Twisted: Chapter 26
Twisted (Never After Series)
âWhat do you If I donât stare at the road, how do I know where to drive?â I cry out, frustrated and half- convinced that heâs fucking with me.
Julian groans, throwing himself back in the passenger seat and running his hand through his inky black hair. âListen to me,â he grits out. âIf you look down at the pavement directly, youâll crash. Just trust me.â
I laugh so hard my stomach hurts. â
you? You canât be serious.â
âI havenât given you any reason not to,â he says, picking invisible lint off his shirt.
âRight,â I snort. âOther than practically threatening to hurt Aidan if I donât behave. Forcing me to marry you and lying to my father, who is . And continually making me heel like your bitch to save the people I care about.â
âSounds to me like Iâve been nothing but honest.â He shrugs.
âIâ â Closing my mouth, I purse my lips.
Heâs not wrong, I guess.
âTry again,â he soothes. âJust slowly press down on the gas. No need to get mad at it. She reacts better when you make her purr.â He brushes his hand against the dash.
Rolling my eyes at how sexual he makes his car sound, I take a deep breath, glancing around to make sure the parking lot weâre in is still empty. The last thing I need is for anyone else to see me try and fail at something most people know how to do.
Swallowing down the nerves, I do as he says, keeping my gaze trained in front of me instead of down at the road this time.
âGood,â he says when the car rolls forward.
Pride sparks in my middle.
I accelerate slowly, slowly, as in weâre going ten miles per hour tops. Iâm going in a straight line and sitting in the driverâs seat, and suddenly, Iâve never felt more independent and powerful in my life. Which in turn makes me feel silly, because itâs such a simple thing.
âPerfect,â he continues. âNow turn to the right. You want the car to follow you, not the other way around.â
My left hand lifts from the wheel, gliding over the top to try to turn it.
The car loses control slightly, and I gasp, panicking and slamming on the brakes. My body jerks forward, the seat belt cutting into my neck.
I groan, frustrated, throwing my head back against the seat, the pride I just felt slipping away like sand through my fingers.
âThis is pointless. Iâm clearly not made for driving.â
âDo you always do that?â he questions.
âWhat?â I side- eye him.
âGive up so easily.â
He doesnât wait for a reply, which is good because I donât have one to give him. Instead, Iâm sure his question will just seep into my subconscious and fester there so I can overthink it later and wonder if heâs right.
Leaning over, he reaches out, grasping my hands in his, his touch sending a shock through my system.
Flashes of my vision in the shower, with his rough fingers dragging down the sides of my body, make my skin heat. I rub my thighs together and clear my throat.
âKeep them here.â He places my left hand on the wheel. âAnd here.â Right hand on the right.
âYou should stop touching me,â I say, my voice low.
âAgree to disagree,â he replies, slowly taking his fingers away.
My stomach flips, and it pisses me off because it keeps doing that, and I donât want to react to him at all. Besides, this is all just a ruse to keep me agreeable, Iâm sure of it.
âYou really donât need to try so hard,â I bite out. âNo oneâs around to see you.â
âIs that what you think Iâm doing?â He smirks. âTrying?â
I slap my hands against the wheel and the horn goes off, making my stomach surge into my throat and my heart skip.
He laughs. âOkay, thatâs enough for the day. Letâs switch.â
I donât argue, even though I really want to keep driving. Even more than that, I want to ask if heâll bring me back so I can try again. If heâll teach me more.
Heâs the only person whoâs seen me lacking and not just handed me whatever I need but given me the chance to learn it myself. Itâs different from what Iâm used to, and I like the way it feels.
Opening the door, I move to slide out of the driverâs seat. A hand appears in front of my face, and I hesitate to take it, not wanting my body to betray me again by reacting to his touch.
But this car sits low, and I donât want to make a fool of myself trying to stand when heâs clearly offering help, so I slip my palm in his, static energy shooting through my fingers and up my arm as I let him lift me from the seat.
I try to move my hand back, but he tightens his grip, pulling me in until his lips are by my ear. âIf you think Iâve been with you, then you clearly donât know what a man looks like when he tries. Iâll be sure to rectify that situation.â
I suck in a breath. âWhy bother?â
âWhy not?â
He lets me go then, but the burn of his touch stays.
The sound of tires crunches on the loose gravel of the parking lot and I glance behind Julian to see a cop car pulling up.
My stomach cramps up tight.
Julianâs eyes flick from me to the patrol car, his jaw setting and his brows dropping down until that serious mask he wears so well coasts over his face entirely. Itâs dark and dangerous, and Iâm reminded again why I donât let myself get on his bad side unnecessarily. He seems to let me get away with a lot of things that other people donât, but thereâs a reason why I donât fight with him more. Not when peopleâs lives hang in the balance.
Oddly enough, even though I know I was technically doing something wrong, I feel safe with him here. I know that no matter what happens, he wonât allow some local cop to have control over someone like him. This police officer might have a bit of power, but itâs smothered entirely by the force that is Julian Faraci.
Julianâs hand ghosts across the small of my back, sending a shiver racing up my spine. âGo sit in the car, Yasmin.â
âWonât that look suspicious?â I look up at him. âIâd rather stay out here.â
He glances down at me, the corners of his lips twitching, but his hand stays in place. âSuit yourself.â
A car door slams and the police officer walks over, his hands on his hips, resting right over his gun. He takes in the scene, scanning the blacked- out Audi R8 and then Julian, and I wonder what it is he sees when he looks at us.
Weâre both in designer labels, with an expensive car, and Julian has tattoos that cover most of his body. I assume Julian knows most of the local police force, but when suspicion flits across the police officerâs face and his fingers tighten over his holster, I second- guess myself.
Julianâs hand caresses my skin lightly, sending a comforting sensation through me. I lean into it.
âWhatâs going on here? You realize this is private property?â the cop says.
Julianâs brows lift and he glances behind him, over the empty parking lot and warehouse.
I hadnât asked what the warehouse was for; itâs beige on the outside and large enough to fit several other buildings inside it, but thereâs no discernible name on the front, and Iâve been so distracted with driving that it hadnât crossed my mind to ask or to think we were trespassing.
âThatâs right,â Julian replies.
âOdd place to be on a Friday afternoon.â
Julian nods. âTeaching my wife to drive. Unfortunately, itâs a skill she hasnât yet mastered.â
The copâs brows raise, and he looks to me, his tongue peeking out to swipe across his chapped lips as his eyes strip me down.
. A single look and I feel more violated by him than I ever have with Julian.
âI donât know if I believe that.â The cop laughs. âA man like you with a girl like her? Seems like sheâd have a lot of â
I hold back a scoff, crossing my arms over my chest instead.
Julianâs fingers twitch on my back.
âUnfortunately,â the cop continues, âlike I said, this is private property. You canât just loiter wherever you want, regardless of how nice the eye candy is while you do it.â
âShe beautiful, isnât she?â Julian notes.
Julian doesnât spare me a glance, but my traitorous heart skips anyway at the compliment.
âDid someone call you to complain?â he asks.
The officerâs bushy brown brows furrow. âThatâs none of your concern.â
âSeeing as I own the place, I find it very concerning.â
A small breath leaves me. I hadnât expected that, although Iâm not sure why Iâm surprised. Julian seems to have his hand in everything, the same as my father.
The cop, however, looks visibly shocked. âLet me see your license and registration, please.â
Julian leans down and whispers in my ear, âGo get in the car, Yasmin.â
Part of me wants to take the opportunity to tell him to go fuck himself for always thinking he can tell me what to do, but I realize now might not be the most opportune of times, so I bite the side of my cheek and do what he says.
I make my way toward the back of the vehicle, attempting to avoid the police officer, but heâs standing right next to the car, and when I try to move around him, he steps in closer.
I jolt back, pasting a tense smile on my face. âExcuse me, please.â
âHow old are you?â
âTwenty- three,â I reply.
âAnd youâre here by choice? Just say the word and I canââ he lets his gaze wander againâ âget you out of here. Take you with me.â
âOfficer.â Julian steps up behind me until I feel the heat of his body at my back. âIâd recommend you stop questioning her.â
âAnd whyâs that? Two of you alone out here, no one around for miles. Seems suspicious.â He looks to me again. âHe paying you for something, honey?â
His words smack me across the face, fire raging through my middle. I throw my hand up, showcasing the giant canary diamond. âWeâre , asshole.â
The officerâs smirk drops. âWatch your tone.â
âYasmin.â Julianâs voice is sharper now. âGet in the car.â
My stomach drops when the cop steps directly in front of me.
âNow, I canât let you just disappear from my sight.â
âYou should,â Julian cuts in. âIf you value having it.â
The cop frowns. âIs that a threat?â
Julian laughs, and I canât help but glance back at him. His hands are lifted in the air and thereâs a maniacal grin on his face. âYou know, Iâm sorry. It seems like youâre getting the wrong impression about us. Let her get in the car, Officer. How else can she grab what youâre asking for?â
The cop holds Julianâs gaze for a long moment before finally stepping out of my way.
I blow out a breath, rushing by him, and right when I pass the jerkâs side, he shifts, the length of his body brushing against mine.
A shiver of disgust rolls through me at the power play, and my footsteps quicken as I make my way to the passenger side, sliding into the vehicle and turning the rearview mirror so I can watch their interaction.
I canât hear what theyâre saying above low mumbles, but I do see Julian step forward, his tall frame demanding obedience from the short and stocky cop without even trying. Julian says something, and the cop jerks back, his face snapping down to something in Julianâs hand before raising it again.
Slowly the cop nods, reaching out and taking whatever it was before walking away.
Julian slides back in the car and revs the engine, pulling out of the lot and driving away before the officer has even made it back to his vehicle.
âEverything okay?â I ask.
He glances at me. âFine.â
âGood.â I nod my head, a dark tension wringing the air dry. âI didnât like him.â
Julian chuckles.
I huff. âI donât know why youâre laughing. Is sexual harassment to you? Didnât you see the way he stared at me? And he me. Like, what kind of person would literally hear you say youâre my husband and then do it so blatantly?â
âA very foolish man.â
âYeah.â Disappointment over the fact that Julian didnât care enough to do anything hits me in the chest. It catches me off guard, how much it upsets me, but I use it as fuelâa reminder that he doesnât really me to be his spouse. That we may be married on paper, but not in all the ways that matter.
âHeâs lucky you donât really care,â I pout. âOne day heâll do that to the wrong person and not like the result.â
Julian doesnât reply, but his hands tighten the slightest bit on the steering wheel and the muscle at the back of his jaw flexes.
I swallow down whatever I was about to say because clearly, he doesnât want to continue the conversation, and at this point, Iâm just ready to go home and forget it happened to begin with.
âYou sit over there.â I side-eye Razul, who does nothing but grunt and get a table in the corner of the room, allowing me to go and see Riya for Sunday brunch without him overhearing every word I say.
He drove me here, but he hasnât said a word, most likely under strict instruction not to speak to me. Itâs fine. I donât really think weâd have much in common anyway, and although I didnât tell Julian because fighting him on anything while he can hurt Aidan is useless, I donât think I a bodyguard.
My father never gave me one, and I grew up just fine on my own.
Looking around the restaurant, I see Riya sipping on a drink over in the back corner of the room, and I make my way there, sliding into the booth and eyeing the no-doubt alcoholic bever age already in front of me on the table.
âI took the liberty of ordering you a Bellini.â She nods to the drink in front of me.
âThanks.â I smile, but Iâm not touching that thing, especially since Iâm spending all evening with Julian and his mother. Who knows what will happen if I donât have all my cylinders firing appropriately?
âWhoâs your sidekick?â she asks, jerking her chin at Razul.
I glance back at the bulky, grumpy man, whoâs sitting back in a chair across the room with his eyes trained on me. âMy new watchdog.â
Her brows lift. âJulian gave you security? Wow. How romantic.â
âMore annoying than anything. So whatâs the news?â I ask, reaching out to grab a piece of bread. It melts when it hits my mouth and I close my eyes at the taste.
âWow, not even a âhow are youâ?â she deadpans. âJulianâs rubbing off on you.â
The bread Iâm swallowing gets stuck in my throat and I cough, my hand flying to my neck as I try to regain my composure.
âYou okay?â Riya asks, her brow quirking.
âHe is ,â I rasp out.
âYeah, I know⦠It was a joke, damn.â She clicks her tongue. âIs it that miserable?â
âEven worse,â I mumble, reaching back out to the basket of rolls in the center of the table and tearing off another piece. âHeâs being .â
She gasps. âNo! How terrible.â
Scoffing, I throw the piece of bread at her. âUh, yeah. It actually is. Itâs confusing, and I think heâs just manipulating my emotions on purpose, and I donât know what purpose itâs serving. Itâs not like it will make a difference. As far as heâs concerned, heâs already won, so whatâs the point?â
âOh my god,â Riya muses, her eyes calculating as she stares at me. âYou him.â
âNo,â I snap. âAbsolutely not.â
She sits back in her seat, crossing her arms. âDonât lie to me, bitch. How dare you fall for the enemy and try to keep it from me?â
âIâm not falling for him. God,â I complain. âHe justâ¦he confuses me.â
She scoffs. âPlease, youâve had a thing for the bad guy.â
My mouth drops open. âI have not.â
âDonât lie to me, Yas. Iâve watched with you too many times to fall for that trick.â
âThatâs different.â I point a finger at her and squint. âHans Gruber is the best villain of all time. Heâs not a real person.â
âRight.â She nods, her eyes wide. âYouâve got the real version of him as your man.â
My stomach twists. âHeâs a fucking criminal hiding in a business suit, Riya. Who do you think I am?â
âAlleged criminal,â she corrects.
I donât bother to tell her that Sultans is so much more than what it appears to the public. If I admit that out loud, then I have to admit my father is a criminal and that both Julian and my father are just extremely good at hiding their nefarious deeds behind smiles and retail chains.
Nausea churns in my gut, remembering just who it is Iâm dealing with in Julian and hating myself for how easily I forget when Iâm around him. Iâve let him touch me, kiss me. I almost let him me.
âUgh, heâs definitely trying to manipulate me. And Iâm just likeâ¦a fucking helpless girl unable to do anything but bow to his demands and pretend that Iâm okay with whatâs happening.â I drop my head in my arms. âIt makes me feel weak.â
Riya sighs and reaches across the table, patting my forearm.
âYouâre not weak, baby girl. Youâre smart.â I roll my head to the side and stare at her.
Her eyes flick back to Razul again and then to me, her voice lowering. âI talked to Aidan.â
This gets my attention and I perk back up, my hands grabbing hers. âYouâre kidding.â
She clicks her tongue. âThought Iâd call him up just to see if he answered, you know? Give him a piece of my mind.â
âOkay.â I nod, waiting for her to elaborate and ignoring the way it stings that he talked to her but wonât even respond to me. âAnd?â
âWe talked for a few minutes, and I told him that you were only doing what you had to. And heâs out there, trying to find that lamp or whatever, so heâs just been busy.â
âOh. Good.â My stomach sours.
She winces like sheâs expecting me to fall apart right in front of her eyes, but surprisingly, even though knowing Iâm not a priority hurt, it doesnât sting quite as bad as I expected. Itâs a dull ache in my chest, not a sledgehammer to my heart. Although Iâm not sure why heâd be so interested in finding the lamp still if Iâm already married to someone else. Does he think he can still convince my father that heâs the better choice?
âHey, that lost lamp business is kind of crazy, huh?â she says, changing the conversation as she takes a sip of her drink.
âI donât really know much about it.â My eyes flick up to her and I tilt my head. âIn fact, how do ?â
âAidan said itâs worth, like, a billion dollars.â She whistles. âImagine what someone could do with that. No wonder your dad wants it.â
My teeth sink into my lip. âHonestly, Riy, I couldnât care less about the stupid lamp. It doesnât even matter anymore. Itâs not like Aidan can bring it back and we ride off into the sunset together. Itâs too late.â
She nods. âTrue. Thereâs still hope though. I found a guy, remember?â
I lean forward, my stomach flipping like Iâm on a roller coaster. âYeah. I was just afraid to ask.â
Her eyes flick to Razul one more time. âYou sure he canât hear us?â
I glance behind me and then back to her, shrugging.
âI got you a burner phone and programmed his number into it. His nameâs Randy Gazim. Heâs a lawyer right smack-dab in the center of New York City. He specializes in nasty divorces, and he to not give a shit about Julian Faraci or the power he has.â She takes the linen napkin on the table and places it in her lap before wrapping it around something and sliding it back. âI figured you could try to text Aidan on here too, just in case you have extra eyes on your stuff or, you know, we could talk without worrying about who might look at your real phone.â
My hand shoots out and I grip the napkin, feeling a lumpy object underneath. I drag it toward me and slip it into my purse, hoping that Razul didnât see. My chest warms.
She lifts a shoulder. âListen, Aidanâs really pissed, Yas. Heâs hurt, you know? But I told him you were trying to find a way out. And heâ¦he said he hasnât lost faith.â She nods toward the phone. âText him. See what he has to say.â
My heart catapults through my chest and slams against my ribs as I nod. âThanks, Riya.â
After brunch is over and Iâm back in the safety of my room, I plan on doing just that.