Chapter 61
Discovering Us Spin-Off: Introspection
ASHER
âWhat the hell are you doing here, Jonathon?â I demand, my fury fueling me to rise and meet him eye to eye.
âWhat I want from life isnât the issue here, kid. The real question is, what do I want from you?â
âIsnât that what I just asked, idiot?â
âI want my girl to be treated right. I want her under me like she was a few weeks ago. I want her to want me. But she doesnât. She wants you, and thatâs your fault.â
âWait, my fault?â His words catch me off guard. Is that why Maddisonâs next door? I doubt it, but this fool doesnât know that Iâm aware sheâs not there entirely by choice.
âYep, your fault with your promises of fairytale endings and a love that wonât last past the honeymoon phase. Maddison isnât that kind of girl, Asher. Sheâs been hurt and sheâs jaded. She needs a real man to take care of herâto keep her grounded.â He steps closer, pacing as I back up into the vacant apartment that mirrors mine.
Thereâs no furniture to hide behind, no rugs to steady my footing. The kitchen is bare, devoid of any potential weapons.
Itâs an empty shell, waiting for someone, probably Atty, to move in. Thatâs the impression Iâve always gotten from my folks, anyway.
âI believe Maddison is perfectly capable of living a normal life outside of the insane situation you and Fennick have created.â
âHer name is Hope,â he corrects me, his voice laced with venom.
âWhy? Her parents named her Maddison. Thatâs her legal name. Thatâs her real name. Or do you need to distance yourself from the reality that sheâs a living, breathing person with a life to live? Does it make it easier for you to sleep with her if sheâs just a name without a life attached to it?â
He lunges at me before I can dodge. We both tumble to the floor, my head smacking the hard tile as his hand closes around my throat.
âHer name is Hope because sheâs mine, not his. Thatâs what we decided. Hope for a future, for a life unlike any other. Sheâs myââ
I canât stand his bullshit anymore. My fist connects with his jaw, my thumb throbbing from being clenched in my fist.
Instead of retreating, he straddles me, using his rage to land blow after blow on my face and ribs. They sting like hell.
But if thereâs one thing Zach taught me, itâs to absorb the hits and conserve energy. Wait for them to tire before you strike back.
And he does tire. He starts to get up, thinking Iâm out cold. But I seize the opportunity to flip him over and take his place, raining punches on his ribs, avoiding his face.
I channel my anger into his torso, a private display of my fury. He coughs and sputters, blood splattering the white marble floor, prompting me to get off him and sit in the middle of the room.
âYouâre a real piece of work, you know that?â I spit out, seething.
Who does he think he is, barging in here and starting a fight when I was a willing participant in his companyâs transactions?
âI paid for her fair and square. Just like all the other guys she sleeps with at the club. Sheâs with me just like sheâs with them, so whatâs your problem? Feeling threatened? Let me tell you something, jerk, sheâs not going anywhere. She wonât leave the club because of you. I offered her a way out before the other two, and she turned me down. And I saw earlier that it was you. She stays in the hope that you might change for herâ¦â
How fitting, her nickname symbolizes so much between them. I get up, clutching my aching ribs, and limp toward the window overlooking the adjoining balconies.
Theyâre just beyond the wall. Iâm certain they havenât left, even though the chaos between us has quieted. The lights are back on, the sprinkler system has stopped its relentless spray, and the alarm has silenced itself.
The danger has passed, the fire is under control. Our staffâs training and the efficiency of the system are undeniable.
Jonathon rises from behind me, his shoes squeaking against the tile floor as he struggles to find his balance.
I brace myself, expecting him to come at me, to reignite the fight. But instead, I hear the sound of his footsteps retreatingâthe door opening and slamming shut in his wake.
Heâs gone, just like that, leaving me in a state of confusion and anger. I find myself cleaning up the blood on the floor with the neglected white towels from the bathroomâleftovers from a room cleaning that feels like a lifetime ago.
Theyâre covered in a thick layer of dust, a testament to how long theyâve been forgotten. Amidst the mess on the floor, I find my key fob and my fatherâs. So thatâs how he got inâ¦
With nothing else to do, I leave the now empty apartment and unlock my own. The three girls are huddled together, their eyes filled with expectation as they watch me.
I give them a quick glance before rushing past them to clean myself up.
âAsher,â Maddison calls out from behind me. âHey.â
I donât respond. Instead, I continue into my room and head straight for my en-suite.
To my dismay, she follows me, showing no hesitation in invading my personal space.
To make matters worse, she closes the bathroom door behind her, trapping herself inside with a version of me she really shouldnât get to know.