Chapter sp1: Season Pass: 5 Years of the Reign of Litetia
I’m Not the Final Boss’ Lover
CHAPTER 26. Season Pass: 5 Years of the Reign of Litetia
Itâs been a year since I gave birth to the twins. Theyâve just turned a year old, and theyâre fluffy and chubby.
âThey donât look like 1-year-olds at allâ¦.â
The twins grew like sprouts. Their development was so rapid that no one could believe they were a year old.
I canât believe itâs already been a year. I remember giving birth as if it was just yesterday⦠I replayed the events of the birth.
***
They say childbirth is painful, but it was uniquely painful for me. It wasnât because I wanted children, it was because, as I feared.
Both twins were extremely healthy. Again, not just healthy kids, but âextremeâ healthy kids.
Carrying them around in my belly was hard enough. But the real hell was giving birth. In my mind, I might as well just cut off my arms and reattach them.
The level 60 stats made childbirth less dangerous, but they didnât make me better at it. I walked into the birthing room feeling like I was about to enter the Demon Kingâs War for the fifth time, and just as I felt like I was about to enter the Demon Kingâs War for the fifth time, my children came out into the world.
âA princess and a prince.â
âJust the right size.â
Exhausted, I spat out the words as I dropped my head and breathed raggedly.
Mary wiped the sweat from my face with a busy hand. August, who had been working his healing magic on me, clicked his tongue as he checked on the children.
âYour Majesty is strong. I canât believe you didnât scream.â
âWell, Iâm still a hero for defeating a demon, so thatâs something to show for it.â
At my best bravado, Augustâs expression turned grotesque. He looked at me like I didnât have the energy to make a joke at this point. Not having the energy to giggle, I smiled faintly.
August handed me the children. They were heavy, like the man who had pushed my high-level stamina to the limit.
âLook at them, Meyer, theyâre our kids.â
I whispered, leaning my face into Meyerâs arm that was supporting my body. Meyerâs forearms were stained red. I could clearly see my hand and nail marks on his forearms, which had never left a mark no matter how hard I beat him. I must have pinched and twisted him a lot.
While I was giving birth, Meyer insisted on joining me in the delivery room, saying he couldnât leave me alone.
I was sure heâd freak out 100% if he saw me giving birthâ¦
I went into the delivery room half worried, and half anxious, but all of that went away as soon as I started to push. My head was so white with pain that I couldnât think.
I was in Meyerâs arms, using his forearm for support to push through the pain. It didnât seem to do much to relieve the pain, but I realized that whatever little it was, it didnât matter, because I had given birth safely.
At that moment, hot water was dripping on my forehead.
â⦠You are very undutiful kids.â
The boiling sound rang in Meyerâs throat. I struggled to look up. Meyer was crying, his face distorted. He looked more distressed than I was.
âI canât believe you put your mother through this. Thatâs mean.â
âAt this point, itâs easy to get out.â
I smiled and reached for his eyes. My fingertips smeared with moisture as they touched the corners of his eyes.
âYou can hug them too, I canât hug them anymore because my arms are numb.â
âW-what if they get hurt. Newborn children are weak entitiesâ¦â
âThey may be newborns, but they have your blood. Theyâre not that weak.â
I glanced at their stats and pushed them into Meyerâs arms.
The childrenâs base stats were outstanding, as befits the children of a Black Knight. The stats made up for all the hard work Iâd put into them.
Yes. Itâs better to be strong and big like Meyer than weak and ordinary like me.
As I thought this, I looked at Meyer, stiff with helplessness, and the twins crying in his arms.
***
Born at the end of spring and the beginning of summer, I gave the names of spring and summer.
From then on, the twins grew rapidly: they walked fast and babbled fast. Being twins, they seemed to have some competition. Still, there were subtle differences, with Belle, the older sister, being more persistent and greedy. Her brother, Aistas, wasnât as easy to please, butâ¦
âHey, Belle, you canât push your brother like that!â
I exclaimed in panic. We were walking along, holding onto the railing together, when Belle pushed Aistas to the ground, thinking he was in her way.
Aistas immediately rolled over and stood up. This one didnât cry much. Aistas grunted and lunged angrily at Belle.
However, because he was still not balanced, he fell to the ground again as soon as Belle reached out.
Where does that belligerence come from? Is it education or heredity? If itâs heredity, I donât think itâs on my side of the family, itâs the blood of the Grand Duke of Knox after all?
But Meyer grew up to be a well-behaved, good-natured adult. Although somewhat selfishâ¦
I still had faith that they could be reformed, and I searched for a tutor for the twins. Fortunately, I quickly found the right person.
âAnasta!â
âThank you for trusting me with this.â
âI, too, thank you for taking care of the troublesome work yourself. I know I can count on you, Anasta.â
I squeezed Anastaâs hand and shook it.
These were the children of the next emperor or duke, and only someone with a title could be in charge of their education. Anasta had a title, she was trusted by me, and she was used to dealing with children. She was also a healer, which made her the perfect choice for the childrenâs education.
Anasta smiled shyly at my enthusiastic cheers.
âItâs just that Jeanne and Sevi are both grown up and need less of my care, and Iâm bored, so it doesnât bother me at all.â
âBut you have the estate, you could have chosen to concentrate on it.â
âNo. I guess Iâm more suited to taking care of one or two people like this than many. The weight of many is too much for me.â
Anasta smiled bitterly and shook her head. She still seemed to be reeling from the aftermath of Fabian, and since it wasnât a good topic to bring up, I turned the conversation away.
âSo youâve left the estate to Jeanne, then?â
âYes.â
âPhew, thatâs what I said, but Iâm glad you agreed right away. If you said you cared about being the lord, I was going to at least ask my clinging to you.â
âDonât you think too highly of me?â
Anasta, who knew nothing, laughed out loud. I shook my head seriously.
âNo. Itâs not like itâs easy to find a healer, and August is busy with so many things, I donât want to leave the kids in his careâ¦â
âAre you in a hurry for a healer? I thought the children were all in good health, taking after Grand Duke Knoxâ¦â
Anasta lowered her voice in concern; the worry on her face made me realize I had been vague; I added hastily.
âOh, of course, theyâre healthy. Theyâve got great survivability, great immunity, great staminaâ¦â
âAnd?â
âThey just get hurt a little too often.â
âHurt?â
Anasta exclaimed, startled. I furrowed my brow in a serious expression and lowered my voice to a whisper.
âThey get into too many little accidents together. If I so much as glance at them, theyâll scream and fight. Or they get into trouble together.â
âAlready?â
âThatâs what Iâm saying!â
I screamed and grumbled. I know itâs hard to believe now that kids whoâve just passed their first birthdays are fighting, but sheâll see for herself soon enough. I shook my head.
âIâm not going to be your average nanny. They need the focus and attention of an expeditionary force.â
âTheyâre like your own children.â
âThatâs not a compliment, is it?â
Anasta didnât respond to my prodding, only giving me a vague smile.
She still thought I was exaggerating. I was relieved.
She hadnât signed yet. I didnât want to say anything too bad about the twins and have Anasta run away.