Chapter 97
Discovering Us Spin-Off: Introspection
MADDISON
âWhere is Asher?â I ask, wincing as he applies a cool salve to the raw welts on my back. Asher was the one he was referring to, right?
The thought of Asher being upset somehow fills me with a strange warmth, a sense of completeness. I canât quite put my finger on why.
âHis momâs keeping him at home,â Dante replies, his voice trembling slightly.
âHeâd be better off working with his dad,â I murmur.
âHeâs a risk, Maddison. He cares too much about you,â Dante chuckles, as if the idea of Asher caring for me is some kind of joke.
His words bring a strange joy to my heart, but I know I canât let myself get carried away.
Dante steps back, removing his jacket and placing it on a small table.
âBe careful,â I whisper. âThe camera can see that side of the room.â
âTheyâve taken care of the cameras. Do you have any painkillers?â
âNo, why?â I ask, puzzled.
âWhatâs going on?â Gabbyâs voice cuts through the room, causing both Dante and me to turn toward her.
I realize weâd forgotten she was there.
âDanteâs here to help,â I assure her.
âThe guys have set up a loop of CGI images thatâll make it look like Iâm⦠well, you know,â Dante stammers, ignoring Gabbyâs question.
He walks back to me, gesturing toward my dress.
I try to pull it up, struggling with the zipper, but eventually let it fall back down.
Inside his jacket, I see medical supplies: bandages, ointments, pills. Sterile packets filled with who knows what.
âHow did you know what to bring?â I ask as he turns me around and kneels down.
This isnât exactly how I pictured a man at my feet, but here we are.
âCallum and the others⦠They have similar⦠tastes. This oneâs a bit raw; I think you might have torn it last night,â he stammers, referring to one of the wounds under my G-string.
âHowâs your back?â he asks, changing the subject.
My back is on fire, probably because I didnât clean the welts this morning, afraid theyâd start bleeding again.
Iâve been through this before. Iâm no stranger to this kind of pain.
I know the welts will take days to heal, slowly scabbing over. I know not to scratch them or get them too wet.
They heal best when left alone.
âDid I do okay this morning? Do I need to redo anything?â I ask, trying to sound more upbeat than I feel, shifting the conversation from my injuries to more pressing matters.
âShh! We donât want anyone overhearing,â he warns, glancing pointedly at Gabby.
âThe girls wonât say anything. Theyâre in on my plan,â I whisper back.
All the secret meetings, the whispered conversations while doing their hair or accompanying them to workâif theyâve earned that privilege.
In my opinion, Mr. Fennick and Jonathon were playing with fire by allowing some of us older girls, whoâve been here longer, to have such freedom.
But then again, weâre conditioned to stay, to enjoy the twisted things we probably wonât find outside, and to be grateful for the roof over our heads and the food in our stomachs.
Thereâs no life like the life of a working girlâ¦
âIâve heard about the little phoenix working from the inside. Iâm impressed, but hasnât anyone ever told you that going solo doesnât usually end well?â Dante asks.
His words hold a wealth of wisdom, and I sense a story behind them.
Heâs clearly learned the hard way that working alone isnât the best strategy.
And I want to admit that heâs right, that going it alone hasnât done me any favors.
But then Iâd have to confess to everything Iâve been involved in.
Iâve been slipping clients illegal substances, stashing away cash in a private account for a life beyond this mess. Iâve been helping girls escape when I can.
When a chance presents itself, you can bet your ass I seize it.
Take Jonathon, for instance.
Heâs an older guy, at least two decades my senior. But heâs a pushover, yearning for a young, innocent girl to kneel at his feet, begging for rough sex.
I wonât lie, I enjoy rough sex too, but getting down and dirty with a man Iâm not attracted to does something to my gut.
Jonathon offered me a chance to worm my way in.
A bat of my lashes, a gasp when he touched me.
Manipulation at its best, and whether you believe it or not, it only took a few months for him to become addicted to me. Thatâs when the real fun startedâwhen I sunk my claws so deep he didnât even feel them penetrate.
Sure, using jealousy to my advantage in those encounters that left me unable to walk, or maybe when a client got too carried away and left me more bruised and battered than they should have, gave me the upper hand.
âLife is what you make it⦠Or so they say,â I tell Dante.
âYes, I agree with that, but letâs work together. Things will be smoother that way,â he proposes.
I nod, but Iâm not really in the market for a partner in crime, now or ever.
I have my plans, and I have the results I want from those plans.
Things are moving quickly, and I can see the path I need to follow to reach my goals.
But I keep this to myself, just continuing to nod in agreement.