Chapter 29
The She-Wolf Series
SAMANTHA
I found myself staring at my reflection for the second time during this whole process. The woman in the mirror was almost a stranger to me.
âGosh! Sammy, youâre breathtaking,â my mother said softly as she entered the room.
âIs it too much?â I asked, uncertainty creeping into my voice.
âNo way!â my mom, Cassie, and Serena all chimed in together.
âYouâre the guest of honor at a grand ball,â Cassie reminded me for the umpteenth time. âThereâs no such thing as âtoo muchâ tonight.â
I took another look at the navy-blue satin gown that Cassie had ordered specially for me. It was an A-line cut with a sweetheart neckline and off-the-shoulder sleeves that added a touch of romance.
My hair was styled in soft curls, pinned back on one side with a couple of pearl barrettes.
âI feel like Iâve stepped out of a fairy tale,â I whispered.
âYou look like a queen,â Serena said, taking my hand. âLetâs head to the ballroom stairs. Itâs almost time for your grand entrance.â
I nodded, trying to keep my nerves under control. I was about to make my way down a grand staircase, into a room full of people with their eyes firmly on me. Iâd never been so exposed before.
~Please donât let me trip,~ I pleaded silently.
Emerick was waiting outside the makeshift dressing room, leaning casually against the wall. As I stepped into the hallway, he straightened up.
âSamantha Paulson, youâre a vision.â He wrapped an arm around my waist and pulled me close.
Cassie swatted at him. âHands off, Stone! Sheâs spent hours getting ready. No touching until weâre downstairs.â
Emerick backed off, raising his hands in submission. âAll right, all right,â he muttered.
I looped my arm through his as we began to walk. Cassie shot me a warning look, but I just giggled.
âSheâs a bit high-strung today,â I whispered to Emerick, still chuckling.
âYouâre telling me,â he grumbled, a hint of a smile playing on his lips.
As we approached the staircase, the hum of the crowd below reached my ears.
Cassie turned to face us. âEveryone else, head downstairs.
âSam, when you hear your name announced, count to three and then walk down slowly. Remember to take your time, just like we practiced.â
Her eyes shifted to my son. âLuke, youâll meet your mom at the bottom of the stairs for your dance. Everyone else, you know where to go, right? All right, letâs do this!â
âEase up, Cass,â Michael muttered. âThis isnât a military operation.â
Cassie shot him a glare, and he took a step back in retreat. I couldnât help but giggle at the sternness of my usually lighthearted friend.
I actually admired that she could take some jobs so seriously while still being such a warm and kind person in her personal life.
Emerick gave my hand a reassuring squeeze. âYouâve got this, kid.â
âThanks, Em,â I replied. âSee you in a bit.â
He nodded before kissing the back of my hand tenderly. I watched as he disappeared down the hallway with the others.
Part of me wanted him to share this moment with me, but I knew it was important for others to see me as an independent woman. Emerick at my side might send the wrong message about my ability to lead.
The din of the crowd softened before starting up again, then I heard the announcerâs voice echo through the doorway ahead.
âNow presenting, Alpha Samantha Paulson of the Red Claw Pack!â
~One. Two. Three.~
I stepped onto the balcony and paused at the top of the stairs, gathering my courage for the descent.
As I took the first step, I looked out over the crowd, taking in the sea of elegant dresses, sharp tuxedos, and sparkling champagne glasses.
~Cassie was right,~ I thought, ~these werewolves sure know how to dress up.~
Despite my nerves, I held my head high and kept my shoulders back. The crowd clapped politely as I neared the bottom of the staircase, and I finally let out the breath Iâd been holding.
My eyes found Luke, who was beaming back at me.
âYou did great, Mom.â He offered me his arm.
I smiled. âThanks, Lukey,â I whispered back.
We made our way to the dance floor, and I was struck by the confidence radiating from my grown-up boy. He wore a wide grin as we started to dance, and I was impressed by his natural grace.
He moved with an ease that I envied, and I was more convinced than ever that heâd learned to waltz before coming to the packâs lands.
Then again, heâd always been a talented athlete. Maybe this was just another skill he was able to master without much effort.
As the music began to fade, applause filled the room once again. Luke turned away from me, throwing his arms up in triumph. The crowd roared in response. I couldnât help but laugh along with him.
I scanned the room for Emerick, but before I could spot him, Aidan appeared before me.
âAlpha,â he greeted, bowing his head slightly. âKing Ivar would like a word with you in private.â
âOf course,â I replied, forcing a smile onto my face. âIs he here?â
âHeâs in the study,â Aidan informed me, offering his arm.
âAll right,â I said hesitantly. âWhy canât we talk here? The partyâs just getting started.â
âThe king has other matters to attend to,â Aidan explained. âHeâd like to speak with you before he leaves.â
Emerick approached as Aidan began to lead me away.
âIâll be right back,â I assured him.
âWhere are you going?â He narrowed his eyes at the stranger on my arm.
âThe king wants to speak with me.â
Emerick pressed his lips into a thin line. âJonathan and Jackson will join you.â His tone left no room for argument.
âOf course.â Aidan bowed his head agreeably.
The twins materialized from seemingly nowhere, ready to accompany me. Emerick gave a curt nod before we left the ballroom and walked down the hallway.
Aidan moved with a deliberate confidence that reminded me of a panther stalking its prey. I swallowed at the thought.
He ended up leading us to the library Iâd spent so much time in a few days ago. A large figure stood with his back to us, his head bent forward as he read from a book.
His tuxedo hugged his body in a way that looked comfortable while still showing off the firm, shapely muscles underneath.
âYour Majesty,â Aidan said.
âAidan, donât be aââ
As King Ivar turned to face us, the world seemed to stop. My vision narrowed, and my heartbeat quickened. Something told me it had fallen into sync with his own.
I stood still, frozen in place, taking in the sight of the man before me.
Luke had been right about his Viking-like appearance. He was tall and broad, with dirty blond hair, shaved sideburns, and a well-groomed beard.
He radiated a dangerous power, and his icy blue eyes seemed to swirl with intensity.
~âMate,â~ Ayishaâs voice sounded in my mind.
âFuck,â King Ivar muttered.
âI knew it,â Aidan declared proudly.
I felt Jonathan and Jackson shift into defensive stances at my sides. Aidanâs body tensed up as well from his position between Ivar and me.
âLeave,â King Ivar ordered, his gaze locked with mine.
Neither of my guards moved.
âAll of you,â he growled. âLeave us alone, or Iâll make you.â
I snapped out of my trance. âItâs okay,â I said to the men beside me, managing a smile in some pathetic attempt to try to reassure them.
Reluctantly, they turned to leave, and Aidan followed, casting a final smirk back at the king.
When the door clicked shut behind them, I waited for Ivar to explain what was happening. But we both remained silent, standing with stiff bodies and staring at each other.
I felt an inexplicable pull toward him, but fear kept me rooted in place. His expression was one of danger and something else I couldnât quite identify.
Slowly, he moved toward me, and I found myself holding my breath.
Once he was beside me, he lifted my chin gently, forcing me to look up at him. In any other situation, I would have recoiled at the patronizing gesture, but now, I found myself mesmerized.
âIâve been waiting for you my entire life,â he confessed.
I swallowed hard. âI hear itâs been a long one.â
âHmm,â he hummed, releasing my chin and moving his hand to cup my neck. He wrapped his other arm around my waist and pulled our bodies together.
âWhatâs happening?â I asked, confusion clouding my thoughts.
âWhat do you mean?â He began to trail soft kisses along my neck, sending shivers down my spine.
I felt powerless to pull away. âWhy do I feelâ¦connectedâ¦to you?â I asked, struggling to put my feelings into words.
He pulled back to look at me. âWeâre fated mates,â he stated simply.
âFated mates are a myth,â I argued, but even as I said it, I didnât believe my own words.
Ayisha had recognized this man as our mate immediately, and I was inexplicably drawn to him. I craved his touch, his scent, his voiceâ¦everything about him.
What else could explain such a reaction to a stranger?
âFated mates are ~rare~,â he corrected, âbut theyâre very real. I think you can feel that as well as I can.â
When I didnât respond, he gently brushed his lips against mine. The intimate touch was so unexpected that my knees nearly buckled.
~Who is this man who has such power over me?~
I tried to push him away, hoping to create some distance so I could gather my thoughts, but his arms held me in place.
âWhatâs wrong, little wolf?â he whispered into my ear, his warm breath sending chills down my spine. âThereâs nothing to be afraid of.â
âIâm not afraid. Iâm overwhelmed,â I said, and I felt him stiffen.
Finally, he let me pull away.
âI donât understand.â I searched his face for answers. âHow are ~you~, my fated mate? What does that even mean?â
âIt means weâre destined to be together.â
âOkay,â I said. âBut why are you so calm about this? Itâs a big deal.â
~I mean, it is a big deal, right? It feels like my world is being turned upside down. How am I going to explain this to anyone? To Emerick?~
âIâve lived a long time and learned not to fight destiny,â he said, his voice steady. âItâs best to just accept it.â
I was taken aback. What did that even mean?
âOkayâ¦â My mind was spinning. âSo, what happens now?â
He looked surprised by my question. âWeâll mate, and youâll become the queen,â he said as if it were the most obvious thing in the world.
âWhat about my pack? I just became alpha. Are you going to move here to lead with me?â
âNo, youâll move to my territory in Canada. You canât be a queen and an alpha. The call will fall to the next in line,â he explained patiently.
âNo.â
âWhat do you mean âno?ââ he asked, taken aback.
I pushed him away and began to pace the room. He watched me with a furrowed brow.
âIf I leave, the call falls to my son. Heâs only fifteen. I wonât leave him,â I stated firmly.
âThen tell him to reject the call and come with us,â he suggested casually.
âHe wonât,â I argued. âAnd even if he did, the pack would be left without a clear leader. I wonât do that to them. Not after everything theyâve been through.â
âSamantha,â he began, his voice firm, âyouâre talking about one pack versus all of werewolf-kind. Thereâs no comparison. Your place is with me.â
I shook my head. âI wonât leave them.â
His expression darkened as he stepped in front of me. His fists were clenched at his sides, and I could see a vein pulsing in his neck.
âI wonât beg,â he growled.
I met his gaze, staring into the swirling pools of ice and wondering how he could be so cold.
âIâm not asking you to,â I whispered.
âIs this about the male I smell on you? The beta?â he demanded.
âWhat? No. Iââ
âIf he touches you again, Iâll kill him.â His voice was filled with anger and force.
I recoiled slightly. âYou canât do that.â
âIâm the king and your mate. I can and I will.â Ivar turned on his heel and strode toward the door.
âWhere are you going?â I called after him.
âHome,â he snapped without looking back. He flung open the door and stormed out.
As the door slammed shut behind him, I collapsed to my knees, a sob escaping my lips. I covered my mouth with my hand, clutching at my chest as I felt my heart shatter.
I heard others enter the room but couldnât see them. All I could see was tears.
Hands reached for me, but I couldnât feel them. All I could feel was pain.
âWhat did you do to her?!â
âYou will never touch her again, Stone!â
âWhatâs going on?â
âSam? Sam?!â
Then everything went dark.
End of Book 1