Chapter 28
Speak
âScarlet? I brought your lunch. I asked to.â Renee entered into Scarletâs sitting room. Scarlet sat in a long back chair, facing out into the garden. Scarlet didnât move. Renee looked down to the plate of breakfast food, cold and untouched from that morning. She exchanged the plates, putting the lunch one on the coffee table and the breakfast on the silver platter. Renee had heard through the servantâs gossip circle that Scarlet hadnât eaten anything in the past day and half that she had been awake. She had been cleared to leave her room by Dr. Cartson, but chose to remain. The King had been asking for her, and only her. Everyone within the walls knew it but no one spoke of it. Their private affair was now very public.
Renee was scared for her. They may no longer be friends, but she cared for Scarlet no less. She had remained next to her the whole ride back. Scarlet and the King were brought back to the capital in a warship from the field. Renee was barely harmed in the scuffle of the battle, but she knew both Scarlet and the King were greatly wounded. During the ride back there was so much she had wished to say to Scarlet. To apologize and to let Scarlet know that she honestly meant no harm. Despite the fact that she caused much of it. Renee only wanted her to be happy.
âScarlet.â The door to the room swung open. âWe need to talk. You, go, now.â The Queen slammed the door to the sitting room behind her. She shooed Renee, and Renee exited the room. âI am your Queen and I demand that you look at me Scarlet. Now.â Scarlet wiped her face, knowing full well how awful she looked. Between the bruises and crying, her face was a bloated mess.
Scarlet turned to face the Queen. She was as elegant looking as ever, a true royal. Even in her pregnant state. âGood, stand up and come over here.â Scarlet stood, and moved towards the Queen. There was a folder in her hands and Scarletâs worse fear had come true. The Queen found out. Scarlet mentally prepared herself for any beating the Queen could hand out. Along the way she grabbed a note book and pencil, to write with. âNo need for that.â The Queen tossed the folder onto the coffee table and papers went flying out from it. A closer looked showed what they were. The Kingâs notes, from their lessons. âI taught myself. Now speak, why havenât you gone to see my husband?â
âWhat do you mean?â
âOh cut the shit. I know what you two have been doing, so answers my question. Now.â
âI canât.â
âYou canât or wonât?â The Queenâs gaze was so powerful, Scarlet was unable to move her eyes from it.
âI canât. He and I. What we did was wrong. Youâre his wife. You be by my side.â
âI have been, but he hasnât been asking for me. Thatâs my point. Iâm there but he doesnât want me. He- he.â For the first time, Scarlet saw real emotions in the Queenâs eyes. âHe wants you. Heâs asking for you. Not me. You. So you should be there.â Hanging her head, Scarlet looked away.
âI canât! I just canât!â
âLook at me Scarlet. Look at me.â The Queen bent down and grabbed her shoulders. Forcing the eye contact. âMy husband is on his death bed right now. He might not make the next hour. And his only request is for you to be there. It doesnât matter what you two did or didnât do. What values were broken; none of that matters anymore, because heâs dying. He has a thousand dreams, you were clearly one. Your love was one, and now most of those remaining dreams wonât come ever true. So please, I am begging you.â The Queen shook her shoulders, her grip getting tighter. âGrant him this request. Fulfill his dream. Allow him to leave this place in peace. Please, Scarlet. Please. Please, go to my husband. Be by his side. Please. This is not for me, but for him. Please.â She was crying, the Queen was crying. She was beginning, begging Scarlet to be with the King. Scarlet looked away, wiping at her own tears.
âOkay. Iâll go.â
The Queen released her and sat down on the couch. Breaking out into a wave of sobs. Scarlet, thinking she should say something, left without a word.
Vern led Scarlet up to the third floor. This was the one floor of the house she had yet to be on. It was considered the royal familyâs private space and only a few outside of the help were granted access to it. She was lead to a plain looking door, with two guards standing carefully outside of it. They straighten up at the sight of Vern, and allowed him to open the door. âGo right in Miss Scarlet. Iâll be in the corner.â Scarlet looked to Vern, and then the open door. Nodding, she stepped into the dim room. Allowing her eyes to adjust, she made out the basic furnishings of a bed room, in one far corner was something not always seen. The King was laid out on a large lounge; it could easily fit two. There were no lights or lanterns on, a few sticks of candles gave the only light. Scarletâs heart broke, but she moved forward.
Coming up to the lounge, she fell to her knees. She reached for the Kingâs cool hand and his eyes opened just barely. âScarlet.â His voice was fragile, and weak. Scarlet nodded, hoping he could see her. Just in case, she squeezed his hand. âScarlet.â He repeated, opening his eyes a little more. âYou came.â She nodded once more. âIâm so happy you did.â Each sentence was drawn out, and breathy. Scarlet nodded her head, unwillingly to let go of his hand. Her good arm reached out and ran down the side of his face. âYou didnât believe me, when I said I would see that you lived. I meant it.â He gave a puff air of a laugh. Scarlet gave a sad smile. âI promise, once Iâm gone, youâll be taken care of. But you have to promise me something first.â Scarlet leaned closed, his voice getting softer. âPromise me youâll keep living. Live to be a hundred. Get married, and have lots of babies. Then watch them have babies. Just promise me..â Scarlet nodded her head and squeezed his hand as his eyes begun to close. He forced them open, wider than he had at all during this visit. âCloser.â She leaned closer and they kissed. It was salty, and weak. âI love you.â Scarlet sob, her chest jerking. Moving her lips, she willed the words to come out but instead her mouth just moved as she had seen others when they said it.
âI love you.â
He saw, giving a smile as his eyes begun to closer again. Scarlet kissed his lips one last time. Pulling away, she felt one last breath come from the King. Then nothing. Pulling back, she looked at him. He did not look like he was sleeping. He did not look peaceful. He looked dead. The worst emotions Scarlet had ever felt hit her. Her hands still in his, she buried her face into her arms. Allowing herself to cry.