âRight. The Grand Duke likes useful people.â
âYou did that to me, knowing that?â
Heâs your father, youâre the only one who wants to be loved, right?
A sigh escaped my gaze, as if he was looking at a lover who was trying to grab the attention of the person he loved.
Iâm not happy even if I get the Grand Dukeâs attention. For the sake of the mental health of many people, I am trying to live quietly as a 7-year-old kid, but I am also making them act like fact fighters. At this rate, I will become a violent girl who harms other peopleâs mental health.
âThe difference between the Grand Duke and the Grand Prince is too far. In fact, you donât look like a normal father-and-son.â
Again, Kirsecâs eyes fluttered wildly at the fact bomb that I threw away indifferently. Perhaps it was the pain that hit right at the sore spot that Kirsec couldnât even get angry.
Water filled the purple eyes that trembled and stared at me as if he had stopped breathing. I stared intently at his lips, which were stubbornly trying not to cry.
âJust because the Grand Duke likes someone who is capable, doesnât mean heâs someone to get close with. Being friendly is different.â
âI know! I still want to be recognized!â
His eyes were filled with only a desire to be recognized quickly. Or were my words too difficult for young Kirsec?
âIt is never too late to receive recognition later. Weâre young.â
âI am not young.â
âNo. weâre young. And there are things we can only do when weâre young.â
I resolutely rejected Kirsecâs stubborn words. Watching his face engulf in shock, I tried to make it as understandable as possible for the kid.
âNow is the age at which they can understand even if weâre not good at it, and they understand even if weâre a bit childish. These are things we couldnât do later. You have to use this privilege to make friends with the Grand Duke personally now.â
âI wonât act childish! Iâm the Grand Prince!â
I wonder if heâs listening to everything Iâm saying. He seemed to listen to only the parts he wanted to hear. However, I could see that he was under pressure to be proud as the Grand Prince.
Still, there is a sense of responsibility. Again, this is surprising. Usually, a kid like that doesnât know his duties, and itâs easy to take only his rights.
Of course, I understand Kirsecâs feelings, but I donât think he was like that either.
âYes. I donât know whose loss it is if they donât get to know the Grand Duke because they donât want to act childish.â
He gave a sad expression. Although he was suspicious, he seemed to be in agony, shaking his head quite a bit at the damaging words. Only a smile came out of the little boyâs clumsy behavior.
If Kirsec suddenly says that he was working hard, will the interest and favorability of the Grand Duke change by saying, âNo, my son did?â
It wonât. That kid is a kid who hasnât been able to properly control his emotions yet. Such a little kidâs false acting would quickly be revealed.
If he doesnât have the confidence to become a true genius, itâs better to show a reaction that he can show at his age and build love as a real father-and-son.
If he was recognized from the beginning, the expectations will only increase, and there is a high probability that it will degenerate into a more business-like relationship.
If Kirsec couldnât be outspoken like me, theyâll be a really stiff father-and-son. And Kirsec didnât have that kind of trick.
âIf I do as you say, do you mean that I would become closer to my father?â
âI donât know how the conversation between the two of you will go, so I couldnât guarantee that.â
Kirsec was trembling.
He was angry at my tone, but he seemed frustrated because there was no way to win with words.
âWhat the hell do you want me to do!â
What is with your temper? Donât you know that itâs you who makes me say what I said? Iâm afraid Iâll have to deliver him another hit. Oh, I canât hit him. I canât hit him because Iâm afraid heâll like it.
âI mean, you donât have to try to look good to the Grand Duke. Just tell the story that comes to your mind. If you donât remember anything in your life, think of keeping a diary and tell him what happened recently.â
âThereâs no way my father would want to know that!â
âHeâs going to want to hear that now.â
I donât know what the future holds, but for now, I thought that Kirsecâs story would be good.
Probably, what the Grand Duke wanted from Kirsec now would be enough not to cause an accident. He must have let him grow up like that. If the Grand Duke had already emphasized to Kirsec that he had to be superior to others as the successor of the Duchy, there should be no such clumsy kid.
If the Grand Duke still respects Kirsecâs free life, itâs better to let him show a childish side. A little boy named Kirsec that speaks with the Grand Duke himself. That was my conclusion.
âHow do you know that? Are you sure?â
âNo. Iâm not sure.â
Of course, I canât look inside the Grand Duke. I canât say for sure how to judge it.
âYou mean you said such a dangerous thing when you werenât even sure?â
âArenât you convinced when I told you to accuse me in front of the Grand Duke before?â
I sent him a bewildered look, and Kirsec clenched his teeth tightly. It was only natural that Kirsec would be left speechless when the reason he became envious of me was mentioned.
I donât understand, I donât think itâs logical, but heâll get a weird feeling of wanting to do what I said.