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Chapter 34 *Pretender and Believer
~Sophia
âGood morning Sophia.â
âGood morning Andre,â I return.
Heâs giving me a calculating look and studying my face very carefully. Is there something on my face? I donât like it when people stare at me like thereâs something wrong with me.
âWhy are you looking at me like that?â I ask finally.
âIâm not staring at you,â he denies quickly.
Scowling, I try to ignore him. Itâs quite hard, considering weâre sitting across from each other. Heâs so like Draky! His lips are threatening to form into a smile. He has a funny secret only he knows.
After a few seconds, my patience pays off. Aunt V walks inside the dining room, carrying a plate with eggs on her hands. She puts it on the table with the bread, bacon and muffins.
âSophia,â she says, taking a seat beside Andre, âI havenât seen you yesterday and last Friday night.â
I heave a sigh. Of course she wants to know where Iâve been because sheâs responsible for me, now Iâm living in their house. And because my parents asked her to look after me.
âIâm sorry,â I start, âI should have told you right away.â
âWe were worried,â she says, frowning, âwe didnât know where you were. Iâm glad nothing happened to you and Drake.â
She knows about Draky and me. Perhaps Andre told her so she wouldnât worry that much.
âI went to our house last Friday,â I say, âmy parents werenât there. Some of their clothes were gone.â
Aunt V looks away from me and sips her coffee.
Andre is glancing between me and his mom, clearly not know whatâs going on.
âAuntieââ
âThe food will get cold,â she interrupts, âwe have to eat now.â
âMom,â Andre says, looking uneasily at me, âwhatâs happening?â
Why is he joining in our conversation? âAuntie, I have a right to know.â My voice is stupidly shaking. I donât want to cry. I donât want to cry. âIâm their daughter.â
âMom,â Andre repeats.
âDid something happen to them?â I ask, panic rising in my throat.
âCalm down,â Aunt V says in a soothing voice, âeverythingâs alright.â
âWhy arenât they here then?â
âBecause they are doing something important,â she says evasively.
âWhy donât you just tell her?â Andre suggests.
Aunt V gives him a pointed look. âThey should be the one to tell you Sophia.â
Maybe my mom forced her not to tell me. âTheyâre not even calling me,â I mutter, wiping the sweat on my forehead. âAnd Iâve been here for a week already.â
I want to go home. Even though I donât know where that is anymore. I donât know whatâs happening here. I donât know where my life is taking me. I hate this feeling. I want to go back before, when there arenât any complications; even if it means going back to the time when my parents are fighting.
Aunt V is nice and kind, but sheâs still stranger. Sheâs not really my family. I shut my mouth tight before I can scream in frustration.
âTheyâll come back after a few days,â Aunt V says, concern written on her face.
âA few more days?â I repeat dubiously.
My head falls to my hands. I canât take this anymore. I feel the sob starting to build; it will suffocate me until I let it out and cry.
âDonât you like it here?â Aunt V asks softly.
Andre has a pained expression on his face. Itâs hard to know what he is thinking.
Aunt V stretches her hand towards me and takes my hand, squeezing it gently.
âI like it here,â I say honestly. âYouâre nice and generous and you make me feel welcome in your home.â
âBut?â Andre prompts.
âHow do you know thereâs a but?â I ask curiously.
Tears are burning at the back of my eyes, threatening to spill at unexpected times.
âBecause itâs obvious,â he states, âthe way you said it.â
Swallowing the lump in my throat, I ignore Andre and turn to Aunt V. âI want to see my parents,â I continue, âI want to get answers. I want to know whatâs going on.â
âYouâll know when they come back,â she assures me.
âWhy not know?â Andre asks after chewing his muffin. Heâs the only one who can eat in a situation like this.
Aunt V scowls at him and says, âItâs not good to break a promise. Besides, itâs right to know the reason from them.â
Itâs not good to break a promise. A phrase my mom is always using.
Why is Aunt V so stubborn? Sheâs like my mom. When she said something, itâs final, she canât be budge. No wonder she and Aunt V are best friends. They have a lot of things in common.
âWhen they come back,â Aunt V continues, âeverything will go back to normal.â
I look at her doubtfully, having a hard time believing her.
âNo more fighting,â she mouths.
Unpredictably, a hysterical kind of laugh escapes from my mouth. So she knows theyâre fighting. Of course mom told her. I just canât believe Iâm not the only one who knows.
Aunt V smiles, pleased that she makes me laugh in this horrible day. âLetâs eat,â she declares, âIâm starving.â
And so we eat, dropping the topics that are hurtful and unnecessary.
âI have a business meeting today,â Aunt V says after a minute.
âItâs Sunday,â Andre mutters.
She shrugs. âItâs important. And you know you can't ignore big deals.â
âOh well,â Andre murmurs, âIâm going out too.â
âWhere will you go?â she asks, raising her eyebrows.
âI have a date.â
I almost spit the water Iâm drinking. Fortunately, I swallow it before it can come out of my mouth and embarrass me.
âWhy are you surprised?â Andre asks me.
âI donât know,â I blurt out without thinking.
Of course he has a romantic life. Why did I forget it? Well, itâs not as if itâs important. And as if I care about him.
âWhy donât you just cancel your date?â Aunt V suggests.
âWhat?â Andre exclaims, slapping his hand on the table impulsively.
âSophia will be alone in the houseââ
"Do you want me to stay?" Andre asks, cutting off his mom's next words.
âThatâs okay,â I say quickly, âI donât mind.â
Iâd rather be alone than be with Andre, and besides I donât want to ruin his date.
âAre you sure?â Aunt V asks.
âYes,â I answer. âIâm just going to do my homework.â Even though I already finished it earlier, before coming down for breakfast.
âOkay,â she says, albeit sheâs not satisfied. âJust leave the dishes, Iâll wash them later.â
âAuntie,â I say, not bothering to roll my eyes, âIâll take care of them.â
âNo, Iââ
âI have a lot of time in my hands,â I interject.
âIf you say so,â she says, smiling.
Aunt V goes to work after that. Andre asks if he can help on washing the dishes but I decline his offer. I think he walks to his room and get ready for his date. Meanwhile, I go to the kitchen and wash the dirty plates and glasses. After that, I make my way to my room and lay on the bed; trying to think of nothing.
âSophia?â Andre calls, knocking at my door.
âCome in,â I say, sitting at the edge of my bed.
He opens the door and walks inside my room. Heâs wearing casual clothes, which really good looks on him. His green polo shirt emphasizes his green eyes. I wonder who heâs date is. I haven't seen him in school with a girl with him.
âIâll go now.â
âOkay,â I say, âenjoy!â
âThanks,â he mutters, looking embarrassed. âIâll just lock the door from the outside.â He gets out of my room and after a few seconds, I hear the shutting of the front door and the engine of his car until it fades into nothing.
And now Iâm all alone in the house. I donât know where to go. I donât know what to do.
An idea suddenly pops into my head. Why donât I just text Draky and tell him that Iâll tutor him? Besides, he asked me yesterday if I'm free today. So that we can be done with it. And anyway, I might be busy next week.
Grabbing my cell phone, I type:
Want me to tutor you today?
Its a few minutes before he replies:
Are you sure youâre not busy today?
I roll my eyes and type:
Will I text you if I am?
Iâll be there as soon as possible.
Bring your books and notes.
What else?
What else? What else should he bring? I canât think of anything. Nothing.
See you then.
Okay.
I always want to have the last word.
Iâm too nice for his own good. Even though I know heâs just playing a game on me, Iâm still willing to help him.
I decide to just wait for him in the library. I bring The Time Travelerâs Wife because itâs a good book to pass the time. Draky has a key of this house so I text him to go here when he arrives.
He comes in after ten minutes, carrying a backpack on his hand.
âHi Pie,â he says.
âHello Draky,â I return.
We put all his notebooks and books on top of the table and sit side by side. We start with Literature first. Until now, heâs not yet done reading A Midsummer Nightâs Dream.
âWhat are you doing in your free time?â I scold.
âI spend my free time thinking about you,â he admits.
âI. .. uh,â I stutter.
I hate him. Why is he so good at playing his game?! I put my book closer to my face so that he canât see the blush starting to flood on my cheeks.
Is there some kind of medicine to stop the blush from coming in?
I hear him snicker which means he can see it.
âJust read, donât talk!â
âYes Maâam,â he says playfully, his mouth twitching and forming into a smirk.
The loud sound of the doorbell breaks our concentration from studying. Draky and I look at each other at the same time.
âOpen the door and see whoâs at the other side,â I order.
âIâm just a guest,â he says amusedly, âand youâre living here. I think youâre the one who should open the door.â
I look at him incredulously. Are there still gentlemen today? Chivalry is slowly fading.
To my disbelief, he laughs. Heâs even clutching his stomach!
âWhatâs funny?â I ask dryly.
âYour face,â he says while laughing. âYou should . . haha  . .have seen it! Itâs a shame . . haha I didnât bring a camera haha . . with me.â
âFine!â I stand up, but before I can take a step away from him, he grabs my arm.
My eyes widen when I see that weâre standing so close. How can he move so fast? Itâs hard to swallow when youâre nervous. Itâs hard to breathe when heâs close to me. My heart is thudding painfully in my chest whenever heâs near me. Itâs like its want to get out of me.
Taking a step back, he mimics my move until my back connects with a wall. Uh oh. What now?
âWhat do you want?â I ask. If heâs thinking Iâm afraid of him and Iâll back out, heâs wrong. Really wrong.
He lets go of my arm and puts his hands on my face. âYou shouldnât frown,â he says, touching my eyebrows, âyou donât know someone isââ
The sound of the doorbell interrupts him.
Draky lets go of me slowly and walks outside the library to open the front door.
I let out the breath I donât know Iâm holding. My knees are shaking beneath me so I sit on the floor. Draky is so stupid to make me feel this way! I hate it! I donât know what might happen if the person on the other side of the door didnât push the doorbell.
Iâm afraid that Iâm changing because of Draky. And now Iâm curious about what he said earlier. You donât know some isâ
What?
I feel so tired, I hug my knees tightly, close to my body.
I have to remember that everything he says and do is for the bet. Nothing more, nothing less. If thereâs someone that will be hurt at the end, itâs him; not me.
âPie!â he calls. His voice comes from the living room.
âWhat?â I ask loudly so he can hear me.
âYou have to come here!â
Why do I still have to go there if he already opens the door?
âPie!â
âIâm coming!â I yell, getting up from the floor and making my way to the living room.
âWhat?â I ask irritably, and stop suddenly when I see a woman beside him, a few years older than me, carrying a baby boy in her hands.
âHello,â she says, smiling at me. The baby boy waves his hand at me.
âHeâs so cute,â I murmur, walking towards them. âOh, and hi,â I say to the woman, smiling sheepishly.
In the corner of my eyes, I see Draky rolling his eyes. âSophia,â he says, âthis is Xyrielle, Auntieâs sister. Xyrielle, this is Sophia, a familyâs friend.â
He surely doesnât know how to introduce people formally.
âNice meeting you Sophia,â Xyrielle says. She looks a young version of Aunt V. Maybe when sheâs her age, this is what Aunt V looks like. âThis is Rain,â she continues, âmy son.â
âHow old is he?â I ask.
I like babies. They smell nice after taking a bath. They look like angels to me. Well, except when they cry. They are unpredictable too. One second youâre playing with them and then the next they want your full attention.
âHeâs one year and five months old,â Xyrielle answers.
âHello Rain,â I murmur.
He reaches his hands towards me and grabs a hold of my hair.
âOw!â
Drakyâs mouth twitches upward, finding this scene amusing.
âSorry,â Xyrielle says, opening Rainâs hands. Unfortunately, heâs holding too tight.
It hurts. After a few seconds of torture, Rain finally lets go.
âSorry,â Xyrielle repeats, holding Rainâs hands before he can hurt me again.
âItâs okay,â I say, even though my head is throbbing painfully when I touch it.
Maybe I donât like babies that much after all. Draky stands beside me and puts his hand on my shoulder.
âWhat are you doing?!â
âAre you two together?â Xyrielle asks amusedly, glancing between Draky and me.
âOf course not,â I say, at the same time Draky says, âYes.â
Xyrielle opens her mouth to say something when Rain cries.
âWhy did you say that?â I mutter, glaring at him.
âI want to see how you would react,â he replies, tilting his head to the side.
âDonât do it again,â I chastise. âItâs not funny.â
âItâs not funny,â he mimics, smiling playfully.
âI have a favor to ask,â Xyrielle says interrupting Draky and me. Rain stops crying because heâs now playing with his teether.
âWhat?â Draky asks, raising his eyebrow.
âI asked Veronica yesterday if she can take care of Rain while I meet my business partners,â she says, frowning, âand now sheâs not here.â
âMaybe she forgot,â I guess.
âWhereâs Rain babysitter?â
âShe asked for a day off,â she answers, âI agreed because I thought my sister would take care of Rain.â
âOh,â I murmur.
âItâs really important,â she says with a sigh, âbut because no one is available to take care of Rain. . .â
I want to help her because she seems nice. And she looks a lot like Aunt V. Rain is cute and he reminds me of Matt. I want to take care of him even though heâs kind of like playing with my hair.
âIâll take care of him,â I say before I can think twice.
âReally?â Xyrielle asks hopefully.
âYes.â
Draky is gaping at me, looking alarmed, and not believing what I said. Maybe he doesnât like babies. Unfortunately for him, he has to help me take care of Rain.