Chapter 15: A Fragile Balance
The days after Y/Nâs conversation with Rosé and Duru passed in a haze of rehearsals, late nights, and carefully maintained composure. On the surface, she was the same driven, unflappable performer everyone admired. But inside, the cracks were still there, just hidden well enough to keep everyone from noticing.
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A Subtle Shift
At the studio, Y/N was the first to arrive and the last to leave, throwing herself into every routine and lyric with an intensity that left even the instructors impressed.
Instructor: nodding approvingly "Y/N, great work today. Youâre really setting the standard."
Y/N: forcing a smile "Thank you."
But her drive didnât go unnoticed by Rosé, who watched from across the room with a worried frown.
Rosé: whispering to Duru "Sheâs pushing herself too hard again."
Duru: "I know. Sheâs trying to distract herself."
Rosé: "Itâs not going to work forever."
Duru: "No, but we canât force her to talk about it either. Sheâll come around when sheâs ready."
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Kenanâs Perspective
Meanwhile, Kenan couldnât ignore the growing distance between him and Y/N. She was polite, even friendly, during group hangouts, but the connection theyâd started to build felt frayed, like a thread stretched too thin.
BarıÅ: casually "Youâve been quiet lately."
Kenan: glancing up "Just tired. Trainingâs been intense."
BarıÅ: smirking "Training or something else?"
Kenan: sighing "Itâs Y/N."
BarıÅ: "Ah, the infamous Y/N. Whatâs going on now?"
Kenan: "Nothing. Thatâs the problem. Sheâs keeping me at armâs length, and I donât know why."
BarıÅ: "Maybe sheâs just scared. Sheâs got a lot going on."
Kenan: "I know. I just wish sheâd let me be there for her."
BarıÅ: clapping him on the shoulder "Give her time. Sheâll figure it out. And if she doesnât, well, at least you tried."
Kenan nodded, but the ache of uncertainty lingered.
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A Group Dinner
A week later, the group gathered for dinner at a bustling restaurant. The laughter and conversation flowed easily, but Y/N felt the weight of Kenanâs gaze from across the table. She avoided his eyes, focusing instead on Rosé and Duruâs playful bickering.
Rosé: "Iâm telling you, mint chocolate is disgusting. Itâs like eating toothpaste."
Duru: gasping dramatically "Take that back! Mint chocolate is elite!"
BarıÅ: jumping in "Iâm with Rosé on this one. Mint chocolate is a scam."
Kenan: raising an eyebrow "You guys argue about the strangest things."
Y/N: quietly "Itâs a good distraction."
Kenanâs eyes flicked to her, but she didnât look up. The comment felt like a subtle admission, but he didnât press further.
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A Moment Alone
After dinner, the group walked along the quiet streets, the warm glow of streetlights casting long shadows. Y/N lingered at the back of the group, her thoughts swirling. Kenan slowed his pace to match hers.
Kenan: softly "You okay?"
Y/N: nodding "Yeah. Just tired."
Kenan: "Youâve been saying that a lot lately."
Y/N: glancing at him "Because itâs true."
Kenan: "Y/N, you donât have to do everything alone, you know."
She stopped walking, her expression unreadable.
Y/N: "Kenan, I appreciate that you care, but... Iâm fine. Really."
Kenan: searching her face "Are you?"
Y/N hesitated for a moment before forcing a small smile.
Y/N: "Yes. I am."
Before he could respond, Duru called out from ahead.
Duru: "Hey, slowpokes! Weâre going to miss the last train!"
Y/N took the opportunity to walk ahead, leaving Kenan standing alone for a moment.
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Rosé and Duruâs Observations
Back at the apartment, Y/N headed straight to her room, claiming she needed to rest. Rosé and Duru exchanged a look as they sat in the living room.
Rosé: "Sheâs pulling away again."
Duru: "I know. Sheâs scared."
Rosé: "She doesnât realize how much Kenan actually cares about her."
Duru: "Or maybe she does, and thatâs what scares her the most."
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Kenanâs Resolve
That night, Kenan sat in his room, replaying the evening in his mind. He didnât want to push Y/N, but he also couldnât ignore the growing distance between them. For now, he decided to give her spaceâbut he wasnât ready to give up on her just yet.
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Ending Note
The tension between Y/N and Kenan remained unresolved, each of them holding back for their own reasons. Y/N buried herself in her work, while Kenan wrestled with his feelings, unsure of how to break through the walls sheâd built around herself. The thread that connected them was fragile, but it hadnât snapped yet.
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