73. New Beginnings

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Nova

The moon was overhead, shining bright against the faded sky.. the sun had already gone down and a cool breeze had settled in.. swaying the trees. It was nice out. A perfect night.

I turned toward Zaryn who seemed so much bigger inside the tree house now, our once upon a time hide away..

The mattress and sheets still faintly smelled of us. Deacon's scent lingered in here as well. But it was old. All of it was. Stale.

Sitting indian style on top of the matress, i watched as Zaryn dipped under the beams of the roof, seeming uncomfortable in this small space as he collapsed next to me, shifting around, his long lean legs extending out in front of him onto the creaky wooden floor. His blue eyes full of amusement as they landed on me.

"I think the treehouse shrunk." He chuckled deeply, causing a breath of laughter to escape my lips as my eyes rolled.

"Or you're just bigger."

"Or that." He shrugged.

Silence plagued us as we each gazed at nothing inparticular.. remembering. But it was a comfortable silence.

Our eyes slowly met as we took one another in.. the moon's light illuminated his strong sharp features and for a moment he looked so young. Like the Zaryn i used to know. This tree house, it brought back so many memories.. six months ago since i left but months before that since we had been here... nearly a year.

"Zaryn.."

"Nova.."

We both said in unison, followed by our chuckles. My eyes flickered over his muscular arms, inked with tattoos before roving up to his face which had this care free look.. something i missed seeing.

"Ladies first." A genuine smile tugged at his lips before he peered down at the floor, his brows creasing just slightly. unsure.

Taking a deep breath, i closed my eyes.. gathering my thoughts. I had to just let it all out. Let him in. Its time to let him in.. Opening my eyes, despite wanting to crawl under somewhere and hide, the juvenil in me wanting to make an appearance.. i stuffed it down and put on a brave face..

"Zaryn... i do love you." I swallowed, watching as his eyes widened and a certain glow appeared behind his blue iris.

He let out a breath he had been holding, "I'm happy to hear that.. because.... i love you too." His deep voice whispered back to me.. eyes never once leaving mine.

I smiled softly before closing my eyes again, letting the memories of the past flood my mind. The only way for him to make everything better is to be honest. About everything i felt. The feelings I felt everyday.

"Im scared." I whispered, my voice failing me as i felt my eyes sting.. his form becoming blurry. His eyes softened and he was taking my small hand in his large one.. head tilting to the side.

"Of.. what?" His voice was just as quiet.

Raw emotion surged forward. I was this warrior now on the outside but on the inside i still felt like the juvenile whose mate had done wrong and ruined her fairy tale.

Blinking my eyes open, my lashes wet as a tear streamed down my cheek. I was gazing into his eyes, seeing my pain mirrored in those sky blue depths.. his thumb rubbing circles on my hand leaving fire in its wake.

I couldn't bring myself to do anything but whisper, "Of .. everything.  When i saw you for the first time after my shift.. when i knew who you were to me.. my mate. I felt.. so happy." He reached up, his thumb brushing my tear away as he watched me, recalling the painful memories.

"But with everything that happened with Grace.. it hurt me Zaryn. I was in so much pain. Every night.  Every day. It was hell for me to go through.. Your touch was the only thing that comforted me during that time but it was such a contradiction because I wasnt supposed to see you. But you.. you were the only thing that could make it better." I sniffled, feeling more tears fall as I recalled the nights in my bed where id watch the sun rise, no sleep.. my stomach in knots.. not able to hold any food down.

Zaryn's face crumpled with a sadness as he cupped the side of my cheek, angling my face to look up at him.. his touch sending waves of comfort through me. "I know. I know what you felt because i felt it too Nova." He shook his head, breathing out hard, "Goddess, if only you knew how sick I was when all of that happened.. not being able to bring you comfort... i felt your pain and mine. Completely."

I took his hand, lowering it from my face as my tears increased, my features scrunching in pain. "But you weren't on the side of the fence I was on. You didn't have to watch your own gift from the moon with another. Seeing you with her.. when you kissed her. When you fed her. The way you were with her... it hurt me so badly. Watching as she grew your pup inside her? that was meant to be me.. Zaryn it drove me insane." My voice cracked with the emotion i felt as i let everything out. No hiding. No being strong.

"To this day, im still haunted by the memories Zaryn.. memories of the pain i felt. How much i endured.. i know you had your own pain but these are my feelings and im trying to be honest about them. I want to tell you all my fears. And this is one of them." The moonlight reflected off the tears in my eyes as he watched me fall apart in front of him, his own expression, broken.. i felt the ache in his chest as he listened to me.

"Im still held captive by the hole inside my heart, Zaryn. I know Grace happened before me.. and in my heart i know you'd never hurt me now that you have me.. now that you have your mate. I feel that truth. But a part of me... part of me fears that you'll change your mind one day. I cant explain it." Shaking my head, i wiped my eyes, sniffling as i studied his strong hands in his lap.. itching to touch me.

Lifting my gaze, I looked him in the eye, "Im scared that you will break my heart again." I rasped.

The look on his face.. a slight frown.. wide eyes.. parted lips. His head tilted to the side as he leaned toward me... a lone tear sliding down his cheek. His hand cupped the back of my head, forcing me closer, to meet his gaze.

"Nova i will never hurt you again. I would never have hurt you if i had already found you before i left. You know i had no control over what happened to me.. but i would never have done that to you willingly. Ever." He pressed his forehead to mine.. our eyes fluttering closed as both our tears escaped in silent cries.

I could feel his breath on my lips. "I promise... you dont have to be afraid.. I love you Nova.  I will love you till the sun dies. You are my everything. My light.. my moon.  I want to spend forever with you. The pain i felt in the beginning? The pain of not having you? Well having you now, makes it feel like I've never even felt that pain. That's how much i love you. Like i never felt the pain." He whispered onto my lips and i swallowed every word.. feeling my heart seize up.

A lump was stuck in my throat..

Pulling away slightly, i studied him. His tears there for me to see.. the pain in his eyes.. an Alpha male.  feeling through the mate bond how hurt it made him to see me in pain.. to hear how much pain he caused me.

"Zaryn.. you understand why i left. It was partly you.. but it was mostly me. If i would have stayed and the pup had been born-" my voice strangled, unable to finish the rest of the sentence as i felt a new wave of salty tears cascade down my cheeks.

"I know." His head fell in shame, hand dropping to clutch onto mine. "I get it Nova. You needed to go for you."

I never took my eyes away from him. Even when he peered back up at me. Our lips so close yet so far away as i spilled my heart for him to hear. "I had to pick myself up. Piece by piece Zaryn. And i dont want to feel that way ever again. I dont want to feel so weak and helpless Zaryn. I dont. I dont want to feel that and im so scared Zaryn.  Im so scared that something will happen.. you say you love me and i believe you but what if.  What if-" i was hyperventilating on my words of what ifs. The things that have played on my mind since i left..

"Nova.  Deep breath." He murmured and i inhaled shakily as he reached back up, two large hands moving to hold my jaw in them as he locked glistening eyes onto mine... searching

"I know you have hurt Nova. I know im responsible for that hurt... i knew you hurt at night when I could feel you in my heart. I made mistakes and i know that..  Grace. Then the events that followed, marking you without permission... All my mistakes have slowly drowned me to the point i lost my mind without you. I felt dead inside when i lost you.. " i recalled when i heard about his attempted suicide. It hurt me. Deep. "but.. im trying.  Im trying to make it better piece by piece. The way i feel about you is so indescribable.. there will be no other Nova. Not for me. You are it. You are who i want. I would trade my title right now if it meant losing you over it. I would rather have you." He willed me to understand him with his eyes.. "and if im being honest, i dont regret marking you as mine though it was accidental.  Im glad i tied you to me forever. Because that's how long i want to love you." His voice broke, eyes scrunched closed as he attempted to reign in more tears.

His hands slid beneath my hair, bringing my forehead back to his.. peering at me as treacherous tears escaped. "I cant take back the past and i wish i could. Everyday i wish i could. But the moon has a reason for why everything happened.. look at us. We are stronger than ever.. now we have to be stronger together. I will never leave you. As the moon as my witness. Love is here and its here to stay. If you died tomorrow, i would leave this world with you because without you in it, life is not worth living.  You are what i live for. Everything i do, i do for you Nova. Everything.  I cant erase my mistakes and i want to so badly because sometimes.. the way you look at me.. when you look at me like I've broken you beyond repair.. i hate that.  It hurts me so badly to know that im the cause of that pain.. to know that im the reason you can't trust my love. But Nova, i love you and i swear to you that i will try every day to earn back those smiles and i wont stop.. even when that look of heartbreak disappears from your beautiful face when you look at me- i wont stop trying to make you smile." He inhaled sharply, out of breath from how he spilled his heart to me.

Those words did something inside me..

I felt that empty hole inside my heart slowly begin to mend itself.  His words were the thread that slowly pierced my heart, sewing the shattered pieces back together. A strangled sob left my mouth.. my hot tears dripping onto his jeans as he tilted his face down, lips capturing mine in a sweet delicate kiss, our tears mixed between us.

That one simple kiss took my breath away. So simple yet so much feeling behind it.

A shudder ran through me as he pulled away , enough so he could look into my eyes. He brushed my hair back away from my face as he gazed at me with so much love.. more than i have ever felt. The bond between is was like a guitar string.. vibrating.. playing our love song that strummed deep in our hearts.

"Don't be afriad to love, Nova.  Let me in. Let me show you that you are everything to me." I pleaded with his eyes.

This was the Zaryn i have always known. This was the Zaryn no one else saw but me.

A weight seemed to lift from my shoulders.. there would be no more running from him now.

I took his hands from my face and held them.. my hands, so small in his own yet the fit so perfectly. I lifted my eyes to his.. both of us full of emotion. Taking a deep breath,

"Zaryn.. i can forgive you. I already have.. but forgetting is a harder fight.." I told him, honestly. I honestly can't forget the pain.  But im willing to try.

He shook his head slowly, a new hope in his eyes. "I promise, Nova Lyra Starr. That we will create new memories.. I'll take forgiveness." He smiled through his tears, "and i will stop at nothing to give you so many happy memories... until one day, the painful ones are just a blip in our timeline full of love and happiness.. i will love you so hard that those painful memories will be so distant in your mind that it won't even come to the surface anymore.. i promise you don't have to be afraid.  Just let me try. That's all im asking. Just for a chance to make you happy. Because that would mean the world to me. Allow me to show you what you mean to me. You are the key to my heart, Nova. You are my missing piece.. and you cant complete a puzzle without a missing piece."

My lips tilted up at the corners oh so slightly. "I would like that... " i whispered, "but.."

His eyes widened in anticipation.

"I can't just pretend it didnt happen. I cant just jump into a matebond with you so quickly.. I need time. Time to adjust.. to everything.  Even if im pregnant... I need time. I need dates. I need all the things new mates do. Just because we are mated and bonded.. and possibly parents.. it doesn't mean i can jump right in with you. Im still nervous. But im willing to make new memories with you. Im willing to try, Zaryn." My heart hammered in my chest as he grinned, relief in his eyes as he pulled me into him, falling onto the matress with me ontop of him in his arms. "Just dont break me...because if you do, i doubt i could survive this go around." My words were muffled in his chest.. his large arms around me, comforting me. Our skin touching was like fireworks on the fourth of july and his scent calmed my nerves.

"Thank you Nova. I swear i will never hurt you. Never. And I dont expect you to jump right in.... I know i have messed up... i know i have a lot to makeup for.  And yes, you deserve all the good memories in the world. I want to be the one who makes them with you. You are my angel. My moon sent gift.."

He kissed my head before positioning me so i was comfortably tucked in his arms.. facing one another.. he couldn't take his eyes off my as his fingers smoothed away my drying tears of happiness. I did the same for him and we both just smiled at each other.

"I love you Nova. So much that i dont even care that you've just seen me cry like a baby... You are the only wolf in the world i would even let see me in this state." His laughed lightly, hugging me to him. "Goddess i missed this so much.  You have no idea..." je breathed in my scent, sighing contently.

I felt like my heart was slowly mending itself as i lay there in his arms.. neither of us saying anything. Just being. Above where we lay, the stars were twinkling over head.. a shooting star falling from the sky and i felt his arms tighten before he whispered. "Make a wish."

I did so, smiling. I felt like that was my sign from the moon.

Sighing longingly, "Zaryn.. i feel like despite everything.. i can be... me around you. I know that sounds strange.. but.. everyone expects me to be this.... warrior.. and sometimes i just dont want to. I dont want to put up that wall of anger anymore. Not all the time. I just-

"I know." I felt the barritone from his chest vibrate against mine , my head tucked under his chin.  "I feel the same around you Nova. Everyone expects us to be someone we dont feel inside... but i want us to be real.. for each other. Never hide from me. Ill never hide from you." I could hear the smile in his voice.

We lay there for what seemed like forever.. just relaxing in each others company. It was the most relaxed ive ever felt... the mate bond playing on our strings..

But there was one more thing i needed to talk to him about. "Zaryn?" He instantly caught onto the nervousness of my tone and shifted so i was lying on my back, him hovering over me.. his moonlit features assesing my panic stricken ones. "Can... can you smell a change in... me?"

While sometimes it takes a few days to bleed, A male wolf can smell when his female is pregant before then. An Alpha male can smell when female is pregnant even sooner. But he has to be looking for it.. and its... an intimate scenting technique.

His eyes never left mine, a sort of sheen glazing over them.. one of excitment. His wolf.

He allowed him to surface forward.. gold eyes gleaming at me as he took me in.. then Zaryn's body moved over mine and began sliding down me, no pressure put on me as his wolf began inhaling my scent.. lifting my shirt.. pressing his nose to my belly. He inhaled long and deep before going further.. pressing his nose into the apex beneath my yoga pants.. inhaling deeply in the most primal way as a rumble tumbled from his chest.  I lay still as could be. Suddenly his head snapped up, gold eyes meeting mine in wonder before he laid his ear against my belly.. hands holding my sides as i tried to calm my racing heart.

Moments later, a smile tugged at his lips and he was climbing back up, hugging me into his body with strong arms.. whispering into my hair, "Yes. I can. You're pregnant, Nova." He nuzzled my neck as my eyes widened.

For the second time tonight, my eyes watered but not from joy or pain but in fear. What kind of mothet would I make? I promised to try. But...

"What's wrong Nova?" He looked down at me concerned amd that's when i burst into tears.

"Im not ready for this. Im barely an adult! What if i cant do it??im too young. I don't even know who i am much less how to raise a pup.. i just.  I just.." . I began hyperventilating again until warm lips pressed to mine.. his smiling face appearing above me as he backed away.

Strokiing my face, "you have time Nova. I know this is unexpected and its half my fault.. and i would have never done this to you on purpose.. the wolf would have, but not me. But sweetheart... you have me. Every step of the way. Im here with you. You're a Luna now.. whenever you are ready to accept it, it's yours. You have lots ot help... and you still have time to do the things you want to do with life. I wont stop you. Im your biggest fan, love. As far as being a mother... your wolf has those instincts already and as far as your skin side... you are extremely caring. Gentle when you need to be.. you love with everything you have.. Nova. There is no doubt in my mind that you will be a wonderful mother to our pup." He kissed my neck sweetly, right where my mark rested in the crook of my neck.

Tears ran down my temples at his words, hope swelling inside me. "Do you mean that?"

"I do"

Something inside me took over.. and for the first time.. in a long time..

I felt okay.

I felt like everything was going to be alright.

Wrapping my arms around his neck, he held me to him, his hand rubbing my belly ever so softly as i giggled. "Theres nothing to show yet.'

He shrugged, eyes gleaming. "My pup is inside you. As long as he is, i will rub him.  Dont deny me of that sweetheart."

Pursing my lips, i nodded

This mate bond ...

It was going to save me.

I just have to find a balance in the warrior i am and the mother im going to be. My nerves were still on edge about it but Zaryn's words.. him being my biggest fan..

It did something to me. It had me thinking this will all be okay.

"Zaryn!" I shot up, my eyes going wide as he followed suit, seeming to freak out.

"What? Are you okay!?"

Peering at him with fear, "does this mean i can't train anymore?"

He breathed out, eyes deadpanning me. "Dont do that to me woman, you had me ready to go to war! Of course it means you can't train. You arent even supposed to shift. "

The air seemed to get cooler after a while and it was really starting to sink in...

Im going to be a mother... a mommy. Im having a pup.

All the hard work i put in could be obtainable once i had the pup but i would be lying if i said i wasnt scared out of my mind. Zaryn being a little older was comforting. And i have my mom too..

Ill be fine.

Zaryn helped me down the tree's rungs, well.. basically he had me sit on his shoulder while he went down.. afraid i would fall.

I already knew how protective he would become. And i dreaded it and reveled in it at the same time.

Once we made our way out of the woods and back into the clearing at the peak of the waterfall, i could see the moon shining bright.  Peering behind me, there sat Deacon's grave.. staring me in the face.

Zaryn turned to see what i was looking at and an audible sigh came from his lips as he murmured in my ear, "come on. Im sorry you had to see that."

He tugged on my hand but i stopped him.  "Did you forgive him? For what he did?" My question i had been wanting the answer to came out.

It was silent for a moment.

"Ive made peace with it. Yes." His tall form sheilded me from the cool air , hands wrapping around my waist as his chin rested on my head.

Its time i really forgive Deacon.  And i mean really.

"I forgive him too." My whispered words were carried upon the breeze. I hope wherever Deacon was, that he knew that.  Its time to feel the pain of losing him.. of losing the person i knew. No more thinking of the person he really was.. the one he hid from me.

"Come on. Its getting late." He held my hand, pulling me along.

As we walked hand in hand, my mind wandered to Deacon again.. tomorrow i was going to go through our memories. Have our own private one on one.. by his grave. It would do my soul some good.

The tingles erupting from my hand had a smile turning up on my lips. Never had i thought i would let Zaryn back in six months ago..

Never did i think we would be here.. on this moment.. having a pup with the weight of the world lifted from my shoulders.

Its bittersweet.

"Zaryn?"

His eyes peered down at me through the forrest under the bright moonlight in question.

My cheeks heated as i felt his eyes wander down my body. "I just wanted to tell you.. that.. well.. you're a good Alpha.  Im proud of you. "

His hand squeezed mine and brought it to his lips.  Our mental walls were down and i could feel the joy he felt from my words. Happy that i was proud of him.

He is changing this pack for the better.. giving females a fighting chsnce... Blake never did that.  Even my own dad likes Zaryn.

"You know they call me Alpha X?" He chuckled. I rose a brow, turning to look up at him. "Maxim's doing. But.. it reminded me... of how you used to spell my name with an X. I only kept it because i knew you'd find it funny." He mused.

At this, i laughed .. remembering how he had corrected me on spelling his name.. how embarassed I was. "Alpha  X, huh." I felt myself smile.

Its been so long since ive smiled.

Zaryn escorted me to the packhouse.. and i frowned as he placed me on the side of the driveway.. watching as he turned to walk away.

"Zaryn what are you doing?"

He turned to me, a broad grin on his lips as he spoke, "making new memories." He got in the truck.. closing the door as i watched him with confusion.  He exited the truck almost immediately as I stood still.. watching as he closed the door, walking back towards me.. inhaling as if he smelled something..

Then his eyes found mine and utter shock appeared. "Mate?"

I let out a breath of laughter, finally realising what he was doing.

Re creating the first moment we saw each other again, knowing we were mates.

Dropping down to his knee, he took my hand in his as i covered my smile with the other.. his blue eyes gazing at me with so much love.. "Nova Starr.. how can it be that I could be so blessed to be gifted a mate as beautiful as you? Ive been gone to the north all summer.. awaiting the moment i would meet my mate.. and here you are. The female ive had my eyes on since i could remember." He was so serious as he said this that my smile slipped and my fingers found their way to his hair.

"Nova.. this may seem unorthodox but you seem like the sort of female who likes to get to know her mate before she jumps right in... so.. will you allow me to take you on a date this weekend? Get to know one another? As mates?" He peered up at me hopeful as he held my hand in his.

Tears sprang to my eyes at how he really took my words to heart. How much he wanted to try. For me. Nodding furiously, he grinned, rising up and wiping my tears away as he held my face.. leaning down and pressing his lips to mine..

It was soft and sweet.. but the mate bond made it difficult to stay that way and soon i found myself nibbling on his bottom lip.. his soft groan sending a pulsing liquid heat to my belly. His tongue swiped across my lower lip, asking for entrance and i granted it to him.. he deepened our kiss.. my mind turning to mush as his strong arms held me.. my hands running up the tattooed muscles encased in taught skin.

He pulled away, leaving us both breathless.. his forehead pressing to mine as we caught our breath.

"Wow." He breathed.

I could only nod in return.

His lips pressed a kiss to the corner of my mouth.. down my jaw and along my jaw line till he came to my neck,my pulse hammering inside my chest.. my panties long ago ruined.. "I should stop." He breathed, inhaling my arousal.

I felt like a teenager again.. as if time hadnt passed but it had.

"Mm hmm." I agreed with him reluctantly.

His mouth hovered by my ear, sending chills down my spine as his hands pressed me close into his body. Firm muscle against soft flesh.. hindered by material.  "Allow me to mark you as mine." His throaty whisper had my knees turning to jello and i nodded my head weakly in response.

He wanted to recreate our marking...

He pressed open mouth kisses down my neck, to the place his mark already rested before i felt his sharp teeth scrape across.. a small whimper eacaping me. Without another thought, his teeth plunged into my skin delicately and it was as if i was feeling the mate bond all over again..

His emotions.. so strong.. rushed into my like a tidal wave. All the love and admiration he felt for me was there..  all the childhood memories of me flashing before my eyes.. one in particular that brought tears to my eyes..

A moan came from my lips as i also felt his pleasure and then i was sinking my teeth into him as well.. his moan muffled by my throat.  He shivered a bit as we clung to each other.. feeling what the other felt.. seeing memories the other one had..

It was magical.

Special.

Moments later he was letting me go.

His forehead pressing back to mine as blue eyes bore into mine.. his voice husky and deep, "come home with me. To our home."

Our home...

A shy smile splayed on my lips and i had to force myself to pull away from his addictive touch.. "Zaryn.. i dont go home with wolves on the first night." My voice was soft, wavering due to the bliss i had just experienced. His fave fell but he nodded with a small smirk, "you'll have to work for that. Pregnant or not." I winked, smiling as i leaned into him to kiss his jaw, the only part of his face i could reach on my tippee toes.

I squealed as arms wrapped around me, lifting me princess style.. a boyish grin on his face. "Then allow me to escort you to your parents home, my love. A delicate thing like yourself shouldn't be out here at night.." he leaned in, whispering low in my ear, "i hear there are wolves around these parts."

I had to stifle the giggle.

He was so playful.. so romantic and charming right now.. he even recreated our first kiss.. and what it would have been like upon seeing me for the first time as his mate under different circumstances.

Who were we right now?

It seemed like we were the old us...

Maybe.

Just maybe.. we can get back to that.

We were forever changed to outsiders..

But maybe we can be the old us when it came to he and I...

Our bond.

Dun dun dun

OH MY GOD THE FEEEEEELS IM CRYING LIKE A FRIGGIN BABY!!!!!!!!!!!!!

sappy stuff dont last for long tho. The packs are coming next!!!!

After her Deacon moment.

Wait till the end tho. I changed it. They r gonna have one last love scene and it's exact opposite of raunchy. Sighhh

Whatd ya think!?

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