CHAPTER 32

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'Hate me

Hit me

Punish me

Do whatever you want

but

DON'T  LEAVE  ME'

His words are not leaving her thoughts he is engulfed in her mind heart and everywhere, the familiarity of city is not at all affecting her, only thing which is matters is his words.

They are sitting on the table in a five star hotel room having having lunch, exactly looks like a date but the dominant man infront of her is proving her wrong. They are banglore having lunch with no words exchanged between them, its just her glancing at him again and again, it's not like he don't have idea about her inner turmoil he does know that but too busy in his mess.

He is been thinking a lot of things, there lunch is finished but not his debate with himself. She wants him to say something atleast why they are here on the other side she is scared what if he leave her in Banglore but again his words stops her From thinking that way, but she is surely having bad thought about whatever he is going to say.

They silently had there lunch Vidyuth kept his demonair cold, reserved and calm still in his thoughts. Meera thought to not disturb him he got up from chair he is standing right infront of her Asking her to follow him, she got up following they reached in a balcony which is attached with the room.

His eyes are on the city while her eyes are only on him.

"Do you know why I decided to marry you?"

She have no idea, why out of nowhere he is asking her about there marriage, when it was clearly him, he was the one to force her in to this marriage thing.

"Cause I helped Anush-"

"No"

He cut her off in the middle, she is been thinking that he married with her because she helped Anushka to run away but now he is saying something else.

"I had reserved friends circle which consisted Rohan, Shagun, Manna and myself, Manna was always the closest to me"

Meera is really feeling jealous that he is talking another girls name, talking about another girl but at the same time she is curious, curious to know story from his perspective.

"We were close, close enough to assume we are couples, may be the closeness helpede to find out my feelings towards her, I cared for her, i really cared for her, she made me feel protectiveness, possessiveness towards her, I can never give her place to anyone"

As he stopped in the middle Meera is confused she thought n'is it way of asking her leave his life to spend his life with Mannara' but her track of thoughts got cut off by him.

"I never wanted to see a singles tear in her eyes, I alway wanted to protect her, then dad decided to retire even before he retired it always me who took care of business deals and all, I wanted to spend my childhood normal child I wanted to yo enjoy my teen days as I wanted but that never happened but only thing was remained was protecting her from this cruel world,  but I couldn't"

He clenched his teeths, holding the glass wall tightly.meera is having calculations in her mind.

"I was too late to see the fakeness behind her smile, I was too late to see painfull scars behind that thick make up, she was suffering from years yet here I had no clue about it, I don't know she was great actor nor I was just too blind to see that"

Meera is now realised why Mannara always had that blank face.

"She used to get abused physically, mentally, she used to get molested some one used her like toy a fucking toy literally treated her like slave for his fuckiiinggghh pleasure when I got to know that I was late too late, she was no more the girl she used to be she is still not the girl she used to be"

Meera's heart clenched while listening to him she thought Mannara is really strong girl to face this all inher life.

"He used her to confidential information from my company with that he blackmailed her everyday he forced himself on her everyday, he got successfull in that everyday, She was tired, tired of her life, tired to smiling like everything is okay when it was never, everyday her self-respect and dignity was snatched away from her, everyday she cried out of pain, everyday she hoped for the better next day, end of the day she was tired of having hopes too"

Meera literally havin tears in her eyes.

"Who did that?"

She finally decided to ask him., He turned he turned towards nher facing her, keeping eye contact with her brown eyes.

"That's the reason behind marrying you Meera"

She got confused, she thought there is no string between Mannara's suffering and there marriage.

"What?"

He faced the city again.

"When I got to know about you Rohan did background check it said you are Rohit Roys daughter"

He quickly marched towards her suddenly she flinches because of him.

"I wanted make you suffer in the same way llike Rohit did with Manna , I wa Ted to play with you like him, I wanted to hurt you like he hurt Manna he destroyed her life so I wanted to Destroy yours hurting you was hurting him"

Meera is feeling like someone is squeezing her heart, she never thought this will be reason behind there marriage even she is far from Rohit reality.

"H-how I I How can he, i never thought "

She started to panic but she met with warmth of Vidyuths chest, he hugged her.

"I was wrong"

He mumbled in her eyes made her sit on chair, Meera got shocked when she saw him kneeling infront of her,

He kneeled infront of her.

Vidyuth Rathore on his knees infront of Meera.

"What are doing get u-"

He cut her off.

"Please listen to me, not now, don't Stop me, I wanted you to cry like Manna but I felt like someone squeezing my heart whenever I made you cry, I wanted you to suffer like Manna, but my heart was always again to it, I couldn't stand single tear in your eyes, I cursed my self whenever I hurted you, I hated myself for hurting, these innocence in your eyes always captured me, they captured Vidyuth Rathore, your eyes your lips your face is all yelling out that you are innocent then how can I get my revenge on you?"

There is completely silence in the room.

"Your nature, your behaviour, your toughness, your thoughtfulness, let's not ignore this uncontrollable mouth  of yours I admirethem, I admire you, you are different, you made me realise revenge should never be choice, I got head over heals for your when I saw determination and dedication towards your future, I saw little childish girl and also grown up mature girl"

"When you got attached by those in Manali I was scared as hell, I felt like someone snatching my last string of hope, reason for living this life, I WAS SCARED, I WAS SCARED FOR YOU. For us,  Meera

Im already dreaming about our future together I can't stop myself

I just want you to give me a chance

Chance to me,

Chance to this marriage,

Chance to us,

I don't want anything I want us Meera,

I want your bickering in my life,

You are the only one who holds power to make me kneel,

To beg

Im on my knees with nothing in my hands I only want you Meera

Please think about giving one chance to this marriage,

I'll never make you regret your decision I promise it's my promise Meera"

She kept staring at him she never thought he will confess her like this.

"Im clear about my feelings Meera when you asked 'do you love me Vidyuth' it was sudden question for me but still that time too and now also

I love you Meera

You've captured my mind my heart my everything"

She is shocked will be a understatement.

"Vidyuth I I I I'm"

He cut her off.

"Shhh don't, don't answer me take your time there is one thing IDK If after that you are going to forgive me, let's go"

She is literally confused of change of his behaviour, he is holding her hand and taking her outside.

They reached parking lot he made her sit beside him, he started to drive.

Meera never ever in her life thought that he will confess.

She never thought he will kneel infront of her.

She never thought he will beg her.

He is driving she is finding the directions similar she know where this path will take her but she is curious about why he is talking her in same path, this root clearly goes towards her dad's graveyard.

She have no idea what is he trying to do.  Let then twenty minutes they reached the exact place.

"How do you know about this only my family knows where dad's graveyard is"

She asked him she got no reply she pressed her thoughts to thinking may be he digged little more about her background.

"Well that you know I actually wanted to visit here I miss my dad soo much"

She entered in a gate Vidyuth followed her not sure about her reaction.

As she opened the second gate she walked towards nher dad's grave with teary yet smily face, tears of loosing her dad smile for Vidyuth he let her visit her dad's graveyard, emotions makes people in blind exactly happened with her she is unable to see her surrounding.

"Dad how are you doing there?

Im doing well here,

I've stopped complainting about little things dad

Your little daughter is now mature right, see he is my husband"

As she indicated towards her husband which is Vidyuth he was not there she turned to her left he was standing there.

"Vidyuth why ar-"

Her eyes caught the another graveyard is some distance like ten steps, the expression on his face said something else, she slowly turned to see the picture of graveyard,

She is feeling numb

With no emotions no feelings

She slowly got up and went near the graveyard 'MANTRA ROY'  writtened on it, she saw moments behind her her eyes met with the cold one, after two years she is meeting she never thought she will meet him like this, at this point she don't want to trust any one.

There is Dominic Knight  standing right behind her.

She run away from there

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