Chapter 85 His Longing and Punishment âWhat are you doing?â screamed Kisa while pushing him away. Yet, he overpowered her in terms of physical strength, and although he was sick, she was not strong enough to push him off. Gilbert held her tightly and looked into her eyes with a dark look. Kisa was terrified at his serious expression.
âDonât leave me anymore, okay?â He spoke with a hoarse voice. His words carried a hint of sadness and loneliness. Kisa only looked at him blankly. She had never seen Gilbert in such a vulnerable state before. Was he thinking of Sara and mistaking her for Sara?
Then, a warm breath attacked her.
Gilbert kissed her passionately. It carried a sense of his longing and⦠punishment. Kisa still held on to the thought of being mistaken as Sara. She felt offended. At this, she resisted strongly and yelled, âGilbert Kooper, look clearly! Iâm not Sara Mitchell. Iâm Kisa Becker!â
But he ignored her words and continued kissing her. He was acting like a stubborn child.
Kisaâs eyes were brimming with tears and her nose was wet.
How much did he miss Sara, that he had to imagine Kisa as her?
âWhy should I be a substitute for that woman?â Kisa thought.
âWasnât it enough for me to help that lady with Anthonyâs case?â
As she felt this manâs passion and enthusiasm, Kisa could feel nothing but sadness.
She closed her eyes and said in a mocking tone, âYouâve forgotten that Iâm the one who kidnapped Sara and hurt your grandmother. The same Kisa Becker whom you despise.â
Gilbert finally stopped.
He propped himself up and stared at her deeply. He had an indescribable look in his eyes.
Kisa opened her eyes and looked right into his eyes, âLook closely. Iâm Kisa Becker, the one who kidnapped Sara and hurt your grandmother.â
âShut up!â
Gilbert spit out these two words coldly. His deep voice seemed to be suppressing his emotions. To that, Kisa only laughed, âWhy? Arenât I telling the truth? Or should I say, have these words broken your beautiful delusion and you canât accept the fact that Iâm Kisa and not Sara?â âI told you to shut up!â âIli shut up, will I automatically become Sara? Gilbert, stop lying to yourself. I really am Kisa, not Sara, 1.â
âShut up!â She felt a gust of wind whistle past her ear. It was Gilbertâs punch passing right next to her ear. If he had aimed an inch closer, his fist would have landed on her face.
Kisa clenched her fists, trembling and staring at him.
Sure enough, when being brought back to reality, he would not treat her gently. Gilbert took a deep breath. His face broke into a fierce look, his chest heaving and his body muscles tense. His whole body was showing all the anger he suppressed.
âWhy did you have to speak? Canât you just stay by my side quietly? I just want to appreciate the warmth and beauty of this moment. Why did you have to remind me of the cruel reality?â
DI Kisa bit her bottom lip tightly, trying to control her tears. However, she failed to do so, and they rolled down uncontrollably. She choked and replied, âWhy should I be Saraâs stand-in? You get to dwell in this moment of warmth, but what about me? Gilbert, Iâm a human, not a robot. I have feelings and emotions too, you know. I can feel sad and hurt too.â