Chapter Sinners Condemned : Prologue
Sinners Condemned : An Enemies to Lovers Mafia Romance (Sinners Anonymous Book 2)
Zippo comes to life, warming the underside of my chin as I light another cigarette. I only smoke when Iâm procrastinating.
This is my third in five minutes.
I inhale, blackening my lungs with chemicals I canât pronounce. As I exhale, I drop my head back against the wall and watch the haze melt into the nightâs sky.
Fuck it.
Weâre all going to die anyway.
On the other side of the street, the wagon creaks, then the door flies open, casting an orange glow over the cobbled stones. My eyes slide up to it and meet the gaze of a pissed-off gypsy.
âAre you going to stand there all night?â She crosses her arms and leans against the door frame. âYouâre scaring off customers.â
The last thing I should do today is smile. You donât smile on the day you bury both your parents, because thereâs nothing funny about watching dirt being shoveled on top of your mama.
But I canât stop amusement from curling my lips.
âIâd bet my entire investment portfolio that my mother has been your only customer since the Great Depression.â Scowling, she opens her mouth to snap back, but then she pauses and does a sweep of the empty street. âWhere is your mother, anyway?â
My amusement turns into a bitter laugh, fueled by irony. I drop my cigarette and grind it into the cobbles with the heel of my shoe. âDoes your crystal ball need a polish? Sheâs six-feet-under, darling.â
I push off the wall and close the gap between us, taking the rickety steps up to her wagon two-at-a-time and stopping just inches from her. She wraps her shawl tighter around herself, her wary gaze jumping up to meet mine.
âYouâve been drinking.â
âYeah? Perhaps I was wrong about you being a hack.â
âYou donât need to be psychic to tell,â she snaps, taking a step back into the wagon and giving a small shake of her head. âI can smell it on your breath. If youâre here for a reading, well, I donât read for the intoxicated. Liquor makes it hard to see fortunes.â
I tug out my money clip, snap a few bills off the roll, and drop them at her feet.
âYou see money though, surely?â
Her eyes narrow. I take advantage of her silence and push past her. I hitch up my suit pants and sink onto the low stool in front of the table.
Another laugh escapes me, this one tasting even more bitter than the last. Of all the places I should be tonight, a gypsy wagon in the scummy part of Vegas isnât one of them. I sneer at the string lights and the candles because they do nothing to hide how pathetic it is in here. Raggedy throws and cushions in faded prints, stacks of dog-eared cards collecting dust.
Behind me, I hear long fingernails scraping the floorboard as the gypsy picks up my money. She lowers herself onto the bench opposite me, her old bones cracking.
âIâm sorry to hear about your mother.â She picks up a deck of cards and splits it in two. âBut Iâm a cartomancer, not a medium.â
âI donât speak con-artist.â
Her nostrils flare. âIt means I tell fortunes with playing cards. I donât make contact with the dead.â
âGood thing Iâm not here to make small talk with my motherâs ghost then.â
Her eyes flick to mine, first with surprise, then they darken to a shade more sinister. âSo you here for a reading. When you came here with your mother three weeks ago, I offered you a reading and in return, you threatened to burn down my wagon, along with me inside of it.â She tilts her head, casting a suspicious gaze over my features. âBut now youâve changed your mind.â
I guess I have.
Mama was obsessed with fate. Lived her whole life by the turn of a tarot card or the shake of an eight-ball. It consumed her. She couldnât even go to Starbucks without trying to make sense of the dregs at the bottom of her paper cup.
Me; Iâm a clean-cut skeptic, which is ironic, considering I own a casino. But any sensible businessman in any sector knows that relying on luck to be successful is like closing your eyes, leaning into the wind, and hoping itâll blow you in the right direction.
Thereâs skill, and there are odds. Thatâs it. Luck isnât for the optimistic; itâs for the lazy and the desperate.
My mama was an exception; she didnât fall into either of those categories. She had hope in her heart and money in her pocket, which made her a walking, talking payday for quacks like this one.
Fortune tellers, psychics, mediums: they are all cheats. And thereâs nothing I hate more in this world than a cheat.
And yetâ¦
I swallow the rock in my throat and rub at the scruff on my jaw.
And yet, this old gypsy in front of meâshe knew my mama was going to die.
âYou knew.â
She slowly sweeps up the fanned cards and places them in a neat pile. âYour mother drew the death duo.â
The first time Iâd heard it, I had laughed in disbelief. Now, I donât find it so funny.
Less than a month ago, Mama had turned up at my penthouse suite, loaded with an overnight bag and a spark in her eyes. She gifted me a watch to celebrate me opening my first casino, Lucky Cat. But it soon became clear that supporting my struggling business venture wasnât her only reason for her visit to Sin City.
âThereâs someone Iâd like to see,â sheâd said coyly, sitting at my dingy casino bar and white-knuckling a lemon drop martini. âA fortune-teller just off Fremont Street.â
Iâd rolled my eyes, but sheâd insisted.
Iâd darkened the doorway of the wagon during the entire reading, fists in pockets, making sure she didnât get ripped off any more than sheâd agreed to.
First, she drew the Seven of Hearts. A betrayal by a loved one.
Then, the Jack of Diamonds. The bearer of bad news.
Lastly, the gypsy had flipped over the Ace of Spades.
The wagon had fallen silent. Eventually, my mama dragged her palms over her skirt and said, âWell, then.â
Now, I grip the edge of the table and shoot the gypsy a blistering glare. âThe Death Duo,â I repeat. âYou seriously telling me everyone who draws the Jack of Diamonds, followed by the Ace of Spades, keels over and dies?â
She hitches a shoulder. âItâs a rare combination.â
âNot that rare. The odds of drawing both cards consecutively from a single deck without replacing them is one in two thousand, six hundred and fifty-two.â
âYouâve done your homework.â
âNo, Iâve done the math.â I slip my hand in my pocket and brush my fingers over my dice. âItâs statistics. The law of probability.â
âNot everything in this world can be explained away with reason or logic.â Thereâs a smugness to her tone; one that makes me want to choke the life out of her. âBut youâre beginning to see that, arenât you? Otherwise, you wouldnât be here.â
I run my tongue over my teeth. Drag my eyes to the dusty beams propping up the roof of the wagon. The odds of my mama drawing the supposed Death Duo were slim, but the series of events that happened in the month after are near-impossible to put a statistical probability on.
Mama died from a heart attack, despite having a clean bill of health. Then, less than a week later, my father died from a sudden bleed on the brain.
I huff out a laugh of disbelief. A week. Seven fucking days; thatâs all it took to wipe out half my immediately family. Seven days for the rug to be pulled from under my feet.
Today, it was Angelo who tugged the last square inch of said rug with his sudden announcement.
We were standing on the edge of the cliff, three feet from our parentsâ freshly buried bodies when he told us. It wasnât so much of a bombshell but a venomous whisper; heâd muttered the words so quietly I thought the wind was playing tricks on my ears.
But with one look into his dark eyes, I saw turbulence and an iron-clad resolve.
I guess Iâm a liar. I do believe in fate in some way. Like every made man, my life path has been mapped out for me since the day I was born. My father was the capo of Devilâs Dip, and it was a given that once he died, the title would be passed to Angelo, my oldest brother. It was also a given Iâd become his underboss, and Gabe, our youngest brother, his Iâve learned a hard lesson in seven days. Because now Angelo is halfway across the Atlantic, Gabe is fuck-knows-where, and Iâm left standing at the end of my so-called path, wondering where the road went.
The Cosa Nostra is my life, and Iâve spent most of my twenty-five years preparing for that underboss role.
Internships at Goldman Sachs and JP Morgan. A masterâs degree from Harvard Business School. Hell, the only reason I bought a casino in Vegas was to learn the ropes before I built my legacy back home.
Fuck. Iâve always thought home is where my family is, but now Iâm not so sure. I know I could always go back to the Coast. Uncle Alberto would take me on as a for the Devilâs Cove outfit, or if I wanted to keep my hands clean, he would give me a position on the board at his whiskey company in Devilâs Hollow.
But being a lackey isnât in my blood. Iâm born to build an empire, not lay the bricks for someone elseâs.
âDeal the cards.â
My voice sounds more certain than I feel. The gypsyâs gaze lingers on mine, then she picks up the deck, shuffles through it, and lays two familiar cards on the table between us.
Last time, sheâd made my mama cry and Iâd been out for blood. Iâd told her to wait outside, then kicked the door shut with the heel of my wingtip. Just as the flame of my Zippo came to life, the gypsy held up her hands and said, âWait. Your cards keep screaming at me.â
Iâd snarled something about her being a hack and that she wouldnât get away with conning two Viscontis, especially not on the same fucking day.
But today is different. Now, Iâm sitting on the same stool my mama sat on less than a month ago, unease bubbling under my skin. My hand isnât clutching a lighter but my dice, and Iâm squeezing them so hard theyâre about to become one with my palm.
âAs I was to say last time, your card hasnât been dealt yet. Your fate hasnât been sealed.â She breathes heavily and rubs her temples. âYes, they are definitely your cards. They are screaming at me even louder than they were last time. I can barely hear myself think.â
A sarcastic retort brews on my tongue, but I bite it down. Instead, I stare at the two picture cards in front of me.
The King of Diamonds and the King of Hearts.
âExplain it in a way that doesnât make me want to put my fist through a wall,â I say, as calmly as I can muster. As she starts to speak, I hold up my hand to silence her. âAnd just because Iâm listening doesnât mean I believe the shit coming from your mouth.â
She straightens her spine. âIn my preferred form of cartomancy,â she says carefully, âwe believe each soul is assigned a card long before it is brought onto this earth. Itâs called âCard Calling.â The cards are often vague, with each suit and value representing the broader meaning or purpose of oneâs life. For exampleâ¦â She reaches for the deck, peels off the top card and flashes it to me. Itâs the Ten of Clubs. âIf a soul is called to the Ten of Clubs, theyâre usually drawn to travel. Perhaps they are destined to work abroad, or will find love in a far corner of the world.â She places the card back on the deck and gives me a tight-lipped smile. âSee, vague. But picture cards,â she makes a sweeping motion toward the two cards between us before she continues, âare a lot more specific. They are a direct reflection of who a person will become.â
Impatience bites at my edges. I may have skipped my parentsâ wake to be here, but Iâm far from a convert. âWhy do I have two cards?â
âBecause fate couldnât decide what card to deal you. Itâs very rare.â
âAs rare as my mother drawing the Death Duo?â
âMuch rarer, â she deadpans. Either she didnât pick up on my sarcasm, or she chose to ignore it. âIâve never seen it in my lifetime.â
âMm,â I grunt, rubbing my mouth. âSo, I get to choose my fate.â My gaze darts up to hers. âIf you believe in that shit, of course.â
She nods. âOf course.â
âAnd if I donât choose?â
She shrugs, but the spark behind her eyes belies her nonchalance. âFate will choose for you in due time.â She leans in, urging breathlessly, âBut wouldnât you rather know? Wouldnât you rather be in control of your own destiny?â
I like being in control. My life is regimented; Iâm a man of routine. I have a suit for each day of the week and my calendar is blocked out by the minute.
My jaw ticks. Itâs hot in this fucking wagon. The wooden walls groan against a gust of wind, and the engine of a super car roars from the direction of the faraway strip.
Iâm sobering up, fast.
âKing of Diamonds, or King of Hearts. Iâm destined to become a businessman or a lover.â
âSo you listening last time,â she says with a smirk. One blistering glare from me wipes it off her withered lips in a second. âBut yes. Power and money, or love and a family. Itâs that simple.â
I curl my fingers around the dice in my pocket again. âBut never both.â
â
both.â
I swallow. âAnd all I have to doâ¦â
âIs touch a card to seal your fate, yes.â
I withdraw my hand from my pocket and the gypsy sucks in a lungful of air, a noise that grates down my spine like sandpaper. Last time I was here, my forefinger had been a millimeter away from touching the King of Diamonds. The idea I could guarantee my success as a businessman was obviously horseshit, but Iâd considered it for the same reason atheists say a prayer moments before death.
But at the last second, Iâd stopped myself. Something had stirred under my rib cage and I didnât like it. Truth is, Iâd suddenly thought of my parents and what they had.
True love. Unrelenting, galvanized love. The type that puts you off your fucking lunch. In the Cosa Nostra, true love is rarer than any supposed Death Duo or whatever. In fact, my parents were the only people I knew who even came close to it. Thereâs an old adage that a made man only marries for three reasons: business, politics, or to prevent a war. Just like I knew I was fated to be an underboss, I knew Iâd marry a woman for pragmatic reasons.
But as Iâd stared down at the two cards last time, thereâd been a niggling voice in the back of my mind.
But that was then; this is now. Now, thereâs another voice thatâs louder, one thatâs screaming Now, my parents are six feet under and have nothing to show for their love apart from a cheesy quote etched onto a joint headstone.
Now, my future isnât so certain, and everything I thought Iâd have is slipping out of reach, thanks to my idiot brother.
I clear my throat, feeling the gypsyâs gaze bore into me.
Iâm the first to admit Iâm getting desperate, and giving into this hippy dippy shit, just once, wonât hurt. I stretch out my fingers, steel my jaw, and touch the King of Diamonds.
The ground doesnât shake. Fireworks donât explode in the sky above us. Nothing happens except the flicker of candles and a groan of the wagon.
I smooth down my tie. âIs that all? Or do I need to offer a blood sacrifice too?â
She stares at me, wide-eyed. âThatâs all.â
Grinding out a laugh, I rise to my feet, stretching to my full height and casting a shadow over the gypsy.
âYouâre bad news, darling. You know that?â I drawl, fishing out a few more bills and dropping them on the table. âI hope you get whatâs coming to you.â
Itâs her turn to laugh. âYouâll be thanking me when you have the whole of Las Vegas at your feet.â
My dingy casino, with its leaking roof and cockroach problem, comes to mind. âIf I ever have Vegas at my feet, youâll be exterminated along with the rest of the rats.â I turn toward the door.
âWait,â she says. I clench my jaw, my hand hovering over the door handle. âThereâs something else.â
My shoulders form a tight line, and I canât stop my hands from curling into fists. Itâs not in my nature to hit a woman, but Christ, this one makes it tempting. âIâm not interested.â
âYouâre not interested in knowing what your doom card is?â
I let out a hiss of air through my nostrils. âYou quacks sure know how to upsell, donât you?â
âJust like every action has a reaction, every fate card has a doom card. Are you familiar withââ
âStop. Talking.â My throat is dry and my chest is itchy. Nothing but a cold, hard drink will scratch it. âJust tell me the card.â
A beat passes. Then, behind me, thereâs a dull that makes the hairs on the back of my neck stand up. Iâve owned a casino for almost a year now, and Iâd recognize the sound of a playing card hitting a table in my sleep.
Silence hangs hot and heavy within the four cramped walls of the wagon. With a sneer, I roll my neck over my shoulders and glance at the table behind me. Thereâs a lone card sitting in the middle of it, the flickering candles casting an unsteady glow over its glossy surface.
Itâs the Queen of Hearts.
âThe red-haired lady,â the gypsy says softly. âLucky for most, unlucky for a select few. And for you?â She lets out a low whistle. âThe Queen of Hearts is detrimental. You could have all the success in the world, but sheâll bring you to your knees.â
I grind my molars together, but say nothing. Without another word, I heave open the door and kick it shut behind me. I stand on the rickety steps and suck in a lungful of mild October air.
A smoke will do, for a start. Then Iâll find a seedy bar on a seedy street where nobody knows the name Visconti and Iâll pour one out for my parents. I slip my hand into my pocket and curl my fingers around my lighter.
Suddenly, something crackles and pops in my chest. It bubbles out from under my ribs and fizzes gently under my skin.
I drag a knuckle over my jaw and shake my head, amused at my own venomous thoughts.
.
When Iâd vowed to burn down the gypsyâs wagon last month, it was an empty threat.
Still, with the snap of my wrist, the Zippoâs flame dances against the darkness, taunting me with possibility. Explosive revenge is Angeloâs bag, and Gabe, well, heâs proof itâs often the quiet ones who are the most psychopathic. Either of them would burn down this wagon without giving it a second thought, but Mama always used to say I was the gentleman out of the three of us.
As I slide the lighter back into my pocket, my fingertips graze over my dice, and another dark thought seeps into my brain.
Since the old witch has so much to say about fate, Iâll let my dice decide hers. I draw them from my pocket, give them a good shake, and drop them at my feet.
They roll less than half a meter, then come to a lazy stop. I peer over and laugh.
Lucky number seven.
âSo be it,â I mutter to myself, loosening the tie around my neck. I slip it off and slide it through the door handles, forming a tight knot.
I bring my Zippo to the tip of it and set it alight.
Iâve never liked wearing ties, anyway.