CH 14
Funeral
Yu Cheng accompanied Qin He until late into the night. The next day, Yu Cheng continued to follow Qin He silently, only buying food during meal times and watching him eat.
Regarding what happened that night, the two of them tacitly didnât mention it. Yu Cheng still ran around Qin He, but Qin He didnât say much. However, that promise became Yu Chengâs goal to strive for, deeply remembered in his heartâ¦
After the funeral was handled simply, Qin Wanclear fell ill due to excessive grief and was taking medication. Yu Cheng watched Qin He tirelessly worked day and night, worrying that he would get exhausted, so he took the initiative to recommend himself to take care of him.
âIâve been chasing after you; I should do something to show you, shouldnât I? Canât just rely on words.â Yu Cheng spoke frankly, and his reasons were solid.
Yu Chengâs tireless efforts were noticed and appreciated by Qin He, who leaned against the door and looked outside at the budding branches.
âYu Cheng, I agree,â Qin He said.
The two of them were momentarily speechless. Yu Cheng stared with wide eyes, and the playful words on the tip of his tongue were halted. âAgree?â
Qin He had never been a troublesome child; he had never done anything out of the ordinary. But every time, it was because of Yu Cheng. In an era where their relationship couldnât be openly acknowledged, Qin He chose to follow his own heart when faced with opposition.
Life, accidents, illnesses, these uncertain things, Qin He wants to grasp what he can be certain of. He likes him, doesnât he? Qin He has been living for othersâ opinions for eighteen years, following his motherâs advice and bearing the heavy burden of life. Now he has something precious to him, and he wants to hold onto it.
âYou didnât hear wrong, Yu Cheng; weâre together.â On a sunny and warm afternoon, looking at the growing branches, âI want to hold onto you.â
Qin He gave Yu Chengâs head a firm pat. âItâs really prickly.â He smiled at the dazed Yu Cheng and walked away. He had found his hope, and his smile was particularly bright.
âThen Iâll grow my hair longer so you can touch it more.â If Yu Cheng had a tail, he would probably be wagging it ecstatically like a dog that wants its owner to pet it more.
The two of them were inseparable. When Lu Ran went to say goodbye to Qin He, he could see Yu Cheng standing proudly next to Qin He. Something seemed to have changed in a place that he couldnât seeâ¦
After school started, with Qin He as his âcheat code,â Yu Cheng made rapid progress. After all, he had a boyfriend. Yu Cheng no longer looked fierce but instead always had a smile on his face wherever he went, even surprising his family. When asked if he was in a relationship, Yu Cheng would just smile and say no. After all, this relationship couldnât be made public yet.
âQin He, Qin He, can you change how you call me?â Yu Cheng pouted in the dorm room, his hair gradually growing longer and becoming fluffy. âCouples usually call each other like this.â
Qin He pushed Yu Chengâs head to the side, and Yu Cheng made a grumbling sound: âChange it, change it, to âboyfriendâ.â
âAlright, alright, little hedgehog, is that okay? Itâs a bit prickly when touched,â Qin He teased with a faint smile. While other boys usually became more angular as they grew older, Qin He seemed to have become gentler.
âChange it, change it to something nicer,â Yu Cheng said, biting Qin Heâs finger and speaking unclearly.
âWhat do you want to be called then?â Qin He blushed as Yu Cheng licked him and tried to pull his hand away.
âYou can call me âCheng Cheng,â others have repeated syllables in their names, so Iâll call you âHe Heâ,â Yu Cheng said, becoming more clingy lately and wanting to get close to him whenever they were alone.
Qin He was taken aback. âJust a little hedgehog, nothing else.â
Yu Cheng remained silent, lowering his eyebrows and eyes.
âThen can I call you âgegeâ (brother)? Only in private, though. âCheng Chengâ sounds too strange; I usually call you Yu Cheng,â Qin He said, feeling somewhat fearful of this person. Every time he expressed dissatisfaction, Yu Cheng would lower his eyebrows and eyes, making it hard for Qin He to resist.
âSure, then what should I call you? Boyfriend, Little Qin Teacher, Baby, Good Boy,â Yu Cheng listed one nickname after another, watching as Qin Heâs face grew even redder. He leaned in to kiss him, and Qin He seemed dazed for a moment before turning his face away and avoiding his gaze.
Feeling unsatisfied, Yu Cheng turned Qin Heâs face back and kissed him. He had wanted to do this for a long time, but they had to be careful in public and couldnât even hold hands. Yu Cheng always treated Qin He with great care and tenderness, afraid of hurting or upsetting him.
The petals were kneaded and ravaged, their colours becoming even more vibrant. Dewdrops fell on the petals, making the delicate flowers seem as if they might slip away. The fragrance of the flowers filled the room; it was intoxicating and irresistibleâ¦
âYouâre so sweet.â Yu Cheng hugged him, his face full of contentment. Feeling the rise and fall of Qin Heâs chest, Yu Cheng slowly calmed down in his embrace. Yu Cheng suddenly felt reassured. âDarling, letâs go to Changlian Mountain this week and pray for a bracelet. Itâs said that as long as two people go together to pray, they can be together forever, even in the next life. What do you think?â
âWe havenât finished this life yet, and youâre already thinking about the next life,â Qin He chuckled lightly, feeling as if he had eaten candy. His voice carried a lazy tone. This person made him feel comfortable and at ease just by leaning against him, like a cat that had just woken up.
âYes, I want to be with you forever. You are so much more talented and excellent than me, so of course I want to keep you tied to me,â Yu Cheng said, holding Qin He tightly, his pride evident in his words.
âWhat do you like about me?â Qin He pondered this question for a long time without finding an answer. He was cold and indifferent, and he didnât understand what this person saw in him.
âEverything about you is wonderful. You are handsome, gentle, attentive, intelligent, and kind; even though you may appear cold, you are soft inside, like a sandwiched candy, incredibly sweet.â Yu Cheng listed all the good qualities of Qin He, it seemed that, in his eyes, everything about Qin He was good. He was someone who would feed cats and also someone who, despite being aloof, would extend a helping hand. Yu Cheng liked him dearly.
For the first time, Qin He realised that he was seen in such a way by someone else, with so many merits that he himself couldnât see. It was the first time someone had bluntly told him that he was worthy of all the best things in the world.
Yucheng said and did it, and over the weekend, he took people up the mountain. He begged for a red bracelet, with white clouds all around, and the spring was full of vitality as birds perched on branches and flew away.
âHelp me put it on.â Yucheng just received the bracelet and reached his hand out to Qinhe. He flicked the bell with his fingers, making a clear sound. âYou canât separate from me now; even if we have a fight someday, no matter where you go, I will be able to find you. But Iâm sure I wonât be angry with you.â
Hand in hand, the ringing and clanging of the bell made people feel joyful, as if it were singing for their eternal love.
People in passionate love always believe in many things, longing for a long-lasting and inseparable relationship.
The word âforeverâ has a fatal attraction to them, as if it is the only wish in their lifetime.
The sincere love of youth is intense, and they start thinking about forever from the beginningâ¦
Happiness has blinded their minds; they are immersed in a honey jar, forgetting the malice around themâ¦
Xian Nan Zhi
Today, itâs Yu Cheng who is immersed in the honey jar, seeking kisses and hugs~
Actually, heâs younger, but I just want to hear Qin He calling him âgegeâ (older brother)~