chapter 63

         The day she kissed me and ran whispering she loved me , I swear I had taken the house down jumping and screaming. It took all my will power and restraint, also a lot of lectures from Karan and Dad to not run over to her house and ask for her hand in marriage.      Not to seem stalker or anything but I found out she got selected to same University as me and that's all I needed. I have even got dad to convince her dad to send her over to his block in the town so we can possibly be roommates and keep each other company. And it worked. She'd moved in yesterday but I didn't. I stayed over at friend's . I want her to first see me in University. And I know what she'd do, run away. It's going to be hilarious when she thinks she escaped me and runs over to the house only to get another surprise. I just can't wait to get her reactions.      I avoided approaching her not like I am mad at her or something. I would have gladly entertained her if she came first but she dared ignore me and befriend a total stranger how is that not supposed to piss me off? I got up and left before I would actually loose control and throw a punch at the nerd looking girl. Oily hair, sticky braids and a thick glass broad framed spec. She looks like she'd start crying if you glare at her and for sure she'd be those let's go to library to study for break kind of kids . I don't see what my girl saw in that girl to even befriend her in the first place. Come on, you have been proposed by me, me! How can your standards be so low?      I and Prisha stood in some corner of the campus , I was looking around for her while scrolling on my phone, more like using it to pretend. " So, that girl besides that chomu was your girl?" , Prisha asked as she sat besides me full set to get on my nerves. " Hmm ."" She looked like she wanted to talk you , why would you scare off the poor girl looking like you'd murder a whole town next?"" Nothing."" What are you playing? Cold hubby wil make you beg for attention?"" Can you not?"" Really. I mean she's cute. She'd suit you. Hot dom cute sub . Perfect."" Why aren't you guys still together?"" I don't know."" Don't tell me you got scared and didn't propose."" I did. "" Don't tell me you got rejected."" I did. "" Woah- that girl seriously got some nerves to reject you. Then what did you do?"" Nothing."" Why?"" Why are you so interested in my love life? How about you just go get yourself some toy to play around?"" Woah- that was harsh. How about -"" Stay away from my love rest do whatever the shit you want ."" Possessive huh?"I gave her a side eye but that won't shut her up. " What's the plan?"" Perhaps to strangle you if you don't shut up."" Sounds kinky ."" Shut up for the sake of those alien hairs of yours unless you want me to make you bald." , I hissed and started walking away knowing I struck the exact chord. " Hey! That's called highlights! And they are cool you know?"" Sure. "" Where are you headed to?"" Tell mental asylum one of their patients escaped. "" Make sure you get a hot nurse to come collect me !"  This girl can never. I shook my head in disappointment. I came out to calm myself down but this girl only added to my frustrations. I was walking around randomly when my eyes caught something. All she had to do was appear in my sight and that's what took it to change my mood. I immediately walked over to her. She saw me coming, her face turning pale the moment I stepped in her radius. It took everything in me to put on a cold face and not just throw my arms around her kissing her from head to toe. "We need to talk." , she looked at me then at her new friend and Sneha and back at me. " Follow me. " She didn't. Her new friend, that chomu as Prisha called her, held her wrist preventing her. " You can talk to her here. ", she stepped in boldly. The audacity. I don't want to appear a bully in front of my love and that's the sole reason she hasn't been tossed of the floor yet. " She's a friend. Don't worry ." , Arushi said giving her a smile pulling her hand off. The look she gave , what does she think of herself?     Arushi walked ahead me as if she knows where I was going to take her.  I heard murmurs behind us but they don't matter. What matters is that I am having a hard time not kicking that girl  . " What did you want to talk about?" , Arushi asked nervously as we stepped into a comparatively less crowded place. " Your confession." She was already pale and now I can see the tint of red on her cheeks. Damn I wonder how much can I make this blush spread. " I am sorry. "" Huh?"" Sorry for what I did. "" What ?"" You know!", she said closing her eyes. " There's a lot of things you'd be sorry for so no. I don't. " She glared at me , bit her lips and sighed. " For dumping my feelings on you and disappearing." I could have brought up the slap and those things she said to me , but I won't. I don't want to make her feel bad or anything. " As long as you weren't lying, there's nothing to be sorry about." She looked at me confused. I gave her a smile. She still has her doubts . " So you ain't angry with me anymore?"" I was never angry with you love. "    Her breathing quickened. I can tell she's definitely struggling to put it to sense . But it's true. I was never angry at her. I was mad at myself, that moron, all the dumb things I did but never her. " So we good?" " Not really." " Huh?"" What you did is definitely not forgivable, now is it?" I advanced closer to her never once breaking the eye contact.She does get scared easily and oh how much I love it. " What-?"" What?"" Umm what do you want me to do then?"" What do you want to do?" " Stop annoying me !" , she said shoving me away as she walked away or tried to. I caught her hand and pulled her back securing my arm around her waist to ensure she doesn't get to run away again. " I was being really kind by letting you decide, you know? " , I whispered in her ears holding her so close that a few inches and I'd have my lips on her. She forgot to breath and her eyes reflected the fear that surged through her. " Now you'd be doing whatever I ask for, you understand?" She didn't respond just kept looking at me . Totally scared. I don't want to push it that far so I let go of her and she stepped back immediately. " How about you make it upto me with a kiss? " , I teased her and she stepped further away. " You are crazy. ", she pushed me away  as I chuckled. " Says the one who kissed me and ran away.", I taunted and she turned other side no more facing me . " So about your confession......" , I started to talk but she already cut me off. " I don't want to talk about it ."" But I do. "" Fine whatever. Get over with it. "" What do you want me to do about it?"" Do what?"" Do you want me?" She looked confused. Am I that difficult to understand or is this girl just idiot. " Do you want to be my girlfriend?" Her eyes widened and she stepped back again. I love her eyes , they never let her lie. She bit her lip looking at me with an expression I couldn't desipher. " Can you wait?" , the desperate voice. She was scared. To love me? To loose me ? I don't know. But I don't want to force her or anything. " For you? Forever." A faint smile spread across her cute face as she faced down. " Is my baby shy? Awww. So cute. " , I cooed at her . She got all flustered and shoved me away again and scurried away. This is time I let her .      How long do you think you are going to keep pushing me and your feelings away love? Don't you think you should give in already? Come on we both know you love me .