still? still.

I know

that you think I'd show you everything

maybe you will always see

that little girl

collecting flowers in your hair

and

telling you that every kiss is saving my mind

you should know

that we were two different girls

at that time

we changed into women

with raw fire burning in our hearts

believe it or not

but you don't know

how I still get shocked

when you put your arms around me

I am shocked

cause it's actually helping

it's shocking

cause nothing else ever does

I found myself

in living without you

but your touch

(and you already touch me with that look)

is changing everything

I will not let you know

but you're still helping me

you're helping me to grow