Inked Adonis: Chapter 11
Inked Adonis (Litvinov Bratva Book 1)
Katerina slithers away, which already makes this the best moment of my day.
Then Rufusâs ears perk up, his tail doing that slow-build wag that means trouble.
I follow his gaze andâ â
Holy.
Hell.
I thought Samuil looked devastating in a suit. But watching him run, all rippling abs and sweat-slicked muscles? Pure torture. His golden-brown hair is wind-tousled, his sculpted legs eating up the ground like he owns every inch of Chicago soil he treads on.
Which, letâs be honest, he probably does.
I wave before I can stop myself, grinning like an idiot.
Then I remember Iâm currently in charge of a horny Great Dane with impulse control issues.
I whirl around to face Rufus. âNo. Humping.â
He cocks his head, and I swear I can hear the two brain cells in his skull bouncing around like a Windows screensaver. Heâs my favorite being on earth, but Einstein he is not.
âRufus.â I raise my fist in whatâs supposed to be the hand signal for âsit,â but usually triggers something closer to twerking. He gets so excited that he canât physically keep his butt on the ground.
Lady Luck has me in her sights today because, miracle upon miracle, Rufus sits. All the way down! Praise be to the heavens above!
I resist the urge to clap so I donât rile Rufus up again. If the trend continues, heâll tangle Samuil and me in his leash and scale the nearest tree like a grizzly bear. Instead, I offer him a steady stream of training treats. âGood boy, Ru-Ru. Good boy. Who is the goodest boy?â
His tail thumps harder and harder, letting me know Samuil is close. I turn with a smile, ready to showcase my latest training successâ â
Until I see Samuilâs face.
Iâve never seen him like this before. Not in real life or any of the thousands of Google images I scrolled through.
The man striding toward us isnât the same one who fucked me senseless yesterday. This isnât the guy who made me laugh with dry observations about Rufusâs humping habits.
This is someone else entirely.
Someone dangerous.
I know that look. I grew up with that look. Itâs been seared into my bones since childhood, encoded in my DNA: the expression of a man about to unleash hell.
Samuil isnât just angry.
Heâs murderous.
I take one step back and then another. I fumble for my phone even though I have no idea who Iâd call to report this toâor what Iâd even report. âHelp, the billionaire who rearranged my insides yesterday now looks ready to bury me in his private cemeteryâ?
Rufus rises in front of me like a furry shield, his huge body uncoiling inch by inch as Samuil stalks closer.
Without taking his gaze off of me, Samuil holds out a hand to Rufus. âSit.â
The traitor drops his ass to the ground instantly. If I wasnât about to piss myself in terror, Iâd be taking notes.
âSamuil? Whatâsâ ââ
âYouâre coming with me.â In one fluid motion that speaks of way too much practice, he relieves me of both my phone and Rufusâs leash. He tucks the phone into his pocket while his other hand locks around my wrist.
Run, my brain screams. Fight. Scream. Do something.
Samuil is big, but weâre surrounded by witnesses. Bird nerds with their binoculars pointed skyward. LARPers swinging foam swords in the meadow like discount Knights of the Round Table.
Scream, that voice begs again. For Godâs sake, scream.
But I canât.
Iâm fourteen again, frozen in place while my fatherâs rage fills every atom of air in the room. My body knows this dance.
Stay still. Stay quiet. Survive.
Samuil doesnât even seem to notice as he drags me forward like I weigh nothing.
I trip along behind him, struggling to keep up with the pace heâs setting. He doesnât look back. Doesnât acknowledge my existence beyond the bruising grip on my wrist.
I want to breathe, but I canât. Weâre moving too fast. My head is too fuzzy. The world spins like a kaleidoscope of terror, all fractured light and twisted shadows.
I stumble over my own feet again, and a pathetic sob escapes my parched lips. Finally, Samuil peers back.
I know what heâs seeing. The same face Iâve seen in my bathroom mirror countless times.
Ashen face. Bloodless lips. Angry hives trailing my arms and neck.
His molten rage seems to thaw. Not enough for him to become the Samuil I thought I knew, but just enough that he changes course and leads me to a bench.
He forces me down into the seat and squats down in front of me. The hand he places on my thigh is surprisingly light.
âP-panic attack,â I croak. Itâs the most heâs going to get from me right now. Honestly, itâs about three and a half more syllables than I thought I was capable of.
My heart is pounding so fast Iâm positive itâs going to explode. Iâll die right here on this bench. Theyâll name it after me, maybe. A nice little plaque to commemorate how I spontaneously combusted from trauma and pheromones.
âBreathe, Nova.â His hands work up and down my thighs, the steady rhythm at odds with the fury boiling in his eyes.
Slowly, I can feel my own skin again. Iâm in my bodyâstill sweat-damp and shaky, but here.
Samuil takes my hand and places it on Rufusâs neck. He forces my fingers through his soft fur until Iâm able to do it myself.
âLook at the white spot on Rufusâs neck. Focus on it.â
Itâs my favorite spot: a little heart-shaped patch of white fur.
So I focus on it.
And Iâll be damned: it helps.
Everything narrows to that one spot of white fur. My fingers trace its edges, counting the strokes, memorizing the shape. One⦠two⦠three⦠Until the static in my head quiets to a dull roar.
But peace is a luxury I apparently donât deserve today.
Because the millisecond my breathing is approaching something close to normal, Samuil hauls me back to my feet and shepherds me towards the west side of Lincoln Park. At least heâs slowed his pace. I donât have to trip over my feet trying to keep up, and Iâm able to focus on my breathing. In and out, in and out. Easy as pie. Itâs almost like Iâve been doing it my whole life or something.
Then we round a corner. A black SUV idles along the curb, two huge men flanking the open back door.
Just like that, breathing is hard again.
One of the men takes Rufusâs leash, and I donât know what it says about me that that is when I finally find my voice.
âNo. You canâtâ¦!â
But they can.
They do.
An extremely confused Rufus is loaded into the back of the car, and Iâm lifted into the backseat. I watch Samuilâs hands buckle me in and tighten the strap.
Yesterday, his hands were on my skinâgentle and warm and incredible.
Now, they might as well be closing around my throat.
The door booms shut, and I donât understand anything. Is this some kind of trafficking operation? Was yesterday my trial to see if I had what it takes? Are my kidneys worth a good amount on the black market?
My stomach roils and my lunch is threatening to make a reappearance.
Samuil slides into the seat next to me and punches the ceiling twice. The vehicle pulls away from the curb and merges into traffic.
Any hope of screaming for help evaporates. Weâre alone in this rolling tomb, he has my phone, and my voice is playing possum somewhere in my chest.
Think, Nova. If this were a scary movie, what would you be yelling at the heroine to do? I try to see where weâre going, to track the turns, but the windows are blacked out. It feels like weâre moving west, but that means exactly nothing to me.
Samuil finally turns to face me. His expression could freeze hell itself.
âHow long have you been working for Katerina Alekseeva?â