The judgeâs robes are askew.
The entire time heâs going through the shortened version of a civil marriage ceremony, thatâs all I can focus on. His robes are askew, and heâs yawning.
Itâs two oâclock in the morning. Iâm standing in the small office in Judge Callihanâs mansion in North Springfield. A mousy-looking man in his early fifties, he has the dazed look of a man ripped out of his sleep so that he can marry me to Lincoln Crewes.
Oh, wait. Thatâs because he is.
Link wastes no time. Proving that he has infinite connections, once I had traded my pajamas for the lacy, white wedding dressâthat, somehow, is just my sizeâand a pair of white flats I found in the back of my closet, I ran a brush through my hair while he made a few phone calls. Twenty minutes after he woke me up from my own sleep, I was in a car driven by a man whose face I never saw, sitting next to Link, fiddling with the floofy skirt on the dress he gave me.
Up until he led me up the walkway to Judge Callihanâs house, I didnât honestly believe I would be getting married tonight. It was one thing for him to dangle his help and his protection in front of me in exchange for saying I would marry him; itâs another thing entirely for him to expect me to pledge myself to him immediately.
But thatâs exactly what he expected. Link even had a simple gold band for the occasion that he slipped on my finger after Iâalmost in a dazeâsay âI doâ. Linkâs version is a lot more adamant, so much so that the judge glanced up at him in surprise when he growled it out.
The judge had a print-out waiting for us, too. He laid it out on his desk, and once we exchanged vows, all that was left to make our quickie marriage binding, was the officiant witnessing us signing the license.
Is it legal? Probably not. I always thought you needed a separate witness, but both Link and his judge seem satisfied, and itâs not like I can really question them. Even if I did, what good would it do?
My new husband is the head of an organized crime syndicate. I guess I should be grateful he was pretending to do things by the book at all.
Link took the pen first, writing his legal name on one line. Passing the pen to me, he watched closely as I signed it with a trembling hand, swooping Ava Monroe on the line.
The judge takes the sheet. âCongratulations, Mr. and Mrs. Crewes.â
When I was a senior in high school, I used to doodle Ava Crewes in the margins of my notebook. Little hearts surrounded the name I always thought I might have one day, but gave up on so many years ago. Itâs so strange to think of that now, and I barely have a second for that to sink in before Link snatches my fingers.
With a nod, he says, âI appreciate it. Next time youâre at the Playground, let me know. Iâll take care of you.â
Judge Callihanâs tired eyes light up. âIf thereâs anything else I can do for youâ¦â
âThere is. You can tell me where your nearest bathroom is.â
âOf course. Down the hall, third down on the left.â
âThanks. And donât worry about showing us out, Judge. When weâre done, weâll let ourselves out.â
The judge gives him a knowing smile. âIâll send one of my staff to lock up in⦠half an hour or so? Or would an hour be better?â
Link tucks my hand beneath his arm, tugging me into his side. âHalf an hour should be fine. I just want to finalize our marriage as soon as possible.â
âYes, yes. I understand.â He finally adjusts his crooked robes. âIâm sure Iâll see you soon.â
âCome, Ava,â Links says, completely disregarding the judge. âThis way.â
I guess he doesnât want to leave me behind with Judge Callihan while he takes a trip to the bathroom. Considering he thinks heâll need it for close to half an hour, I figure Link needs to take a shit before we leave, and Iâm prepared for him to park me in the hall before he slips inside the bathroom.
Thatâs⦠not what happens.
As soon as we reach the third door on the left, Link pushes the door inside, using his grip on my hand to pull me in behind him. Once he has, he lets go of me, but he closes the door before I can run back out again.
With a decisive turn of the lock, he traps me in the room with him.
Itâs a single toilet bathroom, with a large mirror, two cabinets, and an oversized porcelain sink. Smelling of potpourri, with every single decoration lacking personality and screaming âmoneyâ, itâs a nice bathroomâbut itâs obviously designed for one person to use it at a time.
âIâll wait in the hall,â I begin.
âNot so fast, pet,â he says, his voice a low rasp. âCome here.â
I gulp. âLink, you probably want privacy for this.â
âYeah, and thatâs why I brought you to the bathroom instead of just bending you over Callihanâs desk.â
What? âI donât understand.â
âA lapsed Catholic is still a Catholic,â he says, shoving his suit jacket and his sleeve up just enough for me to see a hint of the rosary he has tattooed on his forearm, toward his wrist. âI didnât get to marry my wife in a church, but fuck if Iâm not going to consummate this marriage right now. Then youâll really be mine.â
Consummateâ¦
Holy shit. âLink, you donât meanââ
âThat Iâm going to fuck you right now? Thatâs exactly what I mean. Unless youâd rather take back your vows and I take back my offer of protection.â
Asshole. He knows thereâs no going back for me. Either Damien Libellula and his goons come after me for killing one of their own, or I go to jail for murder. Maybe I get manslaughter, or even a lesser charge since I did it in self-defense, but what about the unregistered gun in my house? Iâm absolutely fucked if I walk away from Link now.
Iâm absolutely fucked if I stay in this bathroomâand this marriageâwith him.
Whatâs that saying? Better the devil you know?
What does that mean when the man looming over you is the Devil?
âUnderstand me, Ava: once I fuck you, you are my wife. This is your last chance to change your mind. I said âtil death do you part on Callihanâs office, and I mean it. You have to mean it, too, or youâre on your own.â He tilts his head toward me, too gorgeous for his own good. âYes or no?â
God damn it, he knows that Iâm already in too deep.
âYes.â
âThen turn around.â
I do.
âGood girl,â he murmurs. âNow brace your hands on the sink and hold on tight.â
Ignoring the lump lodging in my throat, I do that, too.
I donât know why Iâm so surprised, but it hits a little that Link canât even look me in the eye when we have sex for the first time as a married couple. If I had any delusions that he picked me because he still had feelings for me, they die a quick death as he bends down behind me. Throwing the skirts of my white dress up, he grabs my panties and starts to tug them down. He keeps going until heâs crouched down behind me, the panties around my ankles.
âLift,â he barks.
I lift.
Once my panties are off, the echo of Linkâs zipper being tugged downard fills the small bathroom. I swallow nervously as the whisper of his slacks move, knowing that heâs only undressing us enough to release his cock and line it up with me.
He lifts the skirts again, placing them against my back so that my bare ass is on display. Leaning over me, trapping the skirts between our bodies, I stare into the basin of the sink as I wait for this to be over with.
This isnât making love. Whatâs going to happen next is fucking, plain and simple, and I donât feel like his bride. I donât even feel like his former lover. Right now, Iâm just a pussy to him, something heâll use to get off, and to make it so that I know just what I signed away when I scrawled my name on the marriage license.
And thatâs when Link orders, âEyes up, pet. I want you to watch as I make you mine for life.â
My eyes shoot to the mirror. Iâve never seen such a self-satisfied grin on Linkâs face until now. For a second, I almost regret thinking so poorly about himâthis isnât the first time he got off, the two of us watching as he fucked meâbut then I see the muscles beneath his suit jacket move, sense something blunt and hard nudging at the entrance of my pussy, and all I can think about is how this is really happening.
How heâs going to just take off my underwear, pull down his zipper, throw up the skirts of my borrowed dress, and shove himself inside of me without any foreplay, any sweet caresses, or any protection.
I wonât deny that Iâve always been turned on by a powerful guy who took charge. Itâs also no secret that Iâm never hotter than when Iâm fooling around in a place I shouldnât be. Whether it was making out beneath the bleachers at school, or how the first time me and Link ever had sex was in Marissa Reillyâs bathroom during her Sweet Sixteen, I might be a little shocky over tonight, but my pussyâs already soaked.
But protectionâ¦
âWaitââ
âIâve done my waiting,â Link murmurs under his breath, but he keeps his cock lodged just past my entrance without pushing any further in.
I have no idea what that means. Itâs barely been an hour since he blackmailed me into marrying him, and if he canât go an hour between getting off, Iâm in trouble. Maybe when I was twenty, I could keep up with a libido like that, but I havenât had sex in almost a year.
Iâve been tested since then, but Iâm not on any birth control. Even when I was dating, I insisted on any of my partners wrapping it up. I havenât let a guy go bareback in me since⦠well, Link.
I donât want to think about how many women heâs been with over the years. When we were each otherâs one and only, I had no problem letting him do whatever he wanted to do to me. Now? I canât hold the years against himâespecially when Iâm in this situation because of an ex of my ownâbut that doesnât mean Iâm going to let him fuck me bare.
Iâm not getting out of being railed in this bathroom. That much is obvious. He wants our quickie marriage consummated, and Iâm so in over my head that I have no choice but to go along with it.
But damn if Iâm not going to ask about protection first.
âCondom,â I gasp out, my entrance stretching slightly as he shifts his stance behind me, cock slipping a half-inch in. âPlease tell me you have a condom.â
Reaching in front of me, Link collars my throat. He bends his head, pressing a hot, open-mouth kiss to the side of my neck. âWhy the fuck would I have a condom?â
I insisted my lovers wear one for protectionâI guess his didnât.
The skirt of the wedding dress is a slight buffer between us as Link leans over me. In this position, he has me completely trapped. One jerk of his hips and heâll be fully seated, leaving me no escape.
I donât want to. Everything happened so quickly tonight, but Iâd be lying if it doesnât feel⦠feel right to be in Lincoln Crewesâs arms again. Just because Iâm looking forward to fucking him again, doesnât mean that I donât want to be safe.
Before I can articulate that, he nibbles on my ear lobe, sucking my silver hoop into his mouth. A husky chuckle bathes my neck with warmth as he releases it before saying, âTold you, pet: if I knock you up, I need an heir anyway. Youâre my wife now. There will never be anything between us.â
I wasnât even worrying about getting pregnant. I probably shouldâve been, but thatâs the last thing on my mind as I admit, âIs that what you tell all the girls so they donât make you wrap up?â
Link cages his arms around me. âOther girls? There arenât any other girls.â
Iâd hope not. Otherwise, itâs fucked up that he made me marry him. Iâll be his wife, but I didnât sign up to act the part while he keeps his mistresses, and I made sure to tell him that on our way to the judgeâs house. It was the only thing I asked before I married him, and Link smirked at me as he said, âOf course.â
In the mirror, I see heâs wearing the same expression now as he did in the back seat of the car. Like somethingâs funny, or itâs a joke I just donât understand.
Iâm serious. âIâm not talking about now. I meanââ
âI know what you mean. There arenât any other girls,â he says, and I have to bite down on my lip to stifle my scream when he drops his hands to my hips, pulling me back the same time as he pushes forward, ânot for fifteen years.â
I had to have heard him wrong. The sensation of being stuffed full of him, the stretch, the ache, the delicious pain of having his thick cock trapping me between his hard chest and the sink in front of me⦠I had to have heard him wrong. No way did the Devil of Springfield admit that he hasnât been with another woman since me?
And if he did? Maybe heâs referring to serious relationships, like what we once had. Knowing Link like I did, he couldnât have gone fifteen years without sex⦠could he?
I donât know, but the man behind me is fucking me like he has. Leaving one big hand as a brand on my hip, the other moves to the small of my back, keeping me with him so that I have no choice but to ride his dick at the frantic pace heâs started with.
âI did my time waiting,â he pants, digging his fingers into my skin, holding me in place while he pounds into me. I cling to the sink for dear life, watching the dark look on his face in the mirror. âI did my penance. Now youâre mine, Ava, and I fucking dare anyone to try to take you away from me.â
I canât say anything to that, and not only because Iâm breathing so heavily, I canât get a single word out. Itâs like someoneâs flipped a switch in him, and the cold, calculating gangster who thought it was a good idea to make me his wife because he needed one is replaced by a demanding beast whose expression says heâs happy to devour me whole.
Marriage of convenience, I think to myself, scraping the sink with my nails as everythingâhis possessive hold, the idea that anyone passing by the bathroom knows exactly what weâre doing in here, his pace, my needâleads me toward a climax of my own⦠despite him telling me this would be a real marriage, I walked into the judgeâs house believing it was a marriage of convenience so that Link could keep his spot as the head of the Sinners Syndicate.
And maybe it is. A dangerous man like this doesnât need to be in love to fuck like heâs obsessed. He doesnât need to feel affection to take a wife, and whatever he means by âwaitingâ and âpenanceâ, it doesnât matter.
Iâm his, and as he grunts out his release, purposely yanking my ass toward him so that he comes as deep inside of me as he can before I get the chance to come myself, I tell myself that I have to remember that.
I belong to Devil, âtil death do us part.