Chapter 14 - The mirror flame
Silverthread
Eirian sat cross-legged on her bed, the Mugu bell resting in her lap. The house was quietâSera and Orlen had gone to sleep hours ago. Moonlight filtered in through the window, painting the floorboards silver.
She closed her eyes, steadying her breath as her mana threads stirred. Since the ritual at the lake, a question had burned in her chest like a coal that wouldnât cool: âWho was that man? Why did he know me?â
And every time she tried to reach her mother again, she felt the memory of that severed thread, the echo of fury in his voice.
She had tried to leave behind that encounter, but it was difficult not to think about it; even when Eirian thought about the fairies, something deep inside her was telling her that everything was connected.
âI need answers.â She thought.
Eirian let her mana drift inward. The threads bent, curling toward the place she had come to know as her soulspaceâa world inside and behind her, stitched from memory and will.
At first, it was dark as always. But tonight, something moved within it.
A flickering flame.
âAskariel,â she whispered.
The flame twistedâand for the briefest moment, it mirrored her own form, like a shadow stretched too thin. Two hands, wrong at the joints. A faceâalmost hersâthen melting away.
âLittle thread-walker,â Askarielâs voice rolled out like a purr dragged across broken glass. âYouâve been calling for me.â
âYouâre changing,â she said, her chest tight, every day that pass in this world, Askariel recovered more information about who he truly was, sometimes, Eirian dreamt with that life, and with that knowledge, she started to be more wary and terrified of him, Askariel wasnât a simple demon, he was extremely powerful in his world.
âI am remembering,â he replied. âMemories return piece by piece. The time when I had a body⦠when my will shaped more than whispers.â
His tone unsettled her. There was hunger in it, and something sharperâplans he hadnât shared.
âYouâre planning something,â she accused softly.
The flame pulsed, and she swore it smirked. âI am dreaming, girl. Isnât that what you do when you close your eyes?â
Eirianâs fingers dug into her knees. âWhat are you hiding from me?â
Instead of answering, Askarielâs flame swelled, heat licking at the edges of her soulspace.
âI want to know who that priest was,â she demanded. âWhy did he attack me? What did he mean by trespassing?â He had made a pact with her, in which he needed to help her.
The flame stilled.
âThose who walk between souls, and even between worlds,â Askariel said slowly, âdraw the gaze of hunters. You are not the first, you will not be the last, but the othersâ¦â
His voice dropped to a low hum.
ââ¦the others are part of an organization; if they refuse to be in it, they die.â
A chill ran down her spine.
âYou could have warned me.â
âI am warning you now,â he said.
Her jaw clenched. âNoâyou knew. You let me walk blind into danger. Youâve been manipulating me from the start.â
Laughter crackled through the flame, harsh and amused.
âAnd you, girl, hold threads mortals should never touch. Do you think yourself innocent? We are both thieves of what is forbidden.â
The threads around her quivered. Her anger surgedâand with it, something inside her cracked open.
The flame bent toward her; she reached out without meaning to, her fingers brushing its edge.
There was a sharp pullâlike breath sucked from her chestâand a second flame bloomed in her hands.
It hovered above her palms, soft yet impossibly bright, a floating lantern of blue-white fire. The threads around her shone in its light, and faint glimmers moved in the corners of the soulspaceâspirits, watching.
Eirian gasped. âWhat is this?â
Askarielâs own flame stretched taller, shivering with something like delight.
âYou copy a piece of me,â he said, voice low, dangerous. âAnd shaped it into something new, a lantern to light the paths others fear to walk.â
The second flame spun gently, casting pale reflections on her fingers.
Her chest heaved. âI⦠didnât mean to.â
âMeaning has never mattered,â Askariel murmured. âBut relax, Iâm not mad, girl; the only thing you did was to copy something. If you had taken it from meâ¦â The last part sent chills to Eirian; he didnât threaten her, but it wasnât necessaryâshe understood.
She could feel itâthe spell listening, ready to obey. Its presence was warm but not burning, steady as a heartbeat.
And when she looked up, Askariel was smiling in that distorted way againâlike this was what he had wanted all along.
***
The Soul Lantern floated above Eirianâs hand, its pale-blue light breathing in and out like a second heartbeat. She had summoned it three nights in a row now, just to see if she could. Each time, it came more easily, responding to her will as if it had been waiting for her all along.
Tonight, the moon hid behind clouds, and the wind hummed through the eaves of the house. The rest of the family was asleep. Eirian sat at the window, her chin resting on her knees, watching as the lanternâs glow stretched faint ribbons of silver into the night air.
And that was when she saw them again.
Little lightsâsmaller than candle flamesâflickered at the edge of her vision. They hovered near the herb beds, darting like fireflies. Each time she turned her head to look directly, they scattered, melting into the shadows.
âFairies,â she whispered.
The Soul Lantern pulsed softly in her hand, as if affirming her thought.
She had seen them once before, in the glade. Back then, they had approached her freely, dancing around her like sparks of joy. But now, every time she took a step toward them, they fled.
Eirian slipped quietly outside. The grass was damp beneath her feet.
âPleaseâ¦â she said softly, holding out her hand. âIâm not going to hurt you.â
The fairies lingered at a distance, their tiny lights swaying like petals in a breeze. But the moment she stepped closer, they vanished again, scattering like spilled beads into the night.
It became a pattern.
Every night, she tried.
She set out small dishes of honey, pieces of fruit, and even sweet bread Sera had baked that morning. The food went untouched.
Another night, she left toysâa tiny wooden bird, a doll she had stitched herself, and Tomasâ sistersâ favorite marble. Again, nothing.
âWhy wonât you come closer?â She murmured to the empty air.
From the porch, a small voice answered, âWho are you talking to?â
Eirian turned sharply. Tomasâ sistersâMira and Lumaâstood in their nightclothes, hair mussed from sleep.
âNo one,â Eirian said too quickly.
Mira tilted her head. âYouâre talking to the lights, arenât you?â
Eirian froze. ââ¦You see them?â
Both girls nodded.
âTheyâre pretty,â Luma said. âThey play near the garden sometimes. But whenever we try to catch them, they go away.â
Eirian stared at the twins; Sera and Orlen couldnât see them, and not even Tomas had mentioned them.
âYou⦠donât see the threads?â Eirian asked carefully.
âThe what?â Ria asked, brow furrowing.
So they could see the fairiesâbut not the threads.
Askarielâs voice coiled from the shadows of her mind, amused. âCurious, isnât it? Youâve marked them.â
âMarked them?â
âThe sigil you drew in the forest,â he explained, his tone like smoke curling in her ears. âIt marked you when the fairies first came to you. And when these little ones saw you with it, it marked them as well. Fairies remember signs older than your kind.â
Eirian looked at the girls, her heart skipping.
âTheyâre like me,â she whispered.
âThatâs impossible,â Askariel replied. âBut there is something old in their blood that must taste delicious, even if itâs faded, as if after many generations it had been almost erased, but the mark stirs it awake.â
Eirianâs fingers curled.
She went back inside and rummaged through her satchel until she found a scrap of bark. On it, she carved the same sigil she had drawn that day in the gladeâthe one that had called the fairies to her in the first place.
She pressed it into the earth, right where the fairiesâ lights had been dancing.
The Soul Lantern hovered, threads vibrating faintly around her.
But nothing happened, no wind or shimmer of lights.
The fairies did not come.
Eirian stared at the sigil, frustration building like pressure behind her eyes.
âThey donât answer,â she muttered.
âTheyâve grown cautious,â Askariel said. âEven the smallest spirits know when they are being hunted. You are no longer simply a child playing with threads. Youâve become a lantern in the dark. And light always draws eyesâwanted and unwanted.â
Eirian tightened her grip on the lantern.
Mira tugged at her sleeve. âWhy donât they like us anymore?â
âThey do,â Eirian said softly. âTheyâre just afraid.â
She didnât add what Askariel had saidâbecause it made too much sense.
The fairies know.
That night, she lay awake staring at the ceiling, the Soul Lantern hovering dimly beside her.
The sigil was supposed to mean welcome. She remembered tracing it with her motherâs hand, years ago in another life.
But here, it was powerless.
And the fairies, the ones who had once given her a flower that showed her the worldâs secrets, would not come.
âWhy?â
She reached out with her threads, brushing the lanternâs glow across the rafters. Nothing answered.
Askariel laughed quietly in the recesses of her soul.
âLittle thread-walker,â he said, ânot every door opens twice.â
***
Eirian couldnât sleep; the sigil had failed, the fairies had fled, and Askarielâs voice still coiled through her head like smoke.
Not every door opens twice.
She sat cross-legged on the floor of her room, the Mugu bell in her lap and her owl mask beside her. The Soul Lantern hovered dimly above her hand, casting ripples of blue across the walls.
There had to be another way.
Her thoughts kept circling back to the owl danceâthe ritual that had bridged worlds. That had let her see her mother one last time.
But that ritual had come at a cost. The white-robed man. The severed thread. The hate in his eyes.
If she tried the same thing again, she knew what would happen.
âThen I wonât.â
Her fingers curled around the Mugu.
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She could still dance, still call, but she wouldnât reach; instead, she would build something new.
***
She left the house just before dawn, mask tied to her belt and Mugu hanging from her wrist. The morning air was cool and heavy with dew. Mist clung to the grass as she made her way to the edge of the forest.
Here, in the clearing where the moonlight often pooled, she knelt and began to draw.
With the edge of a stick, she carved the sigil into the soilâbroad strokes, careful curves. The mark was simple, but every line carried weight.
âThis isnât the same; Iâm not trying to reach another world,â she whispered to herself. âWhat I want is to create a door for the fairies.â
The Mugu bell chimed softly as she shifted, placing flowers and feathers along the edges of the sigil. She added fox feathers, ash bark, and even a thread from the foxtail charm she had tied to the mask weeks ago.
When the circle was ready, she stood and tied the mask over her face.
Her breath slowed. Her threads stirred.
She rang the Mugu.
Once. Twice. Three times.
The sound rolled outward like ripples across water.
Then she began to dance.
The movements came naturally now. Arms raised, lowered, sweeping in arcs that carved invisible shapes through the air. Her feet traced patterns in the soil, pressing rhythm into the earth.
The mask settled like a second face, and with every turn, the Mugu gave its low, echoing chime.
Light shifted.
The Soul Lantern appeared beside her without her even summoning it, hovering just above the circleâs edge. Its glow deepened, pulling faint threads out of the air.
The fairies came.
At first, only one. Then three. Then dozens.
Tiny glimmers floated between the trees, chiming like bells. They circled her in widening spirals, their light weaving patterns with her movements.
Eirianâs heart racedâbut this time, she didnât stop.
The forest changed.
Threads shimmered, more than she had ever seen at once. Silver, green, and red, twisting through branches and roots. The moss at her feet glowed faintly, as if starlight had pooled within it.
Rocks nearby shifted hueâone paling to a luminous white, another deepening into a vivid, cold blue.
The air felt alive.
***
POV Sera:
Sera had woken early to check the herb beds. She wasnât expecting to find the glade alive with light.
She froze at the tree line, her breath catching.
The girl in the circle wasnât just Eirian anymore.
The mask covered her face, and her cloak flowed with the turn of her steps. Fairies danced around her in playful arcs, their tiny voices chiming like wind through crystal.
The Soul Lantern hovered above, casting long ribbons of blue-white glow that caught the threads only Eirian could see.
The clearing itself seemed to breathe.
Flowers swayed though there was no wind. Rocks shimmered, their colors shifting faintly as though remembering what they once had been.
Sera couldnât move, but she was sure that Eirian had disobeyed their warnings about not trying to dance in a ritual by herself; she would need to put some sense in that girl.
***
POV Eirian:
Eirian turned once more, the final steps of the dance flowing like water, the fairies answered in kind, swirling faster, leaving streaks of light behind them, and her Mugu rang a final time, its chime harmonizing with the tiny bell-voices.
And thenâstillness.
The fairies floated in place, their lights pulsing softly, like hearts beating in unison.
Eirian lowered her arms slowly, breath coming fast. The mask felt warm against her skin, as though it had absorbed every movement she had made.
The rocks at the circleâs edge glowed faintlyâblue and white, they had transformed from simple rocks to something else, something more valuable.
Sera finally stepped forward.
âEirianâ¦â
The girl turned toward her, mask still on. For a moment, Sera swore she wasnât looking at her daughter but at something far older, far wilder.
Then Eirian lifted the mask away, sweat on her brow, eyes bright.
âIt worked,â she said simply, voice trembling with awe.
Sera stared at the stones, her stomach twisting. She knew what they were.
Mana stonesâworth fortunes. And holy stonesâthings only the church should possess.
The fairies hovered nearby, their bell-like sounds soft and almost approving. Eirian looked at them, then back at the mask in her hand. This time, the door had openedâwithout chainsâand she could feel it deep in her chest.
This was only the beginning.
Eirian crouched near the edge of the circle, where the moss still glowed faintly from the ritualâs power.
Two stones rested thereâone deep blue, veins of light flickering faintly beneath its surface like trapped lightning. The other was pale as bone, its glow soft but unyielding, as though it carried the light of the moon itself.
Eirian reached out.
The blue one was cool in her hand, thrumming faintly, a steady rhythm like a heartbeat. The threads around it bent toward her touch, all trembling as if drawn to it.
The white one⦠She hesitated before picking it up. It was warm. Almost alive. As her fingers closed around it, a faint echo pulsed through her, not like mana, but like a presence watching silently from afar.
âWhat are they?â she asked softly.
Sera knelt beside her, staring at the stones as though she couldnât trust her own eyes. She picked up the blue one, turning it in her hand.
âEirian⦠this is a mana stone.â Her voice was hushed.
Eirian tilted her head. âLike⦠in books?â
Sera nodded, her face pale. âThese arenât just rare. Theyâre fought over. Wars have been started for veins of stones like this. Kingdoms crumble when a new mine is found.â
Eirianâs fingers tightened around the white stone. âAnd this one?â
Seraâs expression changed completely. Her lips parted, and for a long moment she didnât speak at all.
Finally, she whispered, âThat⦠is a holy stone.â
Eirian blinked.
Sera looked at her sharply, as if the words might vanish if she didnât say them fast enough.
âNo one is supposed to have these. The Church claims every single one they find. They say only their priests can âsafely wield the Light.ââ
âWhy?â
âBecause theyâre afraid,â Sera said bitterly. âAfraid that someone else might prove theyâre not as holy as they pretend.â
Eirian glanced down at the stone in her hand. Its glow was soft, almost innocentâbut she could feel the weight of power within it.
âIf they find out we have this,â Sera continued, voice trembling, âthey wonât just take it. Theyâll take you. Theyâll tear apart the village looking for whoever made these appear.â
Eirianâs stomach turned.
âYou canât let anyone see these,â Sera said sharply. âWe need to hide them; maybe your dad can think of a plan.â
âWe could sell them if they are valuableâ¦â There was clear confusion in Eirianâs voice.
âWe could do it if we could protect against powerful people like nobles or the church, but we canât, especially now that we live in a small village.â
Sera wasnât behaving like she used to be; it was as if she was afraid of something. Eirian didnât understand that what she had managed to do was something that should be impossible and could put the world upside down.
She looked at the fairies, still lingering at the edges of the clearing. They hovered in silence, lights pulsing faintly, as though they knew exactly what they had helped her create.
***
By the time they returned to the house, Orlen was already awake, his broad frame bent over his workbench, hammer in hand.
He looked up when Sera entered.
âWhat happened?â His tone was sharpâtoo sharp.
Sera set the two stones down on the table between them.
For a moment, Orlen didnât react. Then his face went grim.
âWhere did these come from?â
âShe made them.â Seraâs voice was quiet but steady.
Orlen turned to Eirian. His jaw tightened. âExplain.â
Eirian swallowed. âI⦠I just danced, like before. This time I didnât want to cross the bridge between worlds; I wanted the fairies to come, but the ground changed. And thenâthese were just there.â
Orlen didnât curse, but the way his hand closed around the blue stone made Eirianâs chest tighten.
âIâve seen villages burned for less,â he said flatly. âIf nobles hear of this, theyâll come for the stonesâand for whoever made them appear.â
He picked up the white stone next, turning it over in his thick fingers.
âAnd this one⦠Gods above, this is worse. If the Church learns you have this, Eirian, they wonât just take it. Theyâll take you.â He repeated the exact same words that had come out from Sera.
Eirian flinched at the weight in his tone.
Orlen strode to the far corner of the workshop, crouching to pull up a floorboard. Beneath it was a small compartment lined with waxed cloth and steel nails.
He placed both stones inside, his movements deliberate, almost ritualistic. Then he replaced the board and pressed it flat until it clicked.
When he stood, his expression was set like iron.
âNo one speaks of this,â he said, his gaze fixed on Sera. Then on Eirian. âNot to the merchant. Not to Tomasâ sisters. Not even to the village elder. Understand?â
Eirian nodded slowly.
Sera crossed her arms. âAnd if someone asks?â
âThey wonât,â Orlen said firmly. âBecause theyâll never know.â
He set his hands on the table, leaning forward slightly.
âThis is not a game, Eirian. We need to be careful with these things.â
Eirianâs stomach twisted.
âWhat about all the others?â Eirian asked his dad.
âWhat others?â
âThisâ¦â Eirian grabbed the bag beside her and took all the stones inside.
âFor Godâs sake!â Orlen was having a hard time looking at all the stones. âI thought it was just one of each; this many stones for a danceâ¦â
âLetâs hide it in my garden for the moment; what do you think?â Sera asked Orlen.
âYeah⦠that could work.â
Her parents took all the stones and started hiding every single one of them, burying them under Seraâs garden.
Eirian thought of the Soul Lantern, of the priestâs furious eyes, of the power humming in her veins.
Sheâd wanted answers. Sheâd wanted to understand the threads.
But now, she understood something else: every step she took, every ritual she performed, wasnât just shaping her own path; it was shaping the world around her.
And the world was already watching.
***
Eirian sat cross-legged on her bedroll, the small flame of the Soul Lantern drifting beside her like a patient moon. Its glow painted the walls, flickering just enough to remind her that it wasnât truly fire. It was part of her, drawn out during that strange clash with Askarielâborn from both fear and defiance.
The journal lay open across her knees, halfâfilled pages curling slightly at the edges. Ink stains dotted her fingers; her quill trembled faintly as she wrote.
âThe fairies led me here. The stones answered my dance. Askariel says trust himâbut what if he is the greatest danger of all?â
She paused, staring at the words. Writing them didnât ease the tightness in her chest.
Her fingers hovered above the page, then pressed harder as she scrawled a final line:
âEvery thread I touch feels like a door, and every door demands a price.â
A faint chill swept through the room, a ripple in the air like breath where breath shouldnât be.
âYouâre brooding again,â came the whisper.
Eirian stiffened. The Soul Lantern flickered, elongating its shape. A second flame unfurled just beside itâdarker, unstable, like smoke trying to catch fire.
âAskariel,â she said, voice low.
The demonâs flame pulsed once. âGirl.â
âYou shouldnât be here.â
âYou called me. You always do, even if you donât know it.â
She scowled. âI didnât call you. I was writing.â
âWords are doors too,â Askariel murmured, her voice curling like smoke through her thoughts. âEspecially yours.â
Eirian closed the journal, clutching it to her chest. âWhat do you want?â
He chuckled softly, the sound carrying something ancient and cruel.
âI told you before. Help me find a vessel. Flesh and breath, even a dying one, will do. Do that, and Iâll show you how to wield power even gods fear.â
His words coiled around her like chains she couldnât see.
âYouâre planning something,â she said, meeting the dark shape of the flame. âI can feel it. Every time you talk about power, itâs like youâre waiting for me to say yes.â
âIâm patient,â Askariel said. âI waited centuries. I can wait longer.â
She shivered. âWhat if trusting you is a mistake?â
âTrust?â He laughed softly, the sound like glass breaking under silk. âGirl, you already made the only choice that mattered when you let me in. Now weâre just⦠negotiating the price.â
Eirianâs throat tightened.
âIf the Church finds outâ¦â she whispered.
âThey wonâtâunless you let them.â
The Soul Lantern pulsed, as if reacting to her unease.
Outside, faint laughter tinkled through the airâlike tiny bells caught in the wind. The fairies again.
Eirian turned toward the window. Their lights hovered just beyond the glass, a scattering of sparks moving playfully through the night.
âWhy are they still here?â she murmured.
âBecause theyâre watching,â Askariel said. âFairies remember more than mortals think. They saw what you did. And they know youâre not done yet.â
She hugged the journal tighter, the paper edges pressing into her palms. âMaybe they just⦠like me.â
Askarielâs flame shifted, almost like a smirk. âOr maybe theyâre waiting. Just like me.â
Eirian didnât answer.
For a long moment, the only sounds were the faint hum of the Soul Lantern and the bells of the fairies outside.
Thenâ
A glimmer in the air.
Her breath caught.
It was silver.
A thread, faint and delicate, hanging at the edge of her vision like spun moonlight.
This one wasnât tangled in memory. It wasnât anchored to the past. It stretched forward, humming with potentialâpulling her gaze toward the dark line of forest beyond the village.
Askariel noticed too. His flame pulsed with interest. âYou see it.â
âIâm not touching it,â she said quickly.
âYou will,â he murmured. âEventually.â
Eirianâs fingers tightened around her journal. She forced herself to look away, focusing on the lantern instead.
âI donât have to follow every thread,â she whispered, almost as if convincing herself. She wanted to touch them again when she had learned the correct way to do it, not before.
âYou donât,â Askariel said, voice soft but laced with hunger. âBut fate is⦠persuasive.â
The fairiesâ laughter rose again, a chorus of bellâtones that felt almost mocking.
Eirian shut her journal with a snap and set it aside.
âI wonât do it tonight.â
âNo,â Askariel said, fading slowly back into the Soul Lanternâs light. âBut tomorrow⦠perhaps you will.â
His presence receded like a tide, leaving the room feeling both colder and emptier.
Eirian lay back on her bedroll, staring up at the ceiling.
The Soul Lantern hovered beside her, steady and warm, like a heartbeat she wasnât sure was hers anymore.
She closed her eyes.
But even as sleep came, she couldnât stop seeing itâ
That single silver thread, stretching into the forest, promising something she wasnât sure she wanted to find.