Chapter 29 🔞

Rhainne Jhammira Alethea Lopez

Nandito ako ngayon sa room ko. Kanina pa kami dumating dito. Kumain na rin kami at gabi na ngayon Ate said na bukas nalang daw namin gawin mga gusto naming gawin at mag pahinga na lang daw, bat bukas pa?.

Bumaba naman ako para kumuha ng tubig. Hindi ako makatulog eh. Although maaga pa naman para matulog pero yung mga kasama ko I'm sure that they're already asleep.

Hindi rin kasi maririnig ingay na mula sa mga kwarto nila because it's all soundproof.

I was about to enter my room when someone grabbed my arms kaya napaharap ako dito—si Missis lang pala.

"Oh bakit gising pa po kayo?" tanong ko dito pero hindi ito sumagot at hinila ako papasok sa kwarto niya, yeah tag iisa kami ng room dito.

Pagkapasok ko ay agad ako nitong tinulak sa kama at pinatungan. Andito nanaman po tayo.

"This is mine all mine" she said and point at my lips

"Wala naman pong umaangkin bukod sainyo" I answered

Ang bigat niya.

Mukang wala pa namang balak umalis to.

Hindi naman ito sumagot at hinalikan agad ako. Fuck, bakit ang wild naman ata nito?.

"Hmmmmm" She moaned as I kiss back.

"Ahhh" di ko mapigilan because she suddenly cupped my boobs.

Tukso talaga to si Miss Ma'am.

Hingal naman kaming pareho ng tumigil kami sa paghahalikan. Baliw kasi tong si Miss Ma'am hihilain ako para lang makipaghalikan.

Binaliktad ko naman ang pwesto namin. Now I'm on her top.

I slowly but passionately kissed her neck kasabay ng pag alis ko ng damit niya, kissing her down to her boobs down to her stomach down to her center. Hindi ko pa to nagagawa. Sabagay kung ilang daliri ko ang pinapasok ko yun din ang bilang kung ilang beses palang kami nag ganto.

Kakainin, susunggaban.

"Wet" I teased her and slowly slide my finger on her clit

"Ahhh fuck" she moaned

Parang medyo nakakadiri naman yung mga taong dinidilaan yan—chossss

"S-stop teasing me! P-put it a-already" nauutal nitong sabi sakin. I'm just sliding my fingers kasi.

"We're just starting but okay, ready your pearl." I said and inserted three fingers

"Ahhh! W-wait ma-masakit" she said kaya naman tinignan ko ito at inalis ang daliri ko.

"Why did you remove it?" tanong niya

"I don't want to hurt you Claire" I said

She rolled her eyes on me kaya naman I inserted

"Ahhh" she moaned as I slowly moved it hanggang sa bumilis ng bumilis ito.

......

"I'm c-cumming" for the seventh time.

"Ahhhhhhhh" she moaned as she release it at pagod na sumandal sa balikat ko. After the first round kasi dito kami dinala ng paa namin sa bathroom. Mag uumaga na rin. Naramdaman kong nanghihina na rin ito.

Inayos ko nalang ang posisyon niya sa balikat ko at binanlawan ko nalang ang katawan niya hinayaan niya naman ako.

"Can you walk?" tanong ko dito at umiling naman ito. No choice bubuhatin

Binuhat ko na siya at inihiga sa kama. Umalis naman ako at pinagpatuloy ang pagligo. Napaka makasalanan na ng kamay ko. Ibang ano na ang kinakalikot.

After kong maligo ay bumalik naman ako sa kwarto ko para mag damit. Pagkatapos ay bumalik ako sa kwarto ni Missis ko at kumuha ng damit niya para bihisan siya, mukang kanina pa tulog ito.

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Nagising ako dahil sa liwanag na tumama saaking muka.

Agad akong nag asikaso at bumaba na, bumungad saakin si Ate Allisha na busy magluto. Siya palang ba ang gising?

"Good morning" she sweetly said and smiled at me "what drink do you want? milk? tea? coffee? juice?"

"I can do it naman po" I answered, hindi kasi talaga ako sanay ng inaasikaso mas sanay akong ako ang gumagawa ng lahat

"No stay there" she said and point at the kitchen chair. "So coffee or milk?" tanong ulit nito

"Coffee nalang po" sagot ko dito kaya naman agad agad nitong inasikaso "uhm where's the other?" I asked while she's busy with my coffee

"Si Ryleigh and Yana ay umalis she said that they'll buy stock daw, while Ria and Angelie are in the garden with Celine's Mother and Sister" sagot naman nito sabay bigay ng coffee na tinimpla niya

Agad naman kong tinikman ito. She's good.

"If you're gonna ask where's Celine, maybe she's still asleep" she answered as if she can read my mind

Isa rin palang Englishera to

Di rin naman nakakapagtaka cause she's a half Chinese.

Half Chinese rin kaya si Mom? Kasi si Yana she's chinky like Ate Allisha.

"Tutunawin mo ba ako sa titig mo Ali?" tanong nito, oh gosh nakakahiya kanina pa pala ako nakatitig sakanya

"Huh?"

"You keep on staring at me" she said at iniligay na sa table ang mga niluto niya, marami rami rin ito

"I didn't mean to stare," I muttered, feeling embarrassed that she caught me looking at her. There was something strangely familiar about her, like I had known her for a long time, like we had shared some unspoken connection. It was as if our paths had crossed before, though I couldn't quite place when or how. Well, of course except the time that she's here with me and when I was a kid. Hindi yon, parang merong mas malalim na connection between us and I don't know why I'm feeling this.

"Well, it looks like you’re deep in thought," she said, her voice soft.

I felt a strange pull in my chest, an unexpected lightness in my heart whenever she spoke. It was like everything just fell into place. Why her? Why did I feel this way with her, when I could never feel this open with my mom or dad? It was as if I was a child again, eager to tell her about my day, sharing every little thought and feeling as if she was the safe place I never knew I needed.

Here I am, not realizing that I’ve already said the things I can’t bring myself to say to anyone else.

"My curiosity is seriously killing me," I muttered, stopping in my tracks. She raised an eyebrow, clearly intrigued. "Ate, I’ve been thinking... why does Yana have, like, chinky eyes when Mom doesn’t? I mean, is it even possible for her to look like that if Mom doesn’t have it? It’s just... some of our features don’t really match, and I’m starting to get confused. Could it be something else? Wait, no, I’m overthinking this, right? It’s nothing, I’m just being weird."

I glanced at her, expecting her usual calm, reassuring smile. But instead, her face went pale. She looked... unsettled, like I’d said something I wasn’t supposed to. What was going on?

"I-I don't know, Ali," she stammered, her voice trembling. "Y-you know we're cousins, right? M-maybe it's possible... since we share the same blood..." Her words faltered as she struggled to meet my gaze, her eyes shifting nervously to the floor. It was clear something was weighing on her, something she wasn’t saying. Was she hiding something?

I just gave her a slight smile.

It’s not hard to read her; maybe she’s just not used to lying.

"We're back!" sigaw ni Ate mula sa likod namin, marami naman silang dalang paper bags and plastics but one thing caught my attention the mango that Yana is holding.

Agad na nag ningning ang mga mata ko.

"At eto na ang paborito niyong dalawa" Ate Ryleigh said at kinuha niya kay Yana ang mangga at inilapag ito sa table. Pero wait....naming dalawa?

She means Ate Allisha..... favorite niya rin? Bigla ko nanamang naalala yung pag uusap namin kanina.

"Gosh, matagal tagal narin akong hindi nakakakain ng mango" Ate Allisha said excitedly.

"Too excited Alli" natatawang turan ni Ate Ryleigh

"Hanggang ngayon I don't understand what's special about mango" curious na tanong ni Yana na parang nag iisip pa siya

"Seriously? You don't have a taste then" depensa naman ni Ate Allisha dito

At seriously nag tatalo sila dahil sa manga?

"Hey, will you both stop. You look like a kid fighting for their candies" saway ni Ate Ryleigh sa dalawa

Para kasing mga tanga.

Manga lang pinagtatalunan pa

"Yana, you should call them na kakain na tayo ng breakfast" Ate Allisha said to Yana kaya naman tumango si Yana at umalis na

Hindi naman nag tagal ay bumalik siya kasama yung apat.

"Si Celine?" tanong ni Ate Ryleigh

"Baka tulog pa" sagot naman ni Prof Lacson

"Crystal, can you call your Ate?" Ate Ryleigh

"Si Ate Rhainne na lang po. I'm sure matutuwa si Ate pag siya yung bumungad sakanya" nakangiti nitong sabi kaya naman napatingin ako sakanya kita ko naman ang pagtingin ng mga tao saakin.

Yung ate nga di ako sinosoft launch e.

"What? Ika—" before I could protest agad naman ako nitong tinaasan ng kilay, kakasama niya yan sa Ate niya. Dapat hindi ako susundo eh, pero syempre dahil nag papalakas tayo sa pamilya sige na lang.

"Fine" agad naman akong nagtungo sa kwarto niya, hindi na ako kumatok at bigla nalang pumasok.

Bumungad naman siya saakin na galing lang sa bathroom at medyo iika ika na naglalakad, did I did it too hard last night?

Of course you do Rhainne! pangaral ng utak ko

"What? You're staring like you're undressing me!" galit niya namang bungad. Grabe talaga kahit gaano siya kasweet ganon rin siya kadragon.

Napatawa naman ako ng bahagya sa sinabe nito. Seriously? Hindi naman ako ganon tumingin. As if naman.....I already seen her naked.

"Well, breakfast is ready na. They're waiting" I said and open the door for her, kaya niya namang maglakad so no worries

Nangmakababa kami ay bumungad saamin ang mga ito na maingay. Ngayon ko lang nakita si Ate Ryleigh na masayang nakikipag usap usually sa school ay tahimik lang siya gaya nitong kasama ko. Even Ate Allisha, ngayon ko lang din siya nakita with her jolly smile.

"Ayan na pala sila. Let's eat!" masayang sabi ni Ate Ryleigh, parang simula kahapon masaya na talaga siya.

Kahapon ko pa napapansin na masaya yung dalawa, Ate Ryleigh and Ate Allisha, isama na si Yana na masaya rin well lagi naman but this time something was off parang she's happier.

Nandito kami ngayon sa beach, lahat sila ay nasa tubig na naliligo except me. Mamaya nalang siguro.

Malawak tong resort na to, of course.

Nasa US ako pero yung mga assets ko nandito sa Philippines, dati yon. I didn't know na mapupuntahan ko tong resort na to. Wala naman kasi sa plano ko ang umuwi dito. It's just that, nangealam si Lolo.

Siya rin ang nagbigay nitong resort na to. Kaya siguro puro property dito sa Pilipinas ang binibigay niya saakin kasi papabalikin niya ako dito.

Napaka Manipulative.

"Ali!" tawag ni Yana saakin "come here! the sea water is fresh! come on enjoy!" masaya nitong aya sa di kalayuan.

Nilibot ko naman ang paningin ko. I saw her parang she's waiting for my response.

Tsk. Buti nalang malakas siya saakin.

Agad naman akong lumapit sakanila.

Ang lamig.

"Hey don't go too far!" saway saakin ni Ate Ryleigh ng makita niyang medyo malalim na ang napuntahan ko.

Hindi naman siya gaanong kalalim hanggang leeg ko palang naman pero dahil nga mas matangkad ako sakanila malalim talaga to for them.

"Gosh, lumapit ka dito Ali!. You're making me worry." dagdag pa nito kaya naman natawa si Yana na ngayon ay papalapit saakin.

Tsk. She's good at swimming huh. Hindi ko na rin kasi abot yung sand. So yeah malalim na nga to.

"Isa ka pa Rhianna!" saway pa nito

"Stop worrying, it's not that too deep. Look" Yana said with a shrug, then casually pointed out just how deep it really was. She’d be the one to get stuck dealing with the consequences of pissing Ate Ryleigh.

"Gosh! Rhianna Jamaicca Elora!" Medyo galit na sigaw ni Ate Ryleigh

"Eli, stop that already bumalik na kayo ditong dalawa bago pa maging dragon yung isa" kalmadong sabi ni Ate Allisha

Eli?

Where did they got that name?

Nakita ko namang nakalapit na pala si Yana sa mga ito. While me? I stay still in here. I would like to watch them.

I saw how Ate Allisha placed her arm on Yana's shoulder and pat her head. How sweet it was, which I never seen na ginawa saamin ng parents namin.

Para ngang mas close pa ni Yana si Ate Allisha kesa kay Dad and Mom e.

Hindi naman nakakapagtaka since sinabe naman nila na growing up Yana was with her and Ate Ryleigh.

"Are you just gonna stare at them?" nagulat ako ng biglang may magsalita sa gilid ko, si Missis ko lang pala

"Missis ko naman e! Papatayin mo ata ako sa gulat" reklamo ko dito kaya naman she rolled her eyes on me.

"I want it here. Dito lang ako sa malayo. Malayo sakanila" I said as Iwatch her from the corner of my eye, her side profile catching the light in a way that makes her look almost otherworldly. Her forehead curves gently into the bridge of her nose, not too sharp, but perfectly defined. Her lips are full, soft, and naturally curved, with the faintest hint of a smile, though I can’t quite tell if it’s intentional or maybe she's just happy by what she sees, just like me. Her chin is smooth, just enough to give her face a soft yet strong outline. A strand of hair falls loosely over her shoulder, and I notice the way the rest is tucked behind her ear, exposing the delicate curve of her neck. There’s something serene in the way she holds herself, like she’s unaware of how effortlessly beautiful she is from this angle. I can’t help but study her, caught in the quiet grace of her profile.

"And why is that?" tanong nito saakin

"Because I wanted it this way, not too close but not too far. Ayoko ring may mangyaring hindi maganda dahil lang malapit sila saakin." I said pero pabulong nalang don ang huli

Kahit gaano ko rin kagustong mapalapit sakanila, I can't do that. I can't risk it.

Curiosity filled her eyes.

I can't tell you what really is happening.

"It doesn't make sense Ale" sagot nito saakin, ngumiti naman ako ng bahagya

"For now it doesn't but soon it will" makahulugang sagot ko rito

Everything takes time.

Maiintindihan niyo rin.

"You two come here, we're going to eat already" sigaw ni Ate Allisha, kanina pa ba sila don?

Tinignan naman ako ni Miss Ma'am na may pag aalala maybe because of what I've said. I shouldn't have said that in the first place.

"Let's go?" aya ko rito habang nakangiti

"I-I Ale please don't do something that will harm you, promise me" she said with full of sincerity

All of a sudden?

Bakit niya nasabi ang bagay na yan?

You know I can't promise you that

But for you to be satisfied, I'll say it even though I'm not sure.....

"I won't do that Miss Ma'am." I said at hinila na siya papunta sa cottage

I'm sorry if I'll break my promise. I'm sorry if I'll break everything.

Malapit na.

I'm sure about it.

Habang mas lalo akong nalalapit sa katotohanan alam kong mas lalo akong nanganganib.