TW: Eating Disorder/self-harm
It's everywhere
In everything
Colors of my room
Colors of the sky
The colors on my personality
Florescent
Then dark
A chocolate brown for feeling like shit
A ruby red for wanting to inflict pain
A deep hazy blue for mindfulness that never seems to come around
Gray for my stress
Rainbow for the remains of the food
Down the toilet
To the fish
In the never ending sea
Of life
Colors help define the world.
Colors are a deeper understanding of the world.
Of man.
Of me.
Originally released: Jan 14 2018