chapter 37
UNKNOWINGLY MIND BOGGLER
Ragavi's POV"She is the mother I never had, she is the sister everybody would want. She is the friend that everybody deserves. I donât know a better person".                                  -  Oprah Winfrey"Ah! I am hungry as bear Aadhi....." I was shook Aadhi's hand who was busy with his laptop. "Ah Ragu ! My little pea isn't hungry, using my angel's name you're getting ready for the brunch....."he titled his head slightly from laptop and mocked me with knitting brows. "Aadhi ! Here I am not making any drama for your tasteless food's....." I shrugged my shoulder and walked towards the lift from our room. "Madam what happened to you, why you go alone madam, please take this poor man along with you madam....." Aadhi followed me eventually with the help of his walking stick alongwith that sarcastically word's while I was grinned ear to ear.We reached the dinning table, already servants arranged table by brunch soup. I was strongly invited by it aroma, after filling my mouth by scoop of soup,I was like a ginger eating monkey. " Oh my goodness ! Who made this soup it's really bad....." I was shouted vigorously without thinking about anything, maid and servants were stunned by my words, Aadhi ordered the servants to do their work by his eyes and dragged the bowl to his side. Then he tasted it , " Ragu it's not spicy and salty but at the same time it's good for your health at your pregnancy period. Please eat this...." he placed that bowl in front of me." No I doesn't like this...." I moved the soup opposite to me fastly thus some soup drops were splashing on the table, I knew it's too much yet nowadays I was easily getting nervous for little things, " fine Ragu, it's your wish I am going to room to do my work...." 'so, no one here to take care or love on me' My self-petty made me frailer day to day, I held his hand with tearful eyes who was getting from the seat. "Aadhi, Caring for me is not in your a million and one works to do,I am correct....." I uttered those in between my sobbing. " Oh! My dear sweet Ragu You're my whole world, why you spoke like this, it just a ting thing...." he reclined the seat and wiped my tears. " I know no one loves me or have no care on me, all are busy on their work...." I busted out my mind to him which one was eroded my peace nowadays,his startled face and stunning expression gave pain to me yet I uttered everything. "Ah!Ragu ...." I gestured him to Stop and had the soup which was already getting cooling in between our conversation."Ah! Ragu, take some other, it's chill,For your wish I would do my tutor job in home through online but you easily said that I had no care and love on you....." I refused his words and finished the soup,After glancing his worrying face my heart melted like a small ice cube. " Please apologizes me Aadhi. Currently my mind is Swinging in all emotions and always felt that i am alone...." He gave his warm to me by held my hand tightly, now I think that I have shelter under in a safe roof even I missed my mother's warm which would I perceive enormous time by Neha behan after our mother demise."I am always around you,then why are feeling you alone...."Aadhi questioned me with true love and affection. "You're always with me, but I badly missed my Neha behan and her smile. I always looked up to her and held her in high esteem. After our marriage she kept distance between us, seriously I need to meet her now.......... 'Suddenly, I am blank,my eyes are enclosed by sponge palm,my nostrils is filled by lavender perfume, ' Ahhh Ahh Hand tight,it's my Behan's hand, Oh My goodness Neha dear'........."I removed her hands from my eyes and saw her gleaming face and glittering eyes. We had a bear hug, she freed herself from me and kissed me on my forehead."Ragavi,If baby bird have it's full grown wings then mother bird will allow to fly freely in the blue high sky Similarly after your marriage I gave some space to live your life freely,it's doesn't mean that I ignore you. Why you put this unwanted thoughts into our mind to crumble yourselves on your pregnancy time, take it easy, yesterday karan and mini were forcibly taken me to the Temple, sorry for that while today we have good time together........" Akka's words gave cold comfort to me, she sat beside me in the dinning table and filled the plate with my favourite veg pulao, pepper paneer and almond Ghari which was made by her own hands. My mind and stomach were overflowing by my Neha Akka's presence. Aadhi was glancing our melodrama with happy grin.Akhilesh's POVA fiery ball in the sky is scorching everywhere,yet the ball forget tea time is appeared soon. In office, 'Most of the hour's is taken by yesterday sweet memories which was given by My Woman'. Today she is strictly instructed me that there's no calls and messages coz she is going to spend this whole day with her sister. I am looking over Anjali Trust budget Book which is organised and maintaining by my grandfather before I came back to India. In some page of balanced sheet doesn't tally, while I am perplexed thus I said this to my accountant department Manager, After his entry, I was bemused it's an understatement. Nearly 70 lakhs used in the name Sagar Babu who was working as driver in our Mansion. My grandfather's loyal servant, he was died in the same accident which vanished my mother into thin air, yet even I could be think that 70 lakhs is a amount of compensation, it's quite huge to my eyes.I opened a file that had FIR statement copy, when and how that accident was happened. After reading the whole statement,I emphasized, mainly the accident was happened by driver's blunder. Doubtlessly Driver Sagar Babu conformed that in his confession of death statement, then why Daada ji spent the huge amount to his family by our trust. Big question mark gives nervous and guilty conscience to me, many years were rolled after my mother demise,yet I couldn't know the full reason 'what a selfish and irresponsible son my mother have'. Two days ago, Daada ji went to our home town on Tamilnadu while I rushed upto Daada's room in our Mansion to get any futher information.I reached to our Mansion some forces were attracted me like magnet. ' You're always stay in Dumas beach house, not even prefer for a single visit to here yet today it's attracted you like a magnet ' My mind was given mockery smile to me, I went to 3rd floor where our rooms were present through lift. Aadhi was in slumped on the couch in the corridor and working in his laptop. I got Daada's ji room key from Aadhi, strode towards Daada's room while I heard My women's voice and her sister. Frequently,I looked over Aadhi's room behalf of door ajar I had stolen glancing of My Neha ' Always mesmerizing me, You ! Tiny fry, I will catch you after finishing my investigation sector, see you soon dear' I said myself and entered into Daada's room.I opened my Daada's cupboard and searched every file's and it's nook and corner for any information. At last I opened his secret locker it had my Mother and Granny jewellery, under the jewel box there was a white file, while I took and opened it slowly My eye's were sticky on its page,there was lot of bills which was spent for Sagar Babu 's family, in between that A Letter which had my mother's handwriting, I was eagerly read it, my mind was frozen up, everything around me blurry to my vision, my hand were shivering , So I got no interest to grip it."Why you have been played, stabbed, cheated and broken my heart, I felt that you're just money minded person but today I perceived your true colour, you stabbed me on my back. I felt ashamed to live with you. Just for reside with me, you cheated me in the name of love...... Why you don't loyal to my love. Without love how can you stay with me in marriage. I loathed myself for loving you......., However, I love you truly.....I needs punishment, Thus I am going to end my Chapter......                                     - By your foolishly loving Anjali..." My Mother had a strange habit, After put her signature, she wrote the date and time, it clearly sketched that the day before the accident, she wrote this letter. Needless to say that My mom left her last breathe for her Sinner who was a backstabber and swindler. 'How does he do this to my mom, she is an Angel, How dare he is ? Bloody bastard' my veins were triggered, Hence Daada ji murdered him and showed up as accident to the world, Daada did this as a good father while he was given money to Sagar Babu family for his unvaluable and loyal work yet I couldn't punish him on my own hand.An Angel lost its life in the world by Sinner. For him she could kill herself, How crazy it was ?. Even for a second before her suicide, she thought about Aadhi and me, how could she do this, 'Love' the four letter word was probably ideal for her not us, of course it's true ,so only she would leave us alone in the merciless world. How many times I said her, divorced him and live happily yet her ears were deaf by Love.Love, I hate this word, behalf of it I lost my mother, my Angel. ' why you hate love, everything would happen by your mother cowardness ' my mind questioned me ' No she is brave and courageous woman that rubbish love hanged her hands So she took that foolish decision' I wasn't ready to accept the reality. ' For the sake of love you and your brother is in the world now, Say what about Neha's love and you have feelings for her....' I was dithering after hearing Neha's name but it didn't take rather second less than minutes. 'There's no love and marriage in My Life, Neha doesn't ready for my relationship idea ,Final it's time to end............ ............ ........Keep smile ððð keep reading ððð