The Scars He Left
Raised by Vampires Book 2: The Seeds We Sow
AYA
His voice reached my ears before my eyes found him. That voice. It was deep, rich, and slightly rough. It sent a chill down my spine, not of desire, not of fearâbut of pure, unadulterated anger.
My body stiffened, every muscle preparing for a fight. My breath hitched. No. It couldnât be. Not here. Not now.
But then his scent hit meâlike damp earth after a rainstorm, aged blood, and something uniquely his, something that once felt like home but now felt like venom coursing through my veins.
My heart pounded, beating against my ribs as if it wanted to break free. My stomach churned. I didnât want to turn around. I didnât want to see him.
But I had no choice. And when I did, my world shifted.
He was there, as tall as ever, broader than I remembered. His dark hair fell over his forehead, still messy, still effortlessly perfect.
His clothes were torn and covered in dried blood and grime, but somehow, that only made him look more menacing. More tangible. More like the monster he truly was.
Tom was huddled against the cobblestones, his head bowed in submission. Alexander towered over him.
My heart gave a single, warning thump. My breath became shallow. Anger surged within me.
But my fear was just as potent. I was still scared. Not of him. Of losing him.
For a fleeting moment, our eyes locked. His usually icy-blue gaze flickeredâjust for a second, just long enough for me to catch something unexpected.
Surprise? Recognition? Remorse? Then it vanished.
I gritted my teeth, suppressing the memories that were fighting to surface. The nights I had spent by his side. The way his voice had once comforted me.
The way I had trusted him. The way he had ~destroyed~ me.
My fists tightened so much that my nails dug into my palms. Every part of me was ablaze with anger. Old wounds reopened.
Then I let it all outâ~all~ of it. All my hatred. All my fury.
A flood of memories rushed through my mindâhis betrayal, his detestable indifference, his arrogance. I swung at him, hard and fast.
He slammed into the wall behind him. He even had the nerve to look surprised. I didnât hesitate.
My blood was boiling, my eyes glowing a bright crimson. I wanted to kill him.
I lunged at him, my legs straddling his chest. I yanked his head up and bit into his throat, ~tearing~, trying to sever his head from his body.
His blood exploded onto my tongue, a dark pleasure coursing through me. I barely had time to gasp before his hands gripped my waist and ripped me off him.
He flung me to the ground. I rolled away but sprang back at him.
This time, he was prepared. He barely movedâhis hand caught my wrist before I could land a blow.
In a flash, he twisted my arm behind my back. I gasped in pain.
With a swift move, he spun me around and pinned me against him, my back pressed against his chest. The fight was over before it had even started.
~Foolish~ of me to challenge a pureblood. ~Foolish~ of me to challenge Alexander.
I felt his breath on my neck, his lips near my ear, his arm wrapped tightly around my waist, holding me in place.
âStop struggling, Aya,â he whispered.
And my entire body went limp with submission. I wanted to melt into him.
My muscles strained to obey his command, even as I fought against it.
âLet me go,â I spat, infusing all my anger into those three words.
Alexanderâs grip loosened. He stepped back, and I stumbled forwardâright into Tomâs arms.
Alexanderâs icy blue gaze darkened, turning crimson as he eyed Tomâs hand on my waist. A cold smirk played on his lips.
âAya,â he drawled as if we were old friendsâas if he hadnât ripped me to shreds.
As if he hadnât left scars that would never fade. How dare he stand there as if nothing had happened?
How dare he look at me like that, like I still belonged to him? I could barely breathe past the hatred clawing at my throat.
My blood was boiling, my vision clouded with red. I wanted to hurt him.
I wanted to wipe that smirk off his face, to make him ~feel~ the years of torment I had endured because of him.
But above all, I wanted him to knowâI wasnât his anymore. I held his gaze, unyielding, and let my words fall from my lips like poison.
âYou should be dead.â
His smirk only grew wider. âYou missed me.â
âSoâ¦you two know each other?â Tomâs voice sounded almost foreign to me.
âHeâs my maker,â I said, my eyes never leaving Alexander.
Alexanderâs lips tightened into a thin line.
âI see,â Tom said, his eyes wide. âItâs getting late. Aya and I have a place to stay tonight. Do you? You look like you could use some fresh clothes and a shower,â Tomâs voice wavered.
âForget it,â I retorted.
Tom shot me a disapproving look.
Alexanderâs gaze returned to me, and to my dismay, that same smug, infuriating smirk that had haunted my dreams and fueled my anger for years appeared on his face.
He nodded. âI could use a shower,â he agreed.
âMy name is André Eternelle.â He extended his hand, and Tom, the fool, practically buzzed with excitement as he shook it.
Alexander winked at me. If Tom hadnât been standing between us, I would have wiped that smirk off his face.
âAn Eternelle,â Tom murmured, in awe. âTheyâre related to the royal family.â
âYeah,â I grumbled through clenched teeth.
Alexander was ~relishing~ thisârelishing the way my body had stiffened, the way my breathing had quickened despite my best efforts.
Tom led Alexander and me back to the Airbnb, rambling about purebloods and their power while I remained silent, my body wound tight like a spring.
The place was a basement studioâsmall, without windows. The owner had been so apologetic that sheâd given us two bottles of her familyâs wine.
A kind gesture. I wondered what sheâd think if she knew weâd just invited a monster in.
As we entered, I heard the door click shut behind us. I could feel his eyes on meâsearing into my back.
I refused to turn around. I heard him exhale sharply, amused, as he took in our cramped living space.
I didnât need to see his face to know he was unimpressed. A prince, born into wealth, into excess.
He would never have stooped to stay in a place like this.
He turned back to us, one eyebrow raised.
âShower?â
Tom pointed toward the bathroom.
Alexander grinned at him. Then he turned to me and winked.
âCare to join me, Aya?â
My blood boiled.
âNo,â I snapped.
His chuckle was low, knowing. âAnother time, then.â
He disappeared into the bathroom, and I let out a slow, controlled breath. I hadnât realized I was shaking.
Tom cleared his throat.
I spun around to face him. âWhy the hell did you invite him over?â
âHeâs a pureblood, Aya!â Tomâs eyes were wide. âYou never told me you were turned by a purebloodâan ~Eternelle~ at that!â
I crossed my arms tightly, my jaw set. âMaybe thereâs a good reason I wanted to leave that in the past.â
Tom hesitated. âHe was filthy, Aya. Heâs obviously been sleeping in ditches the past few nights. It was the least I could do. He could have killed us both if he wanted to.â
âHe still can.â
Tom ran a hand through his hair, exhaling. âThey really are something, arenât they? Purebloods.â
I laughed bitterly.
âTom.â I turned to face him fully. âThe vampire in there was ~born~ a vampire. Born into privilege, into power. Heâs from one of the most dangerous families to ever walk this earth. Thereâs not a shred of humanity in him. Not an ounce of kindness. He doesnât ~care~ about anything but himself.â
I took a slow step closer. âHeâs not impressive, Tom. Heâs a ~monster~.â
Tom swallowed.
âWhat happened, Aya?â he asked softly.
I shook my head, looking away.
The sound of water stopped. I heard Alexander stepping onto the bath mat.
I clenched my fists.
âHe took everything from me,â I whispered. âAnd he never cared what it cost me.â
The bathroom door opened.
Alexander stepped out, a towel hanging low on his hips, his skin glistening with water droplets.
My breath hitchedâonly for a moment, but he saw it. I knew he did.
His smirk widened.
âYou left me, Aya,â he said. âRemember?â
My entire body froze.
Tom sat quietly on the bed, watching.
I made myself look into Alexanderâs eyes. I kept my voice steady, uninterested. âWhat brings you here?â I asked, my tone icy. âYouâre not supposed to be here.â
âAya,â Tom warned.
Alexander took a step closer.
I forced myself to stay calm.
He stopped just inches away, so close I could see a bead of sweat trickling down his collarbone.
His voice was barely audible. âCanât I be here for you?â
I laughed sarcastically. âIf I had my way, Iâd throw you out into the daylight.â
His smirk didnât fade, but I noticed a flash in his eyesâred, predatory. Then, as quickly as it appeared, it was gone.
âYouâve forgotten your place, Aya,â he said softly.
I held my head high. âNo. ~Youâve~ lost yours.â
A shadow passed over his faceâsomething ominous.
âYouâve become even more beautiful,â he said quietly.
I pushed him away. âFuck off.â
He didnât move. He just laughed.
âDonât resist, Aya.â He tilted his head. âYou never could resist me.â
I smiled frostily. âDonât flatter yourself.â I leaned in, just slightly. â~You~ could never resist ~me~.â
His eyes sparkled.
âUp for a game, Aya? Like the old days?â
âNever.â
His fingers grazed my arm, trailing up to my throat, sending a shiver down my spine. I despised myself for it. His fingers flicked my earrings. They spun, making a jingling sound.
âI always liked your jingles,â he said quietly. âYou can take the girl out of the club, but you canât take the club out of the girl.â His smirk was back. âStill terrible at sneaking up on people.â
âWhy are you really here?â I asked, my voice stern. âYou ~shouldnât~ be here.â
âIâm looking for my sister,â he replied.
I laughed sarcastically.
âWhich one? The one who used to yank my hair or the one who enjoyed pushing me into the sunlight?â
He laughed. He lifted his hand, tilting my face up to look at him.
âThe one who pushed you into the sunlight.â His voice was softer. âI need to save her.â
I laughed harshly. âBullshit. Youâre not here to save your sister. Youâre here because you fucked something up. What did you do this time?â
His fingers tightened on my jaw.
âWatch your words, Aya.â
I pulled my face away, stepping back.
He followed.
I backed up until I hit the wall. He cornered me.
âWhat did you fuck up this time?â
His eyes turned crimson.
âDonât push me, Aya,â he growled, his fangs gleaming.
âYou havenât changed at all,â I whispered. âStill a selfish jerk. I had hoped these last fifty years might have changed you. Wishful thinking.â
His face hardened.
âYouâve crossed the line, Aya.â
Before I could react, his hand was behind my neck.
Suddenly, I was off the ground, my back against the wall. His body was against mine, his fangs in my throat.
I gasped, the pain sharp, familiar, electrifying.
Behind him, Tom yelled, but Alexander swung his arm, sending Tom crashing into the opposite wall.
His grip was unyielding.
I hated how my body responded.
My breath hitched, my hands gripping his shoulders, my pulse pounding in my ears.
When he finally pulled away, I almost fell.
He wiped his mouth, his crimson eyes fixed on mine.
âYou will ~always~ be mine, Aya,â he whispered.