CHAPTER 33

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-LOST being Lost what Meera is feeling now, she ran away from graveyard, and  she is still,  Vidyuth and Dominic both are following her behind with there car, all she did is grabbing the taxi what is going on her mind no one knows, why she run away no one knows, it's her thoughts her pain, she lost the person who brought her to this this world, she couldn't even see her last time.

She sent address to taxi driver, he is driving to the exactly place. Where as Dominic understood where she is going he knows, he saw her eyes he felt he is the one who betrayed, she lost her trust, trust of having brother, trust that he will protect her no matter what, trust she thought he is only one who will take her out of Vidyuth's mansion.

The taxi stopped infront of hospital Meera is running inside, at this point she don't trust her husband not even her brother. Vidyuth and Dominic are behind her, it's a bigg hospital she know where her mom is, she always visited her mom whenever she had time sometimes she stayed in hospital, she layed her head on her mom's lap, she always wanted to feel that warmth, her mom's warmth.

There are multiple eyes are on her she is running in the middle of hospital as if she lost every indeed she did lost, realisation, regret are real bitches of this world.

She barged inside VIP room where her mom was admitted. She is searching for her mom, desperate  to see her mom, last hope may be she can find her in that only for second she want to see her mom, only if her mom stays for seconds she want to see her, but sometimes reality hits harder than truck.

She checked the room there was no trace of her mom, she checked in washroom she is not there how can she be? The doctor who treated her mom entered inside the room, as her eyes landed on him, she Marched towards him she grabbed his colors.

"Where is my mom? Tell me where is she I'm begging you please"

She is shaking his color asking him aggressively.

"Where the hell she is damnit how can you do this to me"

Tears are running out of her eyes like water, her horse voice is not helping at all.

"Meer-"

The sound of slapping echoed in the room, did she slapped doctor? No, she slapped the one who was about to hold her palms from backside it's Dominic.

She is standing face to face infront of Dominic, betrayal what she is feeling in his eyes, she knew he can never hurt her, she knew he will protect her no matter what, seems like whatever she thought turned out to be lie.

She have two men infront of her one is her husband other is her brother and she refuse to trust both of them.

-Suddenly one day you get to know your mom is no more,

-you realised you can never meet her,

-you can never feel that motherly warmth anymore.

Thats when you feel your existence have no reason to live on this earth.

She wants to cry but who will hold her, she wants to sob but who will corress her tears away.

She is walking out her soulless body, Vidyuth is right beside her trying to understand her pain, she is not crying but she is silent, the silence which yelling out her pain, there is no colors on her face.

Dominic driving the car back to back glancing at Meera he is taking her to hotel one of his hotel as she realised the wrong path she said.

"Take me home"

Three words with fire in her eyes she is blaming her brother for hiding her mom's death he snatched her right to bid good bye to her mom.

"No you are not staying there"

He said looking away, avoiding eye contact with her.

"You want me to die?"

He took u-turn moment he heard her, he knows she is not in the state to listen, he worst fear what if she hurt herself.

MEERA'S POV

Flashbacks, memories, there presence is what I feel in this place this is my home, dad used to say  'Memories are way of holding on to the things you love, you cherish, which you never want to loose', when i thought to keeping all your, mom's and my family's memories in my heart, those recording, those pictures I love everything papa but at this point when I realised I'm left with memories only I'm hating it. I don't want these memories I want both of you.

These are accusing me, these are slapping me, these are yelling at me that I lost both of you, why?

Why? Why mumma why you left me? First dad now you too, are you that desperate to leave me, mumma why you give up, my mumma never used to give up on things easily and it was your life, I want you mumma I need you, who will cook my favorite pasta? Who will make world best coffee? You know right I loved your coffee I used to drink it even during my periods I never cared about pain.

Mumma I want you please come back.

Tell me this is all lie tell me you are alive. I don't even want to step inside gate mumma I'm still standing here grab the stick come and hit me near gate only as you always used to do, I did many mistakes mumma,pleaseee mumma come back. I won't come inside untill you call me mumma I'll stand here only infront of entrance.

You are there right, you are in your room right I don't believe that you left me, I hate niccy mumma I hate him I really hate him, what sin I've committed mumma that God is punishing me like this?

"Baby?"

Baby? He he ever cared about me? If he did then why would he hide everything from me? He snatched my right to bid  goodbye, mumma tell me I don't deserve to see you one last time am I unworthy?

"Do you want to stay here hmm? Baby?"

I don't want to see, I don't want to talk to him, he would have thought about me before performing mumma's funeral.

I just want to go to mumma and pappa's room.

Walls, pictures, this interior, Aroma, everything everything is reminding me what I have lost.

I felt someone's presence, Vidyuth's presence, huh Vidyuth obviously

"Please leave me alone"

That is the last thing I can do to begg him to leave me, I'm left with no options, he made sure of that.

I hate it I hated myself, I hated myself for this, I hate the moment I came to Jaipur I hate the moment I met him, I hate it when I feel protected in his arms, I hate that he is the one to provide warmth in this hour, he is the one who is hugging me I hate the feeling.

His warm breather are hitting my neck, he is hugging me like I'm flower he don't want to add pressure.

I slided on the floor pathetic is what I feel for myself. Why my destiny is like this. Im the most unlucky in this world.

Mumma I can't let go this feeling specially the day you had accident.

"Cry yell hitt do whatever you want I'm here I sorry even after knowing the truth I never tried to confess infront of you I'm really sorry WIFEY I'm here to listen"

Why will I cry?

Why will I yell at you?

Why will I hit you?

And also do I have permission your permission, there is nothing happens without your permission right? That why even my bestfriend betrayed me, it's all about you where I am?

"I want you to leave me alone can you?"

I neither want nor I want to see my brother.

"Pleasee"

He backed away quickly.

"I'll wait outside"

He said and left.

I just want to feel your warmth in this room mumma. I don't want anyone. All of them are betrayers,liers, I dint want any of them near me.

AUTHOR'S POV

-All night all day she is been sitting in her parents room only, crying out badly, cursing her fate, no matter how much Vidyuth and Dominic are tried to call her out for meals she kept sitting in the bed only.

Even if she die she wants to die happy she have no reason to live this life

"Meera come out or else I'll be breaking this damn door"

She chuckled hearing her husband .

She clenched her teethes immense hatred on her husband, she checked her phone,  she saw some notifications.

She opened the doorz walking towards her room this is night, she decided to have shower Vidyuth kept waiting for her in her room.

After having she came out saw Vidyuth sitting on the bed holding tray in his hand, without caring about him and his expressions, she started to eat something about her personality it has changed drastically even Vidyuth can see that. She ate her food.

"Is there anything you want me to master?"

Vidyuth is confused why she used perticular word.

"What?"

He asked her she fake poured infront of him.

"Aren't you my master? What you want me to call you then?"

Vidyuth felt pang in his heart watching her behaviour.

"Take rest I know you are in shock you need rest"

He said as he grabbed the tray about to leave.

He is frozen oh his place whe he heard her saying,

"You are Letting me go easily i thought I worth one billion right MASTER?"

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