Milaâs eyes shine with defiance, but I recognize an underlying edge of panic from the hotel that keeps her silent.
âHey, Grey,â Hadley says.
âIs Nolan here?â I ask.
âHeâs at an outreach thing overnight.â
He and Corey were roped into going together, fielding questions, and talking with high school students. âHeâs going to lose his shit if he finds out youâre here.â And want to punch me in the face. Repeatedly. âCome on,â I say.
âWeâre leaving,â Mila says.
I shake my head. âYou canât. The doors are locked until the bets are paid.â
âWhat kind of fire hazard idea is that?â Hadley asks.
I jerk my head again, indicating for them to follow me back to where Dustin, Abe, Bryant, and Sonny, a girl from Highgrove whoâs been trying to get Coleâs attention for the past six months are watching the fight.
Dustin raises his eyebrows, looking from the girls to me before lowering his bottom lip with an expression that says, It makes me want to punch in the face. Repeatedly.
âHey,â Sonny says, scooting over to make room for them before glancing at me. âYou guys are here to see Grey?â
Mila stares at her for a moment. âWe came to see the fight.â
Dustin elbows me. âRejected.â
âIâm Sonny,â she says, ignoring Dustin.
âIâm Mila. And this is Hannah and Hadley.â
âWhat has you guys coming to see the fight?â
Hannah shrugs. âIâm dealing with some anger issues. My ex drugged me with edibles a couple of months ago, and I thought coming here and watching guys beat the shit out of each other might help.â
Sonny raises her brow. âIs it working?â
Hannah nods. âA little.â
The crowd cheers, but I miss the move. Iâve been distracted since spotting Mila in the crowds. I want to ask her what in the hell theyâre really doing here but focus on the fight. Or I damn well try.
Every time one of the three moves, my eyes follow, ensuring no one gets separated when there are so many strangers tonight, with JB being in the ring from West Virginia.
Abe looks at them and then at me. âTell me youâre not getting involved with one of them. I can smell the classism from here.â
Mila turns, looking over her shoulder at him, her eyes nearly silver in the darkened space. âThatâs just soap.â
Dustin howls out a laugh.
Abeâs face contorts with anger, a sore loser even outside of the ring.
Mila stares at him, not a threat but an assessment, or maybe she just refuses to flinch.
I stab Abe with my elbow. âFocus.â
He turns to face me with a disgruntled look, and as he does, Mila shifts to look at the fight. âYou know what happens if they tell someone,â Abe says.
âTheyâre not going to say anything.â
Abe gives me a doubtful expression.
Thankfully, the fight is brief. We expected it to be. Untrained fighters are eager to compete, and more often than not, theyâre willing to put a hefty sum of money on the fight, making an easy rake.
Cole comes to our corner with a cocky smile, wide from his mouthguard. He spits it out and fills his mouth with the water Mackey hands him before spitting it into a bucket.
Hadley blanches.
âYou were slow with that uppercut,â Mackey critiques him.
Cole chuckles, the adrenaline preventing him from feeling the cut above his right eye. âHe brought a full crowd. I wanted them to feel at least like they got a few minutes for their hard-earned cash.â His eyes glitter with humor as he sweeps his gaze over Hadley, Hannah, and Mila. âWho in the fuck are you?â
âGreyâs friends,â Dustin says.
Coleâs eyebrows jump, and he looks across them again before connecting with me. âWell, shit. Introduce me.â
I do.
âCongratulations. It was nice meeting you all,â Mila says, offering a wave.
âArenât you going to celebrate with us?â Cole asks.
Abe mutters something under his breath that has Dustin laughing.
Mila doesnât turn to acknowledge them. âMaybe another time.â
âOne drink,â Cole says. âOn me.â
âWe can stay for a drink,â Hannah says.
Sonnyâs gaze shifts to Hannah. âWeâll meet you up there.â
Any other night, Iâd stay down here and ensure the smooth distribution of monies, but with Mila and the others here, I leave Bryant, Dustin, and Abe with Cole.
âBlair!â Sonny calls as we enter the bar. A woman with white blonde hair tipped pink, and red lips turns to face us. She smiles when she sees Sonny and quickly makes her way over to us. âIâm so glad you made it. This is Grey, the guy Iâve been telling you about.â
Beside me, Hadleyâs eyes grow round, but she quickly tucks the expression away. Hannahâs not half as discreet, turning an accusing look on me and making me feel like a complete asshole. Mila, however, is once again unflinching, shoulders back, face impassive.
âItâs nice to meet you,â Blair says, smiling at me.
I nod, trying not to scowl at Sonny. Sheâs notorious for trying to set me up with everyone she knows.
I suspect she believes Cole will want to date her if I date one of her friends. It wouldnât matter.
âLetâs get a table,â Dustin says.
Sonny threads her arm through Blairâs, leading her to the back of the bar, where they slide into an extra-long booth.
The rest of us join, and Sonny introduces everyone for a third time.
Minutes later, the others join us from downstairs and crowd into the booth as cigarette smoke fills the bar, prompting yet another round of introductions.
Cole looks at me, a butterfly bandage holding the cut above his brow closed. âOh shit,â he mutters, leaning back in his seat. âFor not dating, Greyâs got a whole goddamn buffet.â
âTheyâre friends,â I growl. âHadleyâs dating one of my teammates.â
â
â Abe asks with a smirk. âThey came out to fucking Highgrove unannounced. Clearly one of them wants your nuts.â
Hadleyâs brow flattens, and if Nolan didnât want to hit me for them being here before, he would for subjecting her to Abeâs judgment.
âThank god a man finally understands women,â Mila muses.
Easy laughter fills the table, but I wait for Abeâs biting return. So does Mila, though she doesnât hold his stare this time.
My two worlds are crashing together with the grace of a fucking linebacker.
âWhat did you guys think of the fight?â Cole asks them.
âWas that sweeping thing you did with your foot hard?â Hannah asks.
Cole grins, and Dustin laughs.
âRevenge against the ex-boyfriend?â Sonny asks.
Hannah shakes her head. âI have a younger brother whoâs a pain in my ass.â
Laughter chases her words.
âIâve used that move more than once on my pain-in-the-ass brother,â Cole says, eliciting new laughter and a half dozen jabs aimed at Abe, who flips him off.
Coleâs eyes shift to Mila. âHow do you guys know each other?â
âMy best friend plays on the team with Grey.â
âBest friend as in fuck buddies, or he wonât pay attention to you?â Dustin asks.
I have to hold my tongue from the automatic instinct of telling him to shut the fuck up. This is how my friends talk to each other, and I told Mila these parts of my life were different, played by different rules. But if I jump in, it will only make things worse.
âOf the platonic variety. Weâve been neighbors since we were kids,â Mila says.
Bryant smirks. âThat doesnât mean much. Cole chased his neighbor for what? Three years, was it?â
Cole runs a hand down his face. âWill you ever let that story die?â
âRemember how many yards you mowed that summer, trying to save up to buy that necklace?â
Cole shoots Bryant a warning look as a stack of cups and two pitchers of beer are dropped off at the table, followed by Mackey.
âIâm just saying, girl next door is every dudeâs wet dream and the cause of tented pants,â Bryant says, taking a glass.
âShe and Hudson are like brother and sister,â Hannah says.
âHudson?â Abe asks. âHudson McKinley? You two are neighbors?â
Mila squares her shoulders and nods. I know sheâll come across the table if he insults Hudson.
âThat dudeâs fucking loaded. His dad played in the NFL.â Abe looks over her again, likely seeking signs of wealth that are subtly apparent with the gold chain around her neck where three rings interconnect and a slender gold ring around her middle finger. If he saw her Audi, heâd hate her on the spot.
âThe NFL?â Sonny asks. âYou know people who have been in the NFL?â She turns to me.
âMy coach was in the NFL,â I tell her.
âDamn. Is he rich, too?â she asks.
I shrug. Peters is disgustingly well off, making over two million a year plus bonuses for the past thirty years, but I have no idea what Krueger makes or how good his contract was while he was in the NFL, only that he was injured and forced into early retirement like so many players are.
Cole also assesses Mila through a new lens. âWelcome to our little hell hole. What do you think so far?â
I imagine Mila sleeping in the backseat of a carâa thought that has refused to leave my brain. I stare at her, wondering if sheâll tell them she was poorâpoorer than all of us.
âIâm in a bar with a secret room with nefarious intents.â She raises her eyebrows. âColor me intrigued.â
âI think she called us interesting,â Dustin says.
Cole raises his glass and tips his chin to her. âIâll drink to that.â He takes a long pull from his glass.
âSo you guys are all friends?â Sonny asks, her eyes stopping on Hannah, who asked the most questions during the fight.
Hannah nods. âYeah. Greyâs been training with Mila, so we just wanted to see what a fight looked like.â
Cole sputters, beer dribbling down his chin that he wipes away with the back of his hand before turning to me, laughing. âYouâre training a chick? Bring her to the gym. Mackey, itâs your dream. You can finally have a girl fighter.â
Mackey shakes his head. âNo offense,â he says to Mila, âbut no way in hell.â
âWait. You want to fight?â Dustin asks her. âColor me interested, now.â
âNo,â I say, âSheâs not training to fight.â
Cole doesnât look at me, though. His attention is locked onto Mila like the jaws of a pit bull, waiting for her responseâreading her.
âI want to learn how to punch someone,â Mila shares.
âDid you date her ex, too?â Dustin asks, pointing at Hannah.
Laughter bubbles from the table.
âCome by the gym. Iâll teach you how to punch someone.â Cole pulls out his wallet, slips out a business card, and slides it across the table to Mila.
I want to intercept it like a pass on the field, not because I care about her seeing Cole again but because half the guys who train in Mackeyâs gym donât note gender when they take a swing, and Iâd lose more than Mackeyâs respect if one of them goaded Mila into the ring.
I swallow. âWeâre still working on conditioning. She doesnât need to go to a gym for that.â
Coleâs eyes shine with amusement as he looks at me. âOn second thoughtââ He reaches for the card, but Milaâs faster, clasping it in her fist like a secret.
âGrey, Blair is obsessed with football, and sheâs hilarious and so much fun. I canât tell you how many times Iâve told her you two would be perfect together. Youâre the grump, and sheâs the sunshine.â Her smile is radiant, and her accent is thick.
Beside her, Blair smiles nervously. Sheâs pretty, with two deep dimples, light brown eyes, and swaths of brightly colored hair that hints at her being up for a good time and not caring about societal norms.
âSheâs totally your type,â Sonny says.
âBeing a grump is probably my best attribute. Iâm gone and busy all the fucking time, which is why I donât date.â
Cole raises his eyebrows and takes a long drink. âGreyâs type is fucking football.â
Sonny frowns.
âWhat is your type?â Hannah asks, looking at me.
I motion to Cole with my glass. âFootball.â
She narrows her eyes. âEveryone has a type.â
âI can be a grump,â Dustin says.
Sonny laughs. âYouâre all assholes.â
âIâm pretty busy, too,â Blair says, her accent even thicker than Sonnyâs. âIâm not really looking for anything serious.â
Hannah yawns. âYou know, Iâm kind of getting tired, and we have a long drive, maybeââ
âI havenât finished my beer yet,â Hadley says, gripping her drink. âSo, do you all know how to fight?â She looks across my friends.
Abe shakes his head. âBryant got fat and lazy.â Half the group smirks.
âI used to whoop your ass,â Bryant objects. âBut now I have to work full time because I have two kids and a wife. You know, this was once proof that a man could feed his family. Women thought it was hot.â He pats his stomach.
Dustin scoffs.
Cole sets his drink down. âGrey would have made one hell of a fighter, but he chose football. Abe does mostly underground. Once he can learn to rein in his temper, he has a chance of getting into the business.â
âFuck you,â Abe bites.
Cole waves a hand at him to prove his point.
Hadley looks at Dustin. âDo you fight?â
âNot anymore.â He points to his left eye. âI took a cheap hit and am mostly blind on this side.â
No one makes a joke, not even Abe. The accident was serious and caused a financial debt Dustinâs still working to pay off.
âIâm sorry,â Hadley says.
Dustin shakes it off. âIt wasnât meant to be. Iâm working toward becoming an electrician, now.â
âYou donât like our beer?â Abe asks, still focused on Mila. Sheâs the only one not drinking.
My resolve to remain silent and neutral withers as my fists clench in my lap, wanting to hit Abe and tell him to back off.
Mila slides her gaze to him. âIâm driving.â
Hadley drains the rest of her beer and sets it down with too much force. âIâm kind of tired, too. We should go.â
As they stand to leave, I do, too.
âWhere are you going?â Dustin asks, looking at me.
âIâm going to walk them out.â
âNo oneâs going to bother them,â Sonny says.
âYeah, weâre fine,â Mila says, pulling her coat tight. âCongratulations on your win tonight,â she tells Cole.
âNice meeting you guys,â Hadley says with a wave.
I follow them, ignoring Abeâs inappropriate remarks at my back.
The air is again cold, and there arenât half as many lights outside as there should be. âWhat in the hell were you guys thinking?â I ask, turning on them.
Shock and confusion paint their faces.
âThis is not where you guys belong,â I tell them.
â
â Mila spits my words back at me.
âThese fights can get dangerous,â I say.
âWhose fault is it that women canât go somewhere alone?â Hannah asks. âNot ours. So be mad at all the brutes who poison the well.â
âTrust me, if I could pick out every asshole who was a dick like your ex, I would pitch them to an island so it would be safer, but thatâs not the reality.â I glance back at Billieâs bar, where weâve been participating in underground fights for the past few years.
âBut if itâs not safe and itâs not legal, why are you here?â Hannah asks.
âBecause the world isnât black and white.â Is the best and only explanation I have.