Part 30
HE and ME Impossible ✔️
After a week.
One week passed since my heart feels something new. After seeing the knight version of my scary cat, it is impossible for me to don't stare at him. Me, who decided not to fall for anyone is now having in a miserable state.
Will he caught me staring at him?
I won't fall for him.
Writing all those things in the diary which I hardly write, I closed down. Usually I won't write anything on the diary but after the day of marriage, I wrote it today.
Standing up from the seat I walked to the bed near Ayaan's side and look at him. He is sleeping peacefully, how dare he? After causing all the things inside me.
Am I having any staring disorder?
Is it because I saw him everyday? The beauty of one increased as much as we saw him. May be that's it.
Smiling at my thought, I layed down on my side of the bed by hugging PinkY.
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"Neha, wake up" After hearing the call nth time, I decided to turn the other side and fall in sleep again.
I can't turn, why? Someone is holding me. I tried my best, but failed miserably. I opened my eyes only to see him. No one else but Ayaan.
"Ayaan please, let me sleep ten minutes more. " I begged.
"It is 10.30. How long are you going to sleep? Come and have breakfast. " He made me sit on the bed.
Oh my hair! It is all messed. He saw me ugly. I take the duvet and cover my head. Neha, you are brilliant.
"What's wrong? " He asked with a concern.
Ayaan, don't look me with that look. His hand is coming to my face.
Catching his hand, I said, "nothing, I will get ready and come, you go to job. " I smiled at him.
"I am noticing from few days," Did he noticed? Oh No, I am done. Hugging my knees, I hide my face.
Why he is not saying? Should I look at him? No, embarrassing!!
"What happened to you? You are acting all different from few days. Waking up early except today, you even prepared a coffee to me. " He is caressing my hair. "What's wrong with you? "
Peeping my head I asked miserably, "why are you so good? "
"What? " He is smiling at my question. Not smiling, he is laughing. No way, I won't fall for this idiot.
"Crazy girl!! "
"Crazy girl is your first love. Go away. " Hitting pillow at him, I made him leave the room.
I definitely have some problem. He must have seen my messy hair. But he already seen that way before. Even though....
But, who was his first love?
Getting ready, I walked outside. After a week my college will open, I am excited for studying MBA.
"Where is Fahad? " I asked as soon as I sit.
"He gone out to meet a friend. He will reach soon. "
"Aren't you going to work? " I asked. He is still in his house wears.
"Today is a holiday. " Smiling at him lightly, I took my phone. Don't look at him Neha, look at the phone.
"Don't use phone while eating. " He snatched my phone. Yeah, it is the one thing he got irritated so quickly.
I smiled at him and he smiled at me. Again I smiled at him and he smiled at me. Again, before I smile at him, he asked, "What's wrong? "
"Nothing." Shrugging my shoulders I placed the last piece of morsel on my mouth.
I won't stay alone with him. It is not good for health. I decided my next mission.
Why Fahad is not coming. I can't stay alone with him. Wearing that green T-shirt, he is definitely handsome. And that beard is looking so cute on his face.
Neha, what's wrong with you? You can't appreciate his looks. Shrugging away my thoughts I prayed for not looking at him.
And finally Fahad came.
"You came!! " With over excitement and satisfaction I jumped and Ayaan is looking at me with weird expression.
Now, I am satisfied.
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"What about this slide? " Fahad asked me. I am helping him with his presentation.
"This looks good. It would be better if you shorten the sentence. " I suggested and at that time Ayaan's phone which is placing in front of me is beeping.
"Ayaan, you have a call. " I screamed.
"Who is it? " He asked from inside.
I looked nervously at the phone and Fahad.
"What's wrong? " Fahad looking at me suspiciously. Without making any fuss, I turned the phone to visible the caller ID, Divya.
"Divya." I screamed again and at the time he came and took the phone with a smile on his face.
I take a quick look on the last four numbers. Is it my friend Div?
Opening my phone, I dialled her number after making sure that last four digits are same.
The person whom you are calling is talking to someone else, please call again later.
Was it truly Div? It had been so many days she called me and she now calls him. Everyone loves Ayaan more, I am feeling jealous of him.
What if his first love is her?
Standing up I walked fro and back.
"Neha, are you truly helping me on my presentation? " He asked making me freeze on my place.
"I want to say something to you. But I chose not to. Now, I think you should know. " He said looking at me.
"Naina.. " Before he continue I walked to him and looked at him sternly.
"Don't tell me you love Naina. " I warned him.
He is stuck for a second. Composing himself he shook his head.
"Don't you like me? " Fahad asked innocently.
"That's not the case. If she loves you or anyone and it is sincere then I am okay with that. " I somehow said that.
"I happened to met her with a boy. " He voiced.
"That may be one of her friends. Having a friend in other gender is normal. " I don't like if anyone talk ill about my sisters. I am in another important problem and he is making me fuss more.
"Neha, what about a dinner out today! " Ayaan asked after finishing his call. That smile didn't leave him.
"Wooow. That's cool. " Fahad sounds excited.
But why Div called him?
"Oh, that was your friend Divya. She is crazy as you."
"But why she call you? She didn't call me from few days. " Ignoring him taking my phone I walked to my room.
She answered at my first ring.
"Idiot. You didn't call me all these days and now you are calling that scary cat. " I scolded her.
"Are you jealous wifey of scary cat. " She is suppressing her laugh.
"Shut up. Why you call him instead of me. " I quickly changed my subject.
"We can talk about that later. Now tell me how is your life"
"Don't change the topic. If you don't tell me I will ask Ayaan. Don't you know he is scared of me, he will definitely tell me everything. " I smiled.
"There is something you don't know. " She voiced low.
"What's that? "
"My first crush was supposed to be his friend. "
"What?? You didn't tell me about your crush till now and you told everything with him. " I complained.
Having no sound from other side I added, "okay now tell me how is your crush? Who is he? How he looks? "
"I will tell you in short. He is a doctor and I met him during an appointment for three consecutive days. Unless the other two days, the third day I wear make up to catch his attention and I caught by Ayaan while I was shamelessly staring at that doctor. "
I can't help but laugh out loud.
"I can't even imagine you doing all those things. Then how is now? "
"My crush gone before few years. That was just attraction. From that day me and Ayaan are friends. Today I met that doctor, he is happily married. I didn't feel anything, so I thought to share with him. " She concluded.
"That's it. " I sighed.
"Then what you thought? " She sounds like teasing.
"Since you know about crush and all those things, I want a help. "
"Neha, did you fall in love with Ayaan? " She is again teasing.
"The thing is, I have a friend whom you don't know. She is my friend in 1st standard and she have a friend and that friend have a friend. She have a friend and that... " She cut me.
"Stop thr train. Tell me in short instead of this friend and Friend and... '
" Okay, my friend of friend of friend of friend of friend "
"Neha, just say your friend. " I can hear her sigh.
"My friend got married recently, that was a pure arranged marriage and she didn't believe in love and everything. But now she is shamelessly staring at her husband, checking him out. Feeling protected in his arms. What's that? "
"He is your husband, so what's the problem for accepting that you fell in love with him? "
"But he didn't tell me that he loved me. How can I guess and make things worse. "
"You are married means you are supposed to be together till your last breath. "
"That's true but he should take the first step. " I announced.
"Aren't you the one who says there is nothing called boy things and girl thing. So girl can take first step as well. "
"Yeah.. But how can I fall in love with him? That's impossible."
"What's wrong with that? Why can't you? "
"Because I am Neha and he is Ayaan. "
"Aren't you two humans? " That's right, but.
"But." What to say.
"Isn't he nice with you? Isn't he care for you? Isn't you handsome? And he is good police too. Now what's wrong? " I stayed silent for a moment.
"I don't know Div. But I can't accept that I am falling in love. I never thought that this day will come. " I feel myself crying. By vision got blurred.
"Are you crying? " She asked and I nodded.
"You can fall in love with him and do everything with him. There is nothing wrong with that. You two are legally married. Even though your Dad taught you from childhood not to fall in love with anyone doesn't mean you can't love your husband. That's a natural thing Neha. It would be a problem if you didn't fall for him. Now I am relieved that you are fine completely. " I smiled.
"Really. " I smiled again.
"If he do anything wrong with you then you can call me. I will hit him blue and black. You are his legal wife. "
"I know karate , if he will do anything wrong I can manage. " I giggled.
"That's my girl." She laughed.
"So there is nothing wrong. I am going to examine my love and stare him more. " With a giggle I hang up the call.
Finally I fall in love with scary cat but what about him?
I need to examine whether he loves me or not. How will be it feel, the feeling of loved by husband? I found myself blushing and hiding my face by hugging pinkY
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How is the chapter?
Neha is in â¤ðð
Neha's POV after a short time. How is it?
Will she confess her love or he confess first.
I am so sorry if I messed up this part. I was started writing at 6.pm and my sister came middle and now after all the things it ended at 9.pm
Do you know what she did? She is my elder sister by the way. At first she came and layed at my bed and ended up with a pillow fight and all the funny things. And I was laying on Mom's bed not mine or hers. ðð¤£ð¤£. We messed up the bed and Mom come with a stickðð for messing her bed.
Later my sister conducted a singing show. How terrible her singing ð¤is. First she sang solo. Not to mention her high volume sound. Then she recorded her song by playing music on the phone. How terrible. Mom asked her to stop, but who hearsð¤£. And the third time she heard her singing that was recorded and laughed out appreciating our tolerance level. And the forth time came to mom's room and I am still here on her bed. She started singing again. My fate ðð¤ªð¤£.
Dedicating to everyone who missed my rants those days. ððð.
The superstition thing that I told in one of the chapters. It is nothing, when we were child we used to check on our finger nails. If it have a white mark, we believed that we will get a new dress soon.
Recently I watched a cdrama, 'falling into your smile. 'Â it is so cute. I love their chemistry and all. I literally giggled at most of the things thats rare for me to do while watching dramas. One of my friends recommended me and I watched thinking that it is completed but it is ongoing. ð.. I want to watch the next epi... ð
Which is your recently watched drama?
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