834. From A Moon To A Star
Nexus Awakened (An Isekai LitRPG Gender Bender Story)
834. From A Moon To A Star
âAbsolutionâ¦â
Cer couldnât believe what she was hearing.
Was this right? Absolution? Her mother of all people knew how to use this power? Then again, there were always strange rumors around her regarding her powers. She just didnât think it would be something so significant.
The Blue Dahlia was delighted by Cerâs shocked yet intrigued expression. She knew right away she had made the right decision to hand this down to her.
âThere are two components to it. The first is an extreme emotional trigger that allows you to generate a vast amount of Nex. Tohu. The formlessness of raw Nex.â
The Blue Dahlia closed her eyes momentarily. Cer didnât have to imagine just what kind of memories she was drawing Nex from.
Then, her eyes opened to reveal a small fragment of gold amongst her blue eyes.
âThe second is the formation of Nex. The augmenting process. Itâs like using your emotions to drive you forward. Let it be the blade to break down impenetrable walls. This is Tikkun. The structuring of formless Nex.â
Her entire left hand was enchanted with light as a piece of a halo appeared on her head.
â⦠is it really that simple?â
âFar from it. Itâs unCERemoniously difficult to get right. But once taught by someone who understands it⦠then that person will know it by heart. Cer⦠Our time is over. I enjoyed it while it lasted. There isnât a single day across all those years that I spent with you that I have forgotten. I⦠have so many more regrets. But thatâs for another time. I exist solely because of the Genesis Stone⦠when the times comes, Iâll share the rest of my thoughts with you. For now⦠It would be wrong of me to let that person fight on their own.â
She embraced Cer with all her heart, and Cer threw her hands behind her motherâs back. Slowly, her hands phased through her body as her mother began to disappear.
âBut Iâll also be by your side. Always⦠Until then, I love you. Andâ¦
⦠thank you for loving this cruel mother back.â
Millions of petals of dazzling blue Asteraceae burst into the air like fireworks. Cer tried to hold onto her motherâs fleeting particles. Replacing them were the countless petals that danced around her as she was left alone to gaze up at the enormous moon.
â⦠Mom. I love you too. Iâve always loved you⦠Iâve finally⦠finallyâ¦â
She reached out towards the moon.
The same moon she had always been chasing.
â⦠reached you, my moon.â
A ball of light flared in the palm of her hand.
* * *
The scenery faded away as she soon found herself standing before Raoul again. The light didnât disappear from her hand. And above her head was a tiny fragment of a halo. The electrical cackles that came from her mouth were enchanted with a soft, golden glow.
âAs expected, mother chose you⦠But why was it that I was reprimanded⦠for wanting to preserve our own existence?â
âBecause mom went down the same path. She wouldnât want to see her own son make the same mistakes she made!â
â⦠There can be no mistakes here. Only nuisances.â
Raoul could not comprehend this. The shadows that tainted his arm began to spread across his body as Cer watched on, her body currently wracked by the sheer mental burden of even holding a small fraction of the Light.
Itâs heavy. Itâs like my mindâs about to explode. But itâs also calming in a way. Like this feels just right. Absolution⦠I didnât know how awesome mom was. No wonder she had so many enemies.
âYes. Nuisances. Things that canât be accounted for. The reason why things have gone astrayâ¦â
A sudden burst of energy prevented Cer from approaching him. He was speaking to someone other than Cer.
âElysia!?â
â⦠I was born a mutt but bred as a killer. I learned that the only way forward was to take matters into my own hands. But I⦠had allowed my own enemies to control again. Again and again, as they did with my mother.â
Cer wasnât certain it was Elysia anymore. If it was Elysia, then Raoul would have likely given into his despair and his total resignation. But instead, his core, egoistical belief that he would be able to save them in his own right was reinforced by another voice.
âDonât tell me⦠Frost!?â
âOâ Featherless Dove⦠so this is the miracle you have bestowed upon me. My own wings to fly across my sea of turmoilâ¦ân/o/vel/b//in dot c//om
Three scarves of black thorns hung loosely along Raoulâs neck. They waved to an invisible wind like giant flags. At each end there were a pair of colored gemstones. The first was crimson, matching the eyes of Cer and Raoul. The next was bright blue, like the eyes of a Healer and their mother.
And the third was green like that of Araâs eyes.
â⦠But I will never trust the likes of you! I, alone, am the only one who can settle this! Delegations led to further misery. I am no Wise Black Wolf. But I am the only wolf who can do what they have failed!â
His hand that was already infected with the Curse of the Descent grew into a giant claw. It was larger than his own body, and it rested just in front of him with each finger pointed upwards. They were as large as the blade of a claymore, and each were powered by an electrical charge.
Blue and red veins appeared across his suit, forming an intricate pattern that resembled that of a dahlia and a rose.
âI am the leader of our pack, Cer!â He roared at the top of his lungs. âI am the only one who can shelter you all from the rain!â
âTch. A half-Corrupted Persona or something? Fine then, Raoul. Let me show you what the Light does to a roach like you!â
âYour dream as a Moon must end here!â
Cer wanted to laugh. A Moon would probably not be able to describe who or what she was now. She had already accomplished her dream of reaching the moon.
It was now her turn to catch a Star.
And speaking of Stars, a radiant light appeared above again just as Cer and Raoul clashed.
It seemed like Frost was also utilizing the Light to her advantage.