Chapter Eight
All The Things I've Yet to Do
The air suddenly feels cool against my sticky skin. A combination of the sounds of rushing water and various birds contribute to the most beautiful view. Across from where we stand is a magnificent waterfall that pours into a circular crater-like pool. All around are trees standing at different heights, all of their leaves different shades of green.
Our whole group is frozen in awe while we soak in the sight. I have to admit that the treacherous hike was undoubtedly worth it. Slowly, we begin to descend closer to the water.
We find a spot where the ground is mostly levelled, near a path that goes into the water. After shedding our clothes, we follow one another into the pool. The water is freezing, but it feels amazing after the mission we completed. Some of the others begin swimming to the waterfall, while the rest continue to admire the beauty of the area.
Left alone, I count to three and completely submerge myself. With my eyes closed and my nose plugged, I feel as if Iâm in a different world. The sounds around me are muffled and distorted. Some part of me wonders if this is what death feels like. That same part of me wishes that I could stay in this moment forever.
Everything feels so far away.
Of course, my pathetic ass human body needs oxygen, so after a very long minute, I fly up to the surface. The sounds of nature and laughing adolescents ring through my ears. After regaining my composure, I swim towards where everyone is gathered.
âThis is amazing,â I say once I cross under the waterfall. Everyone nods, looking out at the view.
Christian smirks and slings an arm around my shoulder. âYouâre amazing.â
âI bet you said the same thing last night when you were balls deep in Oliva,â I snort.
Instead of cursing at me, he laughs heartily. He removes his arm from me so that he can wipe away his stream of tears. âYouâre a funny one, Man Eater.â
âShut the fuck up, Chrissy,â I spit out. He raises a challenging eyebrow, and I feel my face begin to warm at the memory of what had happened before we reached the lake. âSay something, I dare you.â
He takes a step closer, but I remain in the same spot. âFirst, you're telling me to shut up. Now, youâre telling me to say something. Make up your mind. What do you want from me?â
âYouâre getting too comfortable,â is my response as I pass him to stand with Ariel.
I interrupt her conversation with Justin, earning me a cold glare from the latter. Ariel smacks him and says, âIâm so happy you decided to come along, Maya.â
âMe too,â I smile.
Two muscular arms come from behind and rest on my shoulders. I look up to see Ace with a lopsided grin on his face. âIâm happy you came too, My.â
âIâm always down for some quality time with the Scotts,â I beam. âWell, except for maybe Adonis. I canât stand that guy.â
I back away from the edge of the water as Adonis takes a break from making out with Addison to stalk towards me. âListen, I basically changed your diapers. Thatâs the problem with you kids today: you have no respect for your elders.â
âYeah, okay, grandpa,â I roll my eyes.
Just as he is about to lunge at me, Addison grabs his arm. âYouâre going to be 30 soon, donât go picking fights with little girls.â
âExactly. See, I knew I liked you, Addison,â I match her smirk as she pulls him off to the side.
While Iâm distracted, Justin leads Ariel away from me. Ace and I watch as everyone jokes around closer to the water. Our eyes land on a particularly sore sight and he says, âChristian and Olivia, huh?â
âShe does seem like his type, right?â I ask.
âAnd youâre not,â he replies.
I turn to face him, my confusion clear as day. âWhat do you mean?â
Ace shrugs, keeping his eye on the couple as they sit on the other side of the falls. âYouâre too good for him.â
âShut up,â I mutter. âI donât even know what thatâs supposed to mean.â
âHe seems like he just cares about a good time and nothing else. I donât know, Iâve seen him act like heâs interested in you, but then he goes and does the same thing with her. Just doesnât sit right with me, is all,â
I nod, not bothering to agree or disagree. âCome on,â I say instead, âletâs have a race.â
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Of course, Ace beat me in our swim across the lake. He made me promise to buy him ice cream tomorrow as his prize. After hiking back down the trail, we arrive at the campsite for a late lunch.
While the guys fire up the grill, I go to change into an oversized t-shirt and a pair of spandex short shorts. Once the food is ready, we take our seats. As I eat, I reflect on the past 24 hours.
This trip has been fun, for the most part. I hope that the whole group gets together at least one more time before summer is over. When I look around at everyoneâs smiling faces, I know that this wonât be the last group adventure. Across the firepit, I see Ariel explaining something to Justin. Her eyes are sparkling and she looks radiant. Seeing her like this makes me extremely happy and I canât help but smile too.
When I finish my food, I get up to throw out my trash. By the garbage bag, I see Eli leaning against a tree.
âWhatâs up?â I ask, leaning next to him.
He smiles down at me. âJust enjoying the calm before everything gets crazy again.â
âTheyâre something, arenât they?â I chuckle.
Eli nods. âSo, your list. Whatâs next?â
I shrug. âI donât really remember, you know.â
âYou are hopeless,â he jokes.
âHey,â I put up my hands in defense, âdo authors always remember every line of a book they wrote?â
He gives me a dead look, but I can tell that he is struggling to maintain it. âMaya, thereâs literally only fifteen things on that list.â
âItâs not my fault that I have a horrible memory. Live with it,â I say sassily, causing his mouth to form his classic boyish grin.
For a moment, he turns serious. âAbout Christian, did you want me to talk to him for you?â
Why does everyone keep bringing this up? From the start, Iâve been saying that Iâm not interested. Not every girl needs a man to be happy.
âNo. Itâs fine,â I mumble. Itâs not until after the words leave my mouth that I realize how unconvincing it sounds.
âWhatever, letâs go back now. Iâve had my daily does of Maya,â Eli replies, taking my hand in his.
When we return to the group, it seems that everyone has started drinking. Adonis, Addison, Alex, Hailey, and Ace grab some drinks and head off to the lake, while the remaining group of us stay and just hang out.
âWhat do you guys want to do after school?â asks Zoe, after Eli and I grab drinks of our own.
Surprisingly, Olivia answers first. âEventually, I want to be a pediatric nurse.â
It takes everything in me not to scoff. Not because I donât think sheâs smart enough, but because I canât see her working anywhere near kids with this attitude of hers.
âI still have no idea,â says Ariel. âI was undeclared first year, so now I need to figure out what it is that I want to do.â
âYouâll figure it out soon, you still have until the end of summer,â I assure her.
Next, Adrian talks about sports medicine. Eli then explains that he originally wanted to be a lawyer, but now heâs changed his mind. Maddy is a biology major, but still has no clue what she wants to do with it. Zoe agrees and says that sheâs in chemistry, but she feels the same way. Justin is an english major, and he says that he plans on being a teacher once heâs done. Finally, Christian says that he originally went to school with the intent of being a surgeon, but due to certain circumstances, he had to drop out and take last year off. Now, heâs not sure if he wants to go back.
âI donât know,â I say when itâs my turn. âI havenât planned that far ahead in my life.â
Itâs true. I enjoy my program right now, but Iâm incapable of seeing that far into the future. If I make it to graduation, Iâd love to work with at risk youth., but again, thatâs just an âifâ.
We continue to talk and drink until we hear a rush of footsteps. Everyone in the older bunch shares the same panicked expression. Adonis, carrying Addison, rushes forward.
âWhat happened?â Zoe jumps up and sprints to her sisterâs side.
âI slipped on a rock and messed up my ankle. Iâm fine though, I donât know why everyoneâs creating such a fuss,â Addison blushes.
Adrian steps forward to take a look. âAd, this is definitely broken.â
âThatâs what I keep telling her, but she wonât listen!â Adonis all but yells.
âOkay, letâs pack up. You need to go to the hospital asap,â Adrian says calmly. âPlease tell me not everyone was drinking. Who can drive right now?â
Ace raises his hand and steps forward. âI didnât. Iâll drive Donâs car.â
âAll I had was half a beer, I can drive Arielâs car, if thatâs fine with her,â suggests Christian.
Ariel nods, knowing sheâs in no position to argue.
âI drank the least out of the rest of us, so I guess Iâll drive my car,â says Hailey.
We all hurriedly take down the tents and pack everything up. The entire time, Addison keeps telling us that she really is fine, and that we donât need to be doing all of this.
âSee! I can even walk on it,â she tries to say, but ends up crying out in pain the second her foot touches the floor.
Adonis kisses his teeth and rushes to support her body. Once everything is cleared up, we start the walk back to the parking lot.
âOkay, Iâm driving to the hospital. Thereâs no need for all of us to head there, so whoever is coming with me, put your stuff in this car. Thatâs me, Adonis, Addison, and Zoe. We can take one more person,â Ace states. Maddy agrees to go with them.
I admire how Ace is handling the situation. Youâd think that heâs actually the oldest brother, rather than the second youngest. They all pile into his car and, after agreeing to call us when theyâre there, he zooms off.
âAlright, so in our car, thatâs me, Ariel, Eli, Adrian, Justin, and Maya,â Christian says. âHailey, youâre sure you can drive?â
She nods and swings her keys on her finger. âI only had a cooler, thank God.â
Everyone says goodbye and piles into their separate cars. Because of my luck, I ended up riding shotgun. Just before we pull out, I hear a tapping on the driverâs window.
âWhen can I see you again?â asks Olivia once the window is down. Christian shrugs. âWell, can I at least get your number?â
She hands him her phone and he fills out the contact information. When he hands it back, she leans in for a kiss. Christian speeds off just before her eyelids shut.
âDo you treat every girl this way?â I ask, genuinely curious. The Christian Iâve seen the past two days seems nothing like the one from the last time we hung out.
He slides his sunglasses up so that I can see his daring grey eyes. âI donât know what youâre talking about.â
I ignore his response and opt to look out the window as we drive down a dirt road. Everyone behind me has already fallen asleep, so I pull out my phone and search through my apps for a game to play. After about half an hour of solitaire, I find myself bored. I spend a few seconds flipping through radio stations before just plugging my phone into the aux.
The next fifteen minutes are void of talking, only my humming along to my playlist filling the air. For the past five minutes at least, Iâve noticed that Christian keeps opening his mouth and looking over to me as if he has something to say, but he never ends up saying anything.
Finally, I canât bear it anymore and I have to keep myself from yelling at him. In a neutral tone, I ask, âSomething on your mind?â
He shakes his head, and after a moment, he says, âYou confuse me.â
My eyes widen in shock. âI confuse you?â
Ignoring my accusatory tone, he continues, âI feel like youâre hiding something.â
âPlease, Christian,â I start, âWhat could I possibly be hiding from you?â
âI never said you were hiding anything from me. Iâm just saying youâre hiding something. Arenât you?â
âYou donât even know me,â I argue, ready to end the conversation.
He looks at me from the corner of his eye. âIâm trying to.â
âI told you from the start that I never wanted anything to do with you,â
His eyebrows furrow, but I canât bring myself to care. âWhy do you have this wall up with me, Maya? I saw how carefree you were with everyone else. Do you feel like you canât be yourself around me?â
Before I reply, I turn around to check the sleeping faces of my friends. âI just met you.â
âDonât use that,â he prods. âWhy are you acting like this?â
âIâm not acting like anything! You do not know me Christian, and honestly, itâd be best if you keep it that way,â
âDo you think youâre going to break my heart or some shit? I just want to understand!â
I can tell that he wants to yell by the way that his long fingers are gripping the steering wheel. Believe me, if we were alone, Iâd be yelling too. Why are we even arguing right now? What is it that weâre arguing about?
His jaw clenches and unclenches. If I could hear his heartbeat, I bet it would be pounding.
âCalm down before you crash the fucking car, Chrissy,â I throw at him.
âCall me that one more time and I swear to God, I will,â he throws his sunglasses off and stares at me.
I feign innocence and bat my eyelashes. âCall you what?â
âMayaâ¦â
âWhat do you want me to call you then?â
Fire suddenly feels like itâs coursing through my veins. Iâm craving excitement,
and this is the closest thing I can get right now. A rush of boldness takes over and I canât fight it. I place my hand under his chin, urging him to take his eyes off of the road for a second.
He instantly reacts to my touch. I observe how his Adamâs apple bobs up and
down as he visibly gulps. Still, he refuses to look at me. My hand moves from his chin to the side of his face as I cup and caress his neck. He leans into my touch and I smirk smugly.
âHey,â I say, my hand continuing its journey down his neck to his chest, and finally, his thigh. âWhat do you want me to call you?â
âAnything you want,â he groans. His voice comes out husky and I am enveloped by a tingling sensation
Not taking my hand off of his thigh, I lean closer to him. With my lips mere centimeters away from his ear, I whisper, âWhat is it that you want?â
I slowly lean back into my seat, but not before reaching for the waistband of his shorts, giving it a little tug. I can hear the smack as I release it and it hits his stomach.
He shifts in his seat, still not once looking in my direction. âHmm?â is all that he replies.
I can see him straining against his shorts, and I subconsciously bite my lip. Maybe it would be okay if we⦠no. Not happening. Bad idea. Horrible idea.
âYou should get Olivia to take care of that for you,â I half-heartedly suggest.
In the split second that it takes for him to shoot me daggers, Eli chimes in from the backseat, âCan you guys chill with the softcore porn up there? Iâm trying to fucking sleep.â
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Here's chapter eight, as promised!! Hope you enjoyed x