I thought he forgot about that the night he chose a civil ceremony for us. I shouldnât known better. It wasnât like he could force a priest to marry us with a half an hourâs noticeânot like he did with the judgeâbut when he never brought up having a second ceremony, I didnât either.
Is this⦠is this what heâs been doing behind my back? Not cheating on me, but doing whatever he could to give me the wedding of my childhood dreams.
I donât know what to say. Stunned by what Angela told me, I lift my fingers to my lips, tapping them with the tips, trying to make sense of all this.
Because⦠it makes sense, right? Or do I just want it to?
âI like your ink.â
I glance over at her. Not gonna lie, but I wasnât expecting the compliment on the heels of what she just saidâespecially when Iâm not sure which one sheâs referring to.
Taking pity on me, Angela taps her knuckle. âYour tattoo. It actually gives me an idea that my husband might like. Heâs actually a bit of an artist himself.â A secretive smile tugs on her lips. âI have a few tattoos he gave me already.â
They must be hidden beneath her clothes. Sheâs wearing a silky blouse and a long flowing skirt, but unlike my devil tattoo and Linkâs name on my finger, none of hers are on display.
Before I can say anything in response to that, her eyes light up.
Hurrying around the countertop, she says, âSpeak of the devil,â a moment before the door opens.
For a split second, she says âdevilâ and I expect Link to come stalking through the door.
Nope.
Itâs a cop.
Dressed in an SPD uniform, the man walks with the energy that he owns the place. Heâs not as big as Link is, though Iâll admit he fills out his uniform very nicely. He has carelessly tousled black hair, steely blue eyes, and a smile curving his lips as he sees Angela running toward him.
He opens his arms up to her, lifting her off the ground, spinning her around before setting her back on her feet. Pressing a kiss to the top of her head, he releases her, then says, âI missed you, angel.â
She giggles. âIâve only been at work for four hours, Mace. And you stopped by when I opened.â
âI know. I still missed you.â He turns to look at me, a quick up and down before dismissing me just as easily. âBusy?â
âAll morning, yeah. Itâs a good thing Louise let me come back to help her, and so she can finally take a break. Summerâs definitely our busy season.â
The copâwho, from her reaction and the thick gold band on his ring finger, must be her husbandâloops his arm over her shoulder in a possessive manner. Squeezing her to him, nuzzling her close, he says, âI canât wait for it to be over. You and me, weâll take an extended honeymoon.â Another kiss, as though he canât help himself, and then, âYou know how much I like it when itâs just the two of us, angel.â
I envy them. Theyâre obviously still in the newlywed stage, with the way he canât keep his hands to himself, and how she looks up at him with big doe eyes as she says, âI do.â
And then thereâs me, who never got a honeymoon, but if Angela can be believed, itâs because Linkâs planning another wedding for us firstâ¦
âI just wanted to stop in while I was patrolling this way,â her husband tells her, though he makes no move to release her. âI didnât mean to interrupt you if youâre with a customer.â
Angela pats his in the chest. âDo you know who this is, baby? Itâs Mrs. Crewes. Lincolnâs wife.â
Before, he gave me a quick once-over, scrutinizing me with those dark blue cop eyes, and dismissing me just as fast. But now⦠I donât like the way heâs looking at me now.
Almost instinctively, my eyes dart to his nameplate.
M. Burns.
Crap.
Just my luck.
âI have to go. My husband⦠I should get back so that I can meet him in time for dinner.â
Itâs not a lie. Heâll be back at the penthouse soon enough, and then weâre going to have a talk about just what he thinks heâs doing.
I remember how, a few times when he thought I was already asleep, he murmured how he wished we could start over. Depending on his mood, I couldnât decide if he meant he wanted to when he left meâor how our second chance began with him blackmailing me.
Maybe it did. Our lives got derailed that day, but maybe we were always meant to find our ways back to each other somehow. Link, the bigshot gangster. Me, the naive school teacher. As we are now, we probably should never work as a couple⦠but he married me. If he has it his way, and Angelaâs not covering for him, then heâll do it again.
Still watching me closely, Burns nods at me. âDo me a favor, yeah?â
âUm. Sure.â
âLet Devil know me and my angel will be at the wedding, would you? Consider it our RSVP.â
There goes any kind of secrecy. Angela mightâve let it slip, but thereâs no way she tipped her husband off to back up her story. It has to be true⦠and I really hope that Iâm not just being hopelessly delusional.
âI will.â
He nods, and I get the feeling that heâs dismissed me.
Good.
With a wave at Angela, I turn on my heel, heading right for the door. Iâm already thinking about how Iâm going to get back to the penthouse because I knowâI just knowâthat Burns is going to call Link up and let him know that he ran into me at the floral shop.
Iâd planned on walking before, at least far enough to avoid being assigned the same creepy Uber driver from earlier. I wasnât in Louiseâs long enough for him to be out of the local area, and I didnât mind the idea of getting some exercise while it was still light out.
Knowing that I just ran into Officer Burns? That dashes that idea. I need to get back to the penthouse ASAP so that I donât cause Link an aneurysm by worrying about me.
Just as I step out onto the sidewalk, ready to grab my phone and order a car, I hear someone call my name.
My head snaps up in time to see Bobby hopping out of his car, dancing around the cars whizzing past him as he jogs over to me.
Wow. I mean, I know Link made it so that I can be tracked if necessary, but I guess it never occurred to me that one of my bodyguards would be able to find me. It probably should have. If theyâre responsible for me while Link is occupied, theyâd have to be able to track me down.
And Bobby? He did.
Breathing through his nose, the heights of his cheeks red with either panic or annoyance, he storms right over to me.
âYou didnât answer the phone,â he says, raising his voice at me. No âhiâ, no âhelloâ, no âhow are youâ⦠just a very accurate accusation. âWhat the hell. Do you even have it on you?â
Not that I need to prove anything to him, but I take it out, showing it to Bobby. âIf Link wanted to call me, he couldâve.â
He didnât. I have eight missed calls currently, all from the same number. Bobbyâs obviously.
âThatâs because he has no idea you left on your own. And weâre going to try and keep it that way, okay?â
âHeâll understand.â When I explain that I let my jealousy get the better of me⦠if thereâs anyone in the world whoâll understand my motives, itâs my husband.
Bobby snorts. âTrust me. It doesnât matter who you are, you donât want to piss off Devil.â
Iâm not so sure about that.
Link will be annoyed, but he wonât be angry. Not at me. But Bobby, on the other hand⦠this is the second time he let me slip away. No wonder heâs freaking out. If the Devil comes out to play because his wife went missing, itâs Bobbyâs head on the chopping block.
Thatâs why I donât struggle when he grabs my bicep, dragging me toward the car that he double-parked. Heâs probably desperate to get me back to the penthouse before Link realizes I left it.
I let him. He has a car, he can obviously cross the town quick as hell since he made it hear so soon after I did, and we both want me to get back before Link finds out where I went.
Bobby throws open the passenger side door for me. Just as heâs shoving me roughly inside of it, I feel a pinch that catches my attention, and has me yelping, âOuch.â
He pauses. âYou say something?â
âYeah.â He finishes manhandling me into the car, and I go even as I tell him, âSomething pinched me.â
âI know.â
He knows.
Before I can ask him what that means, he makes sure Iâm completely seated, then slams the door closed. By the time heâs made it around the back of the car, sliding into the driverâs seat, Iâm already feeling⦠off.
My vision is going dark. My tongue feels too big in my mouth, and it comes out as a slur as I ask him, âWhat did you just do to me?â
The last thing I remember is the triumphant smile tugging on his thin lips as Bobby shows off the small needle nestled in his palm.
After that, everything goes black.
If wedding planning isnât one of the seven circles of Hell, it should be.
I thought navigating a three-way stand-off between local mafias when it comes to gun running was rough. Thatâs nothing compared to figuring out how much food to order from the caterers, or whether Ava would prefer a morning wedding or one in the afternoon.
I eventually book St. Francisâs for an eleven oâclock ceremony because that would give her time to get ready before I drive her over to the church. A Sinnerâs reception usually goes all night, but my wife likes to turn in early. This way she doesnât get shafted by cutting the party short, and I get the chance to show her again just how important she is to me in front of the Family.
Because kid or no kid, the moment I made Ava mine, she made the syndicate a Family. We donât need a fancy church wedding to prove itâthe scene at the Playground was more than enoughâbut Iâm not doing all of this because itâs expected of me as the head of a crime family. If I was, I wouldâve delegated all of this to one of my soldierâs or even Ava herself and washed my hands of it.
Oh, no. Iâm doing this for Ava, giving her the wedding she always dreamed of, and hoping like hell that she finally understands that sheâs my wife.
I fucked up. I admit that. Marrying her the way I did⦠Iâll never regret making her mine, but by doing it as fast as I did, I didnât think about what she wanted.
Now I am, and I hope she appreciates it when Iâm done.
A small smile curves my lips as I think of all the ways Ava will show me that she does on the honeymoon Iâm also planningâ
My phone buzzes, cutting short my imaginings.
âFuck.â
Again? I just got off the phone with the caterers, and if theyâre calling back with more bullshit questions like âchicken or steakâ again, I might blow my top.
Snatching my phone, I barely glance at the caller IDâbut then I do a double-take and answer it. âBurns? You got an update about Maglione for me?â
On the other end of the line, Burns sounds quieter than Iâm used to. Deadlier. âYouâll never guess who I just ran into.â
If heâs telling me, thereâs a reason he thinks I care. âWho?â
âYour wife.â
I nearly drop my fucking phone.
Iâm in the back office of the Playground, dealing with all of this wedding shit. Because itâs a surprise, I canât do any of it in front of Ava, so Iâve been spending most of my time here, calling it âworkâ.
If Burns showed up at Paradise Suites, someone wouldâve called me. Mona. Bobby. Even Ava⦠someone wouldâve called me. Then again, it shouldâve been the same thing if Ava left.
What the hell is going on?
âWhere did you see her?â
âFunny thing, Devil. She was leaving my wifeâs shop as I was walking in.â
Burnsâs new wife works as a florist at the place where Iâve been ordering all of my flowers for Ava. As a favor to him and for all of his help, I thought Iâd throw a little business Angelaâs way. Ava likes flowersâand she loves the little additions I throw inâbut that doesnât explain why she would risk leaving the penthouse without telling me just to go smell some roses.
âHang on,â I tell the cop. With Burns still on the line, I pull up the tracker app Tanner installed for me. When the address where Avaâs phone is at appears on my screen, I recognize it instantly. âSheâs still there. Can you do me a favor and put her on the phone?â
âI watched her leave, but maybe sheâs waiting outside for a ride. Iâll go check.
I hear the jingle of a bell, a door opening, the handcuffs on his belt jangling⦠and then, âI donât see her.â
What the fuck does he mean, I donât see her. âMy app says sheâs there.â
âRight, and my eyes say she isnât.â
Asshole. Burns is the best cop on my payroll in the SPD, but heâs a fucking asshole. Hitting a button on my app, I signal it so that Avaâs phone will start ringing. Itâs supposed to be used when she misplaced her phone in the penthouse, but this will work, too.
âI just made it ring,â I tell him. âDo your ears work?â
âFunny, Crewes,â mutters Burns. âReal fucking funnyâhey. Wait a sec. I think I do. Itâs coming fromâoh.â
Oh? I donât like âohâ.
As if he can read my mind, Burns breathes out, âYouâre not gonna like this.â
âWhere is my wife, Burns?â
âI think I found her phone.â Static as Burns shifts his. âItâs an iphone, blue case with apples all over it?â
Yeah, because she was a teacher. âYeah. Where did you find it?â
And why isnât Ava on the line yet?
I get the answer to that when Burns says, âIn the street, just on the other side of a parked car. Itâs here. Sheâs not.â
Each word echoes like a bullet to my brain.
In. Boom. The. Boom. Street. Boom.
Itâs. Boom. Here. Boom.
Sheâs. Boom.
Not.
Boom.
I squeeze my phone so tightly, the glass enclosure creaks.
âWhere the fuck is my wife?â
Burns doesnât know.
And neither do I.