Still moving forward

Let's get things straight

It's not as obvious as it used to be

Glimpses don't mean finger pricks

And flashbacks don't give the effect of a bullet to the heart

I don't fear going back in time

But I still get startled just by imagining your hand in mine

Caressing not meaning caring

And sinful lust being hidden by your sorrowful lies

Don't actively think about your downfall

Your tearful cries for help online

I know I'm worth more than empty words

Overridden apologies and men with poor senses of self-worth

I live my life, and I keep on loving

There's no meaning in remaining at a singular point in time

No longer frozen in chilly aftermath

I surge forward and continue to smile

They always said they liked my smile

Still, I'm the only one who remains seeing that