Gong Xiaoqiao laughed, âQin Yao, do you think that I am doing all this for you? You think too high of yourself!â
âIt doesnât matter who youâre doing it for! Will Auntie Rong think what youâre doing is worthy if she sees itâ¦.. â
âOhâ¦..if she sees it?â Gong Xiaoqiao seemed to have heard the biggest joke. Her original light expression of indifference was replaced with a sharpness, but at the bottom was a stubborn look of hidden sadness. âAnyway the person is dead. She wonât know what I do, what else is importantâ¦..â
Qin Yao was shocked by the news, that he knocked over the wine gla.s.s by his hand. âYouâ¦.what did you say?â
Gong Xiaoqiao glanced at him and murmured sarcastically, âIt seems that Gu Xingshen was really painstakingâ¦..â
âWhat the h.e.l.l is going on? Speak clearly!â
âSay what? Say that the dream of my youth was ruined by a man, that the poor woman who worked hard to make three lunches for her daughter every day and brought them to school to please her friends died four years ago, but you, the culprits are happy without knowing anythingâ¦. â
âThe culpritsâ¦?â Qin Yao suddenly felt cold all over, as if all his blood had been drained.
âMy lifeâ¦â
âThe last thing I regret was knowing you guys.â
âEven more regretful, why did I chase you to the airport that day, ask for the so-called answer, to ask for the so-called heartâ¦.â
âI hate youâ¦.â
âHowever, I hate myself more⦠I wish I could kill myselfâ¦..â
âActually, Iâm the culprit! Itâs just that Iâm too cowardly to admit this factâ¦â¦â
It seemed that the wine had come up, and Gong Xiaoqiao lay on the table with a look of bewirlderment muttering intermittently.
Qin Yao had been able to piece together what had happened, but still couldnât believe it. âThat day was the college entrance examination, how could youâ¦â¦â
Gong Xiaoqiao nodded and looked at him with her head tilted. âYes ah, that day was the college entrance examination, the most important day for me!â
âAt the time, you and Xiao Rou had already entered A airport, and I was still nervous thinking about whether I would pa.s.s the exams!â
âYou expected, that if you left that day, I wouldnât find out, and even if I found out, I wouldnât have been able to hinder you, right?â
Without waiting for Qin Yao to speak, Gong Xiaoqiao went on talking to herself, âOh, actually I knew, at that time, that even if I entered the examination room, it was absolutely impossible to get into big A university. The reason why you say it so easily, is because you completely didnât care. Because you had changed your mind and didnât want me to be admitted to big Aâ¦..you didnât want me to bother youâ¦..â
Qin Yao was anxious to explain, but in the end he could only hold back.
Gong Xiaoqiao poured another gla.s.s of red wine, âToo bad ah! The considerate Xiao Rou couldnât stand up to her conscience in the end, and sent me a text message before I entered the examination room to tell me that she wanted to leave with youâ¦.â
Qin Yaoâs look changed slightly, âWhat did Xiao Rou tell you?ân/o/vel/b//in dot c//om
Gong Xiaoqiao didnât answer, but murmured, âI think I must have been on ecstasy at that time! I canât believe I put down my exam to chase after you. At that time my mother was also waiting for me outsideâ¦
âDonât say it!â Qin Yao trembled, trying to stop her from speaking.
âThen, in order to chase me back, my mother was killed while crossing the road. I saw it with my own eyes. On the left, I watched your plane take off; on the right, I watched my mother fall into a pool of blood, saying to me, âXiao Qiao, come backââ¦â¦â
âOn both sides, it was h.e.l.lâ¦.â