sensual.

what if I tell you

what's on my mind?

I want you

oh,

how badly I long for,

crave for,

need more of you

and I'm scared to

say it out loud,

scared of the truth behind my thoughts

I don't want to uncover the meaning

of me uncovering you,

undress the truth

like I undress you,

don't want to talk about it

just like I don't want to talk to you

except how to lay me down in your bed

right now

I get so weak looking in these eyes,

just like I feel wounded

when I let you know

any of this

there's an ocean of thoughts of you

in my head and

I go swimming every night

there's a sky full of stars

just like wishes to kiss

these fucking precious lips,

but

how do you reach for the stars

when you don't want to be honest?

cause I don't want to be honest,

don't want to hit me with the truth

I just can't,

but I want you, girl

I really do

you're driving me crazy

without noticing it

and it's okay,

because we both don't even

know a single piece of it, right?

nothing familiar about getting lost in each other,

getting lost of control

like a free fall,

cause that's what you feel like

-falling into every shatter,

every single edge of you

and I can't decide,

if we fly

or rather meet the ground at all

so nothing on purpose

even though

perhaps

it's best for us,

but don't judge my thoughts

when you smell like that,

don't judge my hands

wandering over your hips

when you dance to me like that,

don't,

cause I want it so bad

and now

you fuck me like hell

burning every sin out of my body,

bite like a tattoo,

causing a mark

that never truly leaves

gosh-

how painfully good you kiss me

it's almost embarrassing to write it down,

cause I am longing for the feeling of

you sucking my lower lip

and you grabbing my hair,

you pushing me into your mattress,

you all over me,

but

that's just something on my mind

and now I know

what's on yours too