eyes gets teary hearing this...it's not that she is crying because Akshay scolded her it's because he told her that he won't be with her always...Her heart starts getting heavy like someone trapped it with a big stone...Her voice starts craking due to the tears and the heaviness she is feeling now while still controlling her tears she says Shree- Nobody loves me...everyone scolds me first maa papa, then chachi and now you....With that she starts crying loudly like a small child it was because of the drunk state she was in now...Akshay got panicked hearing her sobs thinking maybe someone could hear her and then it will be a bad impression for him that he is torturing his wife so to calm her down he gently places his finger on her soft lips and saysAkshay- Ssshhh.... don't cry I'm sorry I won't scold you anymore...actually it's my fault I should have remembered that you aren't in your right mind now....Shree doesn't listen to him and removes his finger from her lips and says to herself again Shree- Nobody loves me everyone leaves me alone first my family and now you....why am I always left alone? She again starts sobbing but this time little silently....Unable to see tears in her eyes again Akshay tightly hugs her and saysAkshay- There isn't anybody who won't love you your a special one and everyone loves you...you just have to see it clearly and about leaving you then i already told you previously that I'm always with you no matter what...I'll not leave this cute puffy hands ever...I promiseGetting no response from her side he decides to have a look and sees she's already sleeping soundly so he again gently carries her and places her on one side of the bed while covering her with a duvet and then proceedings towards washroom to have a warm shower...After he is done he changes into his tracks again and then lies beside Shree, gives a adore look towards her sleeping face and then holds hers soft hands and says in his mind Akshay (I don't know who loves you and who don't but I'm always there to love you the way you deserve....I guess my heart cleared my confusion about this weird feelings i was having for you....your indeed a special one to me....Akshay's special Shree)So finally Akshay has understood his love for Shree but will Shree also understand that...Will Akshree (Akshay+Shree) be together forever??