chapter 29

Akhilesh's POVFrom the morning I was exhilarated to see my women, I cancelled my meeting which will give profit in crores. I used my golden hours for my women and rushed to the Bank, yet she even didn't glance me lightly. And Neha handover the loan refusing statment in Manager's hand and got away from the place  without considering my presence. I didn't expect this much attitude from her,  it really disappointed me and triggered my anger. Hence, I should speak to her for sorting out the misunderstanding otherwise it will totally spoilt our relationship.I encircled my arm on her shoulder, dragged her near to my car ,then pushed her into car and instructed my driver to take us to any nearer park. After car stopped in front of park, "come let us go inside, I want to talk to you...." While I held her elbow strongly, didn't expect any word from her, I dragged her inside the park. I stopped our motion in the centre of park which had plenty greenish lush tree, big fountain and greenary every where. I left her hand and stood in front of her." What's your problem, why you rejected the loan? I crossed my arms in my chest  and questioned her without any expression. " That's not your issue , why I have to answer you....." Neha's answer didn't surprise me I knew her stubborn  well. " Oh ! Fine, why are you avoiding me and run away from me?...."I was deeply invaded her eyes to get her orginal answer, yet her eye's had any movement, " Yes I avoided and run away from you purposely because I love you from my core but you're worthless person for my love hence I hate you to the hell, so you stay away from me....." Her uttered stabbed my heart, How many times she is telling that she hates me, it's really wound me and annoyed me." You prejudge me Neha ma, why you are thinking that I ain't worthless for your love, what you know about me? How can you say ' I hate you' it's really wounds me ....." Words were struck in throat , hot tears triggered in my eyes , I was swallowing my worries and annoy and tried to emphasize my point of view. My nostril was filled with wet soil fragrance of rainy water, drizzling droplet chilled our body.silver trickles of water seep into the soil, renewing the life-roots of the plants beneath. My tears were dissolved in rain water." Neha My mom loved a Sinner, Ya I am damn sure that he was a sin of mom's life. My mom persistently married that Sinner even without considering their parents  yet my grandparents supported their only daughter. After her wedding my mom slowly perceived his intention which was only her money and not her true love. I didn't know 'what is father's love'. Every night I heard my mom 's screaming and wailing but she never showed her fade side of life to me and my grandparents, after certain age i perceived her worries but she didn't try to come out from the hell boc he loved that  Sinner so much. Eventhough she had prosperous wealth she lived in hell.After Aadhi's birth I adamantly sent him to my grandparents  while he didn't affect by mother's Sinner  like me. I searched many ways to overcome from that Sinner's crisis yet my mom didn't ready to come out. After I went to foreign for higher studies, I got some clear idea about my mom's problem, in foreign they easily come out from their marriage life, single parent living happily with their young ones, even without marriage and Love, they lived in relationship without any commitments and children. However my mom didn't realise my idea and she loved and believed him, still her last breathe. She passed away from me by a car accident. I didn't tolerate her loss, the whole world became darken to me, after her demise I didn't fall for any affection expect my brother. Years rolled on yet my wound lived freshly in my heart, after finishing my MBA I exposed mySelf in business and buried my whole soul in business to forget myself, on that  time I heard Aadhi had an accident,thus I came back to India to save my only hope of life.  After landing on india I cleared stated Aadhi's health condition by Doctors and his love while before I was doing anything he eloped with your sister, I was really in bewildered on that suitation , accidentally or my mom's wish I met you as Ragavi Sister, subsequently I adored you and hate myself for fallen for you. Day by day I lost myself from you , after my brother recovery I showed my feelings and invited you for relationship....You thought me just for sex I invited you for relationship thus You said those words 'I am whore or slut who fallen for your fame and money'. Frankly I said that I had sex with any girl as one night strand and strictly prohibited them for any relationship. After fallen by your eyes I didn't touch any girl even my nails brushed other women. I want to live with you many years happily and died in your lap at my old age......"Neha's POVI saw a Small boy who was affected by terrific worries of his mother and  finally lost her.Pitter patter rain drop were fully  drenched us, after hearing his hearty feeling I felt numb. Behalf of my muck mind I was splutter mud on him, 'How do I think just for sex Akhil invited me in relationship without Love and marriage ' now I realised him fully owing to her mom's pathetic life why he was detested of love and marriage. I proved that 'A hasty man never wants woe' Now,how could I face him. slowly, I gathered my courage marched towards him to ask sorry for my blunder." In this issue you always stated that you hate me this word really wounds me is an understatement, if I do any crisis my mom scold me ,even punish me yet she never said that she hates me....."my tongue were glued, I was already proved that 'A fool's tongue is clean enough to cut his own throat ' thus I didn't utter and being in silent mode. His face and eyes were furious, "But it's not your fault Neha, You are not my mom as well as according to your parents successful marriage life you liked love marriage, at the same time I am detested in love and marriage, Hence we travel in parallel lines yet It doesn't meet. So I never show my face on your way....."I was terribly shocked by his words,I didn't understand what could I do now even wail or smile. Really I was a lucky girl in the world before my love acceptance it met break up, my tears flowed in my flawless skin of cheeks without wiping I stared his face.Akhil closed your distance he put my mother's chain on my neck which I was placed in mortgage shop for purchasing clothes in his textiles. " Never remove the chain in our neck Neha , our beloved person's treasure are never placed in any box or mortgage shop...." I was affected by closeness, I stared his face yet it had no emotion for me, it's killed me, " Come let us go ...." Akhil dragged me to the exit and gestured a taxi to stop and said me to get in, after that he gave my home address to taxi driver and instruct him for my safe journey. I glanced him like small kid who was eager waiting for its mother 's love, yet his face was same emotionless. Taxi was drove off his face was slowly away from vision.I am in confusion what  will I do next.........                  Love is an untamed force         When we try to control it,  destroys us          When we try to imprison it, enslaved us           When we try to understand it, leaves us                    Feeling lost and confused                                    -      unknown Keep smile 😁😁😁 keep reading 📖📖📖