June 1st
Los Angeles, California
"BE WHO YOU AREEE" I scream as I burst into Billie and I's bedroom causing her to jump from her seat on the bed. She looks at me in shock and I grin widely. "FOR YOUR PRIDEEE"
"It's nine in the morning and your ass wants to be screaming like a fucking banshee." Billie glares at me as I walk over to her with a box of rainbow cupcakes in my hands.
"Baby it's pride month and we gay" I tell her causing her to burst out laughing at my words. She takes a cupcake out of the box and shakes her head at me.
"It's celebration time." I smirk as I look her up and down. She is only wearing a shirt of mine and a red thong. Her face glowing from the sun shining on her from our windows.
"No."
I think my heart just broke.
"What you mean no?" I frown making her chuckle. "You cheating on me?" I then ask with a small pout. She blank faced me and kissed her teeth with a small roll of her eyes.
"How does me saying no equal that I'm cheating?"
"Because you don't love me anymore." I tell her and walk away from her with a small sigh. "It's cool." I say and sniffle to add to my dramatics.
"Halley baby" Billie grabs my arm and pulls me back, pecking my lips. "I'm not cheating on you." She says with a laugh and I shake my head, looking down.
"It's cool."
She chuckles and grabs me by my throat, pulling me into a heated kiss. "No one is cheating on you. No one is even thinking about cheating you bozo" Billie whispers against my lips making me slowly smile.
"I just wanted a kiss." I tell her and she pushes me away with a small glare. I burst out laughing before wrapping my arms around her waist. "I love you mama."
"I love me too." She replies making me glare at her. She laughs and grabs my hand, pulling me into the bathroom.
"Say it back."
She shakes her head no. "Nope you want to play. I can play too." Walking over to the shower, she turns on the water. I watch as she moves around the bathroom, grabbing her toothbrush to brush her teeth.
I watch her brush her teeth for a minute before smacking her ass hard. "Ow! Hallâ" I cut her off by grabbing her by her throat and pulling her into me.
"Say that shit back before I fuck you up Pirate."
Billie looks up at me with lust darken her eyes making me smirk lowly. "I love you too daddy." She says batting her eyelashes.
"Good girl." I praise her and pull her into a heated kiss. A moan escapes her lips as she kisses me back, tangling her fingers in my hair.
"Come on let's shower." I pull away smacking her ass before moving away to undress. She whines from the loss of contact but slips my shirt off her body. We get undressed and step into the shower.
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"Mrs and Mrs. Comet how are we doing today?" Dr.Tracy says with a smile as she enters the room. After having a long conversation with Billie about what we wanted for our future, we decided to not wait to have kids. Due to Billie's situation, I'm going to carry our first child then we are going to revisit the possibility of Billie being able to carry our children.
I didn't mind being pregnant honestly. I just never thought about it because in both of our minds Billie was always going to be the one carrying our children.
Definitely am nervous about it though.
"Well." I say glancing at Billie who sent a smile my way. "I'm still processing everything." I continue and squeeze Billie's hand.
Dr. Tracy nods her head and takes a seat on the black chair across from the bed. "That's perfectly normal. Would you like me to go over everything once more? More of a step to step explanation?" She asks and I instantly nod my head.
She begins to explain the whole process to the both of us once more. I pretty much understand everything but I need to hear it again in order to really process it all.
We're going to be doing a test on my eggs. Billie wanted to make sure that I was actually capable of carrying a child. She still has anxiety about her situation so I didn't mind getting tested and talking to a doctor about it.
If everything comes back normal, we will start looking at sperm donors and discussing everything again to make sure this is what we are ready for and want. I already know we both are but I know anything can happen so we both promised to revisit the conversation to clarify our feelings.
Billie and I sit there and listen as she speaks. "It may be a long process but it will all be worth it in the end right?" The doctor grins and I take in a deep breath.
"Making a baby." I mutter looking down at my stomach. "We're going to have a baby." I continue looking over at Billie. She leans over, kissing me softly causing me to smile.
"I will need some blood work from you." The doctor tells me, looking down at the clipboard in her hands. "We will schedule your screening for later this month and those results should come back within ten to fourteen business days."
I nod my head and she speaks to us for another couple minutes. She tells us a nurse will be in to guide us downstairs to get my blood work done. I am dreading that part because I seriously hate needles. It's crazy because I have so many tattoos but it's true.
Billie ends up holding my hand as the man takes my blood. She lays her head on my shoulder, whispering sweet things in my ear every time I whimper at the pain.
"Do you want to get some food?" She asks me as we walk to her car, hand in hand. I nod my head and look down at the prescriptions the doctor prescribed to me last time.
"Yeah but I want to eat at home."
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"We are not naming our child Billie Jr." Rolling my eyes, I take a bite of my burger. After getting our food, we came back home and ended up making a fort out of our sheets and the couches. It was Billie's idea and honestly I'm enjoying it.
"Why not?" She pouts and I resist the urge to laugh at the question. "I think it's a perfect name."
"No baby." Shaking my head, I offer her fry to which she gladly eats. "Our child isn't being named junior anything."
"Party pooper" She grumbles making me playfully roll my eyes. She wipes her hands off before crawling out of the fort to throw her trash away.
I lean back and yawn, suddenly feeling tired. "Baby can we take a nap?" I ask as she comes back into the fort a few seconds later. She nods and lays on top of me, burying her face in my neck.
"Can you believe it?" Billie says making me hum in response. "If everything works out, we are going to be parents in a few months."
Rubbing circles in her back, I sigh and nod my head. "Can't believe I'm about to be carrying a child." I mutter in slight disbelief. She chuckles and raises her head to peck my lips.
"I think you will look very pretty pregnant." She comments making me smile. "Definitely going to be moody as hell but a very beautiful baby mama."
Kissing my teeth, I roll my eyes at her words. "Call me that shit again and I'll fuck you up." I tell her raising my eyebrow as she laughs.
"But that's what you areâ"
"I ain't nobody's fucking baby mama Pirate. Keep playing." I cut her off and yawn. She rolls her eyes playfully and pecks my lips. "I'm just playing my love." She mutters sending me a soft smile, knowing her smiles are my weakness.
I wrap my arms around her and shift ourselves slightly. Billie buries her head in the crook of my neck and kisses the skin softly. "I love you Mrs.Comet." She tells me instantly bringing a smile to my lips.
"I love you more Mrs.Comet"