Chapter 18: Chapter 16.

Chapter 16.

- Rebecca's P.O.V -

Calum lead me out of Sasha's hospital room and i let out a deep breathe of relief , i couldn't help but feel like it was my fault. Why couldn't it of been me? Why did it have to be Sasha. Calum must of noticed i was in deep thought because he wrapped his arms around me and placed a kiss to my head.

''Its not your fault. Don't even think it was your fault Becky'' he whisperd

''Bu-''

''Shh come on let's go home.'' Calum said pulling away and interwining our fingers together

''What about Ashton?'' i asked

''He'll be alright. He needs time alone with her.'' , i nodded and walked out of the hospital a ton of flashing lights hitting my eyes. Calum pulled his arm around my shoulder and i hid my face in his chest looking down at the floor. Numorious things got called and questions were shouted at us but we ignored it and got straight into the car.

''When's the last time you slept , you look so tired.'' Calum sighed pulling me closer his body and making sure my seatbelt was on.

''I don't remember,''

''Rebecca , you have to stay healthy for the baby's sake.''

''I know... i just couldn't sleep.'' i lied , i hadn't even tried. I nodded off once and then the nightmares began , the crash , Sasha..-.

''I shouldn't of left.'' Calum whispered more to himself i think

''Don't sa-''

''If i didn't leave we wouldn't be in this mess'

''Calum don't blame yourself please.''

''I'm sorry.'' he sighed kissing my head again and twirling a piece of my hair.

*****

Calum carried me up the stairs to our apartment since i was too exhausted to move from the car. We finally got up the stairs and he placed me down on my feet to open the door.

''Go get changed and into bed i'll make us some hot chocolate.'' Calum whispered and i nodded.

I walked down the hallway into the bedroom. I picked up Promise and put him into his bed outside the door , i walked back in and changed into some leggings and a baggy t-shirt of Calums then crawled into bed and waited for him.

- Calum's P.O.V -

Coming back to Austrailia to be with Rebecca wasn't a question i was always going to turn up even after she told me not too. Sure the fan's will be upset and so will our management but there is no way in hell i'm not going back to her. Rebecca and Ashton need my support. I'm glad i did come back because Rebecca looked like a zombie she hasn't obviously been sleeping and thats bad for her and the babies health.

I poured the hot choclate into too cups and walked into our bedroom. I looked onto the bed where Rebecca had passed out and a chuckle escaped my lips. I placed the hot chocolate down on the bedside table and changed into some sweats. I lifted the cover up and slid in next to her my arms finding there way around her waist and my face burried into her apple scented hair.  I missed this.

- Rebecca's P.O.V-

The crash couldn't have been stopped, nothing could have been done as the black car swerved off the lane and into the on coming traffic, on the busy bridge. The beeps of the cars were a deafoning drone going off into the dark of the night.

The helpless screaming from myself was muffled by the screeching of wheels and smashing of metal. The side of the bridge was looming ever closer as cars toppled ontop of each other bumping me to the edge. Smoke was curling into the car as i tried to move it away from the burning black car, which had started the whole destruction. My heart was beating like mad as the car bashed against the railings making them topple into the river below.

There was no way of getting out, the doors had been jammed shut and the windows weren't winding down. I fumbled round in her bag looking for my mobile, quickly snatching it out and dialing in numbers frantically. With my palms being all sweaty the phone slipped through my hands and fell to the back of the car, which was already over the edge of the bridge. Slowly i unclipped the belt and gently turned round in the seat, so as it try and keep the weight evenly. Reaching through my fingers were inchs away from the phone, so i gently changed my position to get a better chance at getting it. The car rocked back a bit more to the change of weight.

Then from where the phone was a faint voice was heard,

"Hello, hello. Is anyone there?" it wasn't just any voice it was Calums...i looked up and lunged for the phone and screamed into it with tears streaming down my face.

"Its me, I LOVE YOU!" Then the phone went dead as the car tilted all the way back and crashed into the deep waters belo-

''Rebecca'' a voice mumbled

''Rebecca , wake up baby you're having a bad dream.'' Calums raspy voice spoke , with a nudge to my shoulder my eyes opened up and i sat up , gasping for air.

''Shhh.'' Calum cooed as he wrapped his arms around me and i rested my head on his chest.

''Its okay. You're okay it was just a dream.'' he sighed

''What''s the time?'' i said my voice coming out more as a squeak.

''4am.'' he mumbled ,

''Sorry for waking you up.'' i whispered

''No. it's fine princess'' he leaned down and placed a kiss to my lips.

After a few minutes we readjusted our position so we were laying back to front so Calum was spooning me his warm hands making circles on my small bump. I closed my eyes to try and get back to sleep but no matter what i just couldn't i let out a deep sigh and stared at the white walls of my room.

A couple of moment's later i felt Calums soft lips leave kisses along the back of my neck and over the top of my shoulders make me sigh.

“Calum—”

“Shh baby,” he cut across me, and I then I was being laid on my back with him on top of me.

“Just relax okay.

I turned around to face Calum and he dipped his head down to capture my lips with his, soft lips on my own, urging me to kiss him back. My heart beat accelerated, my hands involuntarily moving up to grip his shoulders. His tongue pried my lips open, teasing it across my own and I gasped into his mouth. He moved his hips, dipping them and I felt him against me, under the thin material of his boxers, already hard. I wondered if it was because of me, . The thought made my cheeks flare up once more.

“I—” I started when he pulled away, but Calum shot me a sharp look.

“Just relax okay? We both can't get back to sleep.,” he mumbled, his thumbs hooking in the hem of my underwear as he pulled them down my legs.

''I can distract you from those bad dreams Becca”he hummed against the skin of my neck.

His hand cupped me, just like I had prior to this sudden twist of events. His mouth pressed soft, wet kisses along my neck and I purred in my throat, my hands sliding up and down his back, fingers digging into his skin, muscles flexing under my tips as his body moved above mine, kissing my throat and shoulder and collarbones, one hand still cupping me the other easing one strap of my top down. I gasped when his teeth sunk into my flesh, my own nails raking down his back in response, and he grunted against my skin.

He pulled away, sitting up on his knees, pulling down his boxer briefs  and tossing them behind him. I couldn’t contain a soft moan as I took him in, all of him,My eyes met his and I sat up slowly, my heart pounding in my ears.

Calum reached for the hem of my top and I raised my arms as he pulled it off me. He kissed me hard, his lips moving against my own, as if both were made of the same mould, fitting perfectly...I cried out when his mouth engulfed my right breast his tongue swirling against the nub and i fell back onto the bed, gasping and shuddering.

When Calum’s hand moved to himself, I lost it. A fresh wave of arousal spread through me as I watched him pump his hand over himself, his lips parting slightly and a deep groan rumbled through him.

His eyes fluttered and he seemed to fight to keep them open. His gaze fell on me, between my legs, and another groan left him, his hand speeding up slightly.

“God, i missed you baby.” He almost moaned the words out, reaching down and propping himself on one hand.

“Calum,” was all I could manage, pleading him. I needed him inside me. Taking matters into my own hands, I pushed at him. With a slightly confused frown, he pulled back.

“What?"

I placed my hands on his chest and pushed at him, and he lay on his back. Knocking his hand away from himself, I gripped it in my own. Straddling him, I lowered myself into him.

“Oh, baby,” he growled, hands hurriedly gripping the back of my thighs.

And then I was moving, riding him like a wave, up and down and swirling my hips, as Calum gripped me tightly, fingers digging into my flesh almost painfully, but the pain was delicious—something I’d savor and relish and remember forever. His mouth falling open and brow furrowing. I rotated my hips and he let out a strangled noise.

*****

I woke up feeling Calum’s fingers brush over my face, my eyes fluttering open to reveal Calum smiling down at me.

“Morning beautiful.” He whispered, kissing my nose softly, I smiled up at him.

“Morning Cal.”

''How did you sleep?'' he smirked

''Better.''

''Was i a good distraction.'' he whispered his lips leaving small kisses all over my face making me giggle , he pulled away and buried his head into my neck.

''Yeah you was. Thank you'' i smiled kissing him on the forehead and running my fingers through his hair.

One of his hands searched for mine, he laced our fingers together bringing our hands up to his lips. He pressed soft kisses to my knuckles, his eyes shutting in restlessness, we relaxed into each other our hands clasped together

''Lets stay here all day'' he suggested

''Okay..'' i hummed

"You look cute when you’ve just woken up" he comments with a grin, gliding his thumb affectionately along your cheek, a sincerity in his voice and mannerisms suggesting he really does mean it. I snort, but secretly relish in the compliment.

Calum has nothing but nice things to say about me or to me, yet it still takes me off guard sometimes that he thinks of me that highly. I never used to take any compliments seriously, believing they were just words of kindness from friends, but not the actual truth. Calum was the first person who actually made me feel beautiful, safe and loved. I can barely imagine a life without him anymore. Sometimes im are scared to admit how much you need him.

"Shall I make hot chocolate and pop in a movie? I think we have  cookies too….." he suggests eagerly.

"I haven’t had breakfast yet…." i say.

"Hot chocolate has milk. Milk is a breakfast food…." Calum counters.

"Can’t argue with that logic" i laugh, as Calum gets up to fetch the things.

He returns with a tray of cookies, chocolates and hot drink, as well as one of my favourite  movies, which he pushes into the DVD player and starts it up, joining me in bed once more.

*****

We literally stayed cuddled up in bed all day watching movies with the ocasional bathroom breaks and snack breaks and Calum taking Promise for a walk around the block. We were up to our fourth movie in which Calum insisted on choosing.

"So.. do you want to watch Anchorman or Anchorman?" Calum asked with a big grin on his face while holding his single copy of Anchorman. I eyed him while trying to hold back my laughter.

"Uhhh, I hate Anchorman," I said jokingly,

"So let’s watch Anchorman!" As soon as I said it I mentally face palmed. That joke was so corny! Calum chuckled at my joke, shaking his head.

"That joke was awful babe." He chuckled.

"That sounded so much better in my head," I mumbled while curling up furthur into the bed.

I watched as Calum stood up and walked over to the DVD player. I rested my head on the stack of pillows, causing my hair to fall into my eyes.

Calum put in Anchorman and walked back over to where I was laying on the bed. He reached out with his hand and brushed the hair out of my eyes.

"Any room for Cal?" He whispered. I got butterflies whenever he whispered to me. It was like a little message just for me. It made me feel special. I exaggerated a sigh and lifted up the blanket.

Calum smirked and crawled in behind me, draping his arm over my waist when he settled in. I could feel his hot breath on the back of my neck giving me goosebumps. The butterflies were back. I smiled and snuggled into Calum’s chest. I was the perfect height to fit his body.

"Oh my God I love this movie!" Calum exclaimed.

"I know Cal, you say that every time," I giggled.

Calum wrapped his arm tighter around my waist occasionally rubbing circles against the small bump on my stomach, pressing play as he did so.

After watching the movie for a while I felt my eyes getting heavy. I quickly snapped them open, hoping that Calum didn’t notice. He didn’t say anything so I relaxed again. Calum hates it when I fall asleep during Anchorman.

"Well that escalated quickly," Calum said, mimicking Ron Burgundy.

I chuckled at his weirdness. But I guess that’s one of the things that I loved about him. Calum could always cheer me up whenever I was sad with a single silly face. I’ve never told him but I love him so much. He hasn’t told me that he loves me either but I can tell that he cares about me. He just means so much to me and I never want to lose him. I want to be with him forever, I just hope that he feels the same way. I was snapped out of my train of thought by Calum’s laughter.

His laugh is different to most people’s laugh but I find it endearing. As we watched on my eyes became heavy again. Come on Becky stay awake! Stay awake for Cal…

"Becky… wake up babe." I opened my eyes slightly to see Calum’s deep, brown eyes watching me.

"You fell asleep during my favourite movie!!" He exclaimed. I jerked up into a sitting position, eyes wide open. Oh my God I fell asleep. Crap…

"Sorry babe. It’s just a bit late and you woke me up this morning and because of last night-!" I giggled at the thought. Calum snickered at the memory as well.

"So you’re really tired?" I nodded to his question.

"Then come here," Calum whispered with his arms wide open.

The butterflies swirled about in my stomach once again. I rested in his arms again, my back facing his body. Suddenly Calum’s arms circled my waist and he started turning me around. I was quickly spun so that I was now facing him.

"That’s better," Calum breathed while looking into my eyes intently. I quickly looked away, my cheeks flushing a bright red colour. He chuckled at my embarrassment and whispered,

"Go to sleep now baby." I looked up to his face again.

"I can’t go to sleep just like that Cal." He stroked my cheek while searching my face with his eyes. Suddenly I heard him begin to sing to me softly.

Settle down with me

Cover me up

Cuddle me in

Lie down with me and

Hold me in your arms

When your hearts against my chest

Lips pressed to my neck

I’ve fallen for your eyes

But they don’t know me yet

The butterflies weren’t just a few, but an entire colony now. My eyes were becoming heavy again and I was dozing in and out of consciousness. Calum noticed so he started to stroke my hair while singing even softer.

And with a feeling I’ll forget

I’m in love now

Kiss me like you wanna be loved

You wanna be loved

You wanna be loved

By now I was almost completely asleep. I was in that state where you are just about to fall asleep but you are still aware of what’s going on around you. Just as I was about to totally fall asleep I heard Calum inhale deeply.

“I love you Rebecca…” And then i felt the covers lift over my body and i fell asleep.

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A/N

CHAPTER 16 - Well this chapter was just cute <3

QOTD : Why do you think Michael is never in pictures with the guys when they meet people? Like he never is in any photos?

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